'05

goodbye YEAR 2005.

cwystal's year 2005 has been a pweetaye unique one. with tha appearance of new beautiful additions in my social circle and tha time spent on each individual gathering.

when i first gort my results in tha month of march, i hung my head low, tears started ta well up my eyes,my dreams were shattered i thought.results were pweetaye good until i scrolled way down tha slip and saw a D7 for my pathetic maths. i thought ta myself, i cant be a designer any longer. friends gave me huugs and teachers encouraged me. telling me i could prolly try out for other courses. frankly, i was more of a jc student. mentally i guess. i jus didnt like tha independence in poly life and i jus cldnt get outta uniforms. i loved them.oh wells, tha happy go lucky me gort over it soon with tha support of family and friends, applied for MI and tha limited courses in poly. weeks later, tha letter came and MI(toh tuck) it wrote, beeeg on tha piece of paper

though reluctant,i decided ta give it a try. perhaps ta make more friends?(: what added ta my excitement was that good friends jesslin and derek were posted ta MI too. YAYY. that was my reaction. hehs. we had soo much fun seriously. never had my life been soo fun and there were laughters practically every other day.

tha 2 weeks of orientation was truely awesome. there came my new clique, [regi,cherm,yanna,ash etc]. we came from OG1 and being tha most enthu and bonded group, we clinched 1st. was soo proud of them can. hehs.too bad, good things hafta end, orientation ended and lessons resumed.my class was a blast and as time past, another clique of mine evolved.thats gotta be my favourites.[juls,sarah,steph] OHH MY. i luurve them ta bits and no other words can explain tha special bond we shared.day after day, there were more addictions and soon we called ourselves tha sun-tanning club. HAHA. with juls as tha president of cus! -winks. days cldnt be better and tha friendship i had was growing soo strongly that i didnt wanta leave MI. then again, i received news from np that i gort in ech. that really gort me thinking... like,what do i actually wanta be in near future? am i tha mugging sort? or do i wanna branch into being a teacher. i teared almost every other day, fearing that i'd make tha wrong choice. broke down in sch and friends were there for me practically every minute.-huugs thanks gurls. when i had no more time ta think through, i finally made tha decision of leaving MI. although i didnt wanta leave my friends over there and tha special affection i had for tha place, i packed my footprints and left. to ngee ann.

in late march, i registered myself in np and signed up for both foc and sports camp. ohh my. never have i regretted joining these camps. it really boosted my circle of friends in np. tha spirit of tha camp continued even AFTER tha camp. foc mates met up almost every day in tha atrium and sports camp mates during lunchoes. geees. then again, i felt belonged and slowly accustomed myself ta poly life. from there, my wonderful clique surfaced. we called ourself tha atrium slackers and these wonderfuls were [teoxu,shus,gu,phyoe,yen and me] we had soo much fun i tell yew. from roaming tha streets of town ta late nights out be it pooling or chilling. gosh.(: i miss yew guys SO MUCH. meet ups once again pls? yur existence aint forgotten yea. much luurves.

months later, after much consideration with grace, we decided ta join np's volley along with my gurlfwen.that was where our frienship blossomed. from yen and me became [ange,grace,xuan,sasa,yaya,van,ping,xiu]. called ourselves tha milkies. HAHA funny name i know. but it comes with an explanation.(: -winks at yen. anyhows,slowly, we grew soo attached ta each other, meeting up almost every other day and made time for each other. wells, guess thats tha milkies's spirit. we enjoyed each other's company soo much and there were outings AND outings. from bbqs to slmber parties ta jus simple roaming around in town. more and more pleasant memories stayed in my mind. soon, as what i had kinda expected. we slowly drifted. perhaps it was tha expectations and high hopes we had placed in this friendship at tha very beginning? does friendships stress people out? i know we, being as friends will be there for each other in bad times and good but does it mean that its a MUST ta do this and nort do that? guess everything started way too fast. perhaps it was our own will that everything happened. and wells everything happen for a reason aint it? -winks. be it tha unsatisfactions we had or tha havoc awesome times we had, i loved every single time i spent with each and every one of yew. perhaps we may have misunderstandings here and there but what stands through at tha end is tha incredible bond we share and tha happy times we have together. tha laughters? remember those? sitting back and think of tha times we had in tha year 05 jus sets me smiling ta myself for i hafta thank god for letting our paths cross. whyie issit soo grace,yen and i chose ta join volley? as what i had said earlier, everything happen for a reason i guess. thanks milk products, yew mean SOMETHING ta me. and for tha year 06, i shall wish us a blasting year ahead eh? -huugs.
forget all tha conflicts and discontentments we have for each other and jus enjoy yurself ta tha max yea? its tha new year mann. -cheerios =DD

wells, eversince we graduated from sec sch, drea and i hardly meet up. was pweetaye upset eh. kinda missed tha times where we'd jus rock town upside down and we'd jus keep towning until we get soo sick of it. i miss tha softballers soo friggin much. tha times where we did like 4000 over push ups and krunches as a TEAM. tha bond was soo unexplainable. our stamina was at tha peak and we were tha darkest peeps in sch. HAHA.(: all those had never left my heart and will continue ta stay right there whether yew like it or nort.
drea:although we met up for like less than 20 times this year, i still do cherish this friendship of ours VERY much. as i know this coming year 06 wld be a much hectic year for yew, i hereby wish yew all tha best in preparing for yur a's and no worries, i know we'll still have time for each other yea? luurve yew bestie. thanks for tha year 2005.

hmms what else? during my wait for tha o's results. i joined this company which organises camps and trains instructors. ohh. NONO. -shakes head. there were no regrets at all. i met people with tha same passion as me which is outdoor adventure,camping and leading younger ones. these people created an impact in my life and had me blossom into a more responsible person. thanks guys(:

wells, thats about it for tha year 2005. and to ALL whom i may have offended unknowingly, i soo sorry yea. and to those i didnt mention, heres a huge thank yew ta yew for taking a step into my life. my 2005 had been wayyy fantabulous and if ever sumone were ta ask me,"wld yew wanta change yur life if given a chance?" i would smile and say,"never cus this life's been too complete for one ta change it."(:

I LUURVE YEW ALL peeegoes!. <3s.

that hyperactive one with tha wierdest and most hysterical laughter,
cwystal.