a ray of hope flickers in ha skye.

reported for work as usual.
aunty cathe was on leave todaee.
so yeaa.was stuck-ed with coreen. sucks mann.
was made by my aunt ta travel all over town ta help her spot check on her staff.):
with highh highh HEELS pls. pain.. ):

anihows.time passed rather quickly.
time was up and it was time for mi ta let my hair dwn and parrrty.(:
was told ta bringg these two new gurls ta tha office ta get a badge and stuff.
bahhh.
tt dumbbarse clerk is so so annoyying. i detest her ta tha core.
called coreen up.ask'd her ta settle tha stuff instead cos shes fierc-er?LOL.

left ta meeet my two pweety ones. took a cabbie down a meet abel and lindeyy at queenswayy.
yeeaah. abel's crappy as usual. and its jus darn farneh see-in both of them suaning each other. oh wels. walked and walked ta findd abel's wonderful UNIQUE shirts and linden's ol' jeans.
HAHS.

spent myy night with drea. (: was late as usual.sorry babe!! HEHS.
hmmm.went window shoppinggg at wisma. topshop's stuff are gettin boringg nowadays. luuurve warehse stuff. they're jus so so lovely? weee. aiyahh. we shopp'd ALOT larhs. lols.

we totally went wild.was luffin darn loudly and yakking as thoughh we own'd tha whole of town. it was fun.exhileratingg jus thinkingg back tha times i had with her. yeahh. we behaved like monkees escappin frm tha zooo. oh wels.miss tha guud ol' daes.

frm wismaa.we strolled ta prargon.stopp'd by orange julius ta popp tricia a HUGE hellos. (: boyy was she happy.(: hmmm went ta paragon metro ta findd grace as well as ta amuse ourselves with her new rebonded hair. LOL. it was darn farneh. tha usual sotongg she was. thinkingg tt we were true customers wantingg ta get a shoe of tha size 7. HAHS. luurve her ta bits. we made a helluva noise.her manger glared towards our direction and uhh-ohh.we knew tt it was our time ta goo.

ohh ohh! met gorgeous glam alongg tha wayy.he's soo TALL. myy gawdd.*faints he used ta be shorter den mi pls.and yeaa. he's sooo guud lookin.(: as usual.he's still CHIO. myy gawdd. im in awee.

went over ta cine.sat dwn at long john ta rest our tiredd feet.ohh mann.it was GREAT i mus saee.tha lil gurl whu look'd like shes onli sec 2 made our nite even more amusingg. ok reason beingg..theres tis colleague of hers whu gort tickk-ed off by a bunch of pathetic spolt loseurs. theyy stinkk mann. *poof -covers nose-. anihows. yeahh. tha gurl serving us was soo afraid tt we wld do tha same thingg tt she kept saying SORRY in every of her sentence. myy gawd. we were like controlling our luff-ter. shes kewt larhs. (:

we went haywire tis very nite.exploringg every single bit of detail tt we had missed out thru tha moth of dec.we chatted frm work ta home ta softball ta even tha guud ol' sec daes. and and AND. i suspect tt everyone was listening ta our convers both at tha bus stop and in tha bus. i dun understandd howw ppl keep quiet when they're with their fwens i mean. at tha busstop. thoughh it was packed,it was soo soo friggin quiet.precisely! tt's whyiee i suspect tt everyone was listening ta our convers cos we behaved like sum guunduus makingg alot of noise.

waited for abt hmmm 30 mins for 77 ta arrive.=.= bus was sooo sooo crowded. ppl were squeezingg here and there. uhh huhh! -smirks tts when guys starta take advantage. LOL. lucki us gort a puuurfect space ta standd.(: soon we were embedded with tis grp of indo-chi ppl. yeahh. beside dreaa stood tis man. HAHS. drea's losingg all her muscles mann. she fell onto tat guyy when tha bus braked.LOL. soo gawd damn farneh pls. tt man blushhed.boyy he's one luckyy guy.(: drea made a fool outta herself AGAIN when she attempted ta grabb onta mi but instead of that.she grabbed tha guyy beside her. HAHA. i was luffin non-stop. i bet that even if yew were mii.yew wld luff yur arse off.

yayy.i had soo muchh fun dear.(: tha daee was jus so gorgeous.thanks for eveythangg.and pls pls get well soon yea? we gotta smack twn once again. scare ppl with our laughters.YEAHH (: i luuurve yew gurl/bestie.(:

Last night I took a walk in the snow. Couples holding hands, places to go Seems like everyone but me is in love.

Santa can you hear me?
I have been so good this year and all I want is one thing
Tell me my true love is here
He's all I want,
just for me underneath my christmas tree
I'll be waiting here. Santa thats my only wish this year.
oohhh ohh yeah
Christmas Eve I just can't sleep
Would I be wrong for taking a peek?
Cause I heard that your coming to town

Santa can you hear me? (yea yeah)
Really hope that your on your way
With something special for me in your sleigh
Ohh please make my wish come true
Santa can you hear me I want my baby (baby)
I want someone to love me someone to hold me Maybe (maybe maybe)
theyll be all the love under the mistletoe ...

-nuthang but luuurve-
cryztaL.nic

healingg a broken heart.

its sad with news splashed ALL over tha papers.
ppl dyingg.
struglling ta live on.
weepingg.
devastated.
emotionally unstable.
chaos practically everywhere.

its jus so sadd pls.): wads with tha gawd damn world. whyie cant there be like peace for jus ONE pathetic year. hais.

tha pain's grieving inside of me.
jus need sumone ta hold on ta mi before i fall.fall.im fallin'.
puttin on a brave front.
watchingg *** walk awayy with sumone else.
heck it crystal.live on.=/

WORKK WAS FUN FOR like ONCE? =x
crapped alot todaee.
business was stinky after xmas.
tha centre looked liked a ghost town.sad pls.
yeahh.coreen was like nyce for tha firs timee.
chated with her til aunty cath came.
woohoo!partyy time.
aunty cath's tha nicest of tha nicest mann.
she treated mi like her very own daughter.(:
went out for lunch for tha firs time.hahs with her of cos.
she treated mi ta desssert. yummy *licks. (:
went back ta work and coreen didnt appear too happy cos tha shop was kindaa crowded and she was tha onli one there. HAHS sorri coreen.):

wells.aunty cath bought tis kueh thang and teh si for herself.
we sat and chatted at tha staff lounge wil she was ready ta get back ta work and mi? set ta go home.our convers went like this.ohh wait. aunty cath's so gawd darn kewt pls. luurve her ta bits!(:

aunty:yew noe tt 4th floor guyy?
bel':yeap? that 16 yr ol' one?
aunty: hahs.yeahh!! (starts to chuckle)
bel':uh huhh? (starts to suspect)
aunty:i think he has a crushh on coreen.coreen claimed tt he was staringg at her duringg lunchh breakk.
bel':wadd?! LOL

den we left tha lounge. mi ta tha changing rm and she ta tha shopp.(:

went dwn tha escalator ta tha 4th floor. met HIM ( tha one coreen was mentioning). omigawdd. i tried ta avoid him but he kept lookin. feelin awkard, mi looked at him.n yeaa.he grinned at mi?! dorts. wanted ta dropped onta tha grnd luffin but yeahh escaped it by grinnin backk.=D
it was embarrassingg yet a funny experience thoughh..
cant waitt for workk tmr..yayy! (:

ohwels.on tha fone with kewt lil lynette noww.shes so kewt.tha wayy she exclaimed abt her date and stuff.awww.(:

im off-
cryztaL.nic

here yew are. off yew go. here yew are AGAIN. off yew go again.
cant yew jus stayy?
*pouts.


it jus had ta happen.appearing when yew need mi and disappearing when yew've found new comfort? hellos?. do i look like a substitue budd?. =.= ta THAT particular sumone.

wells.did OT todaee! muuhahaa. (: boy am i proud of myself. worked til 4.30 k. and myy leggy's ached like super-duber badd. ): urms. met up with linden and BEL. hahs.

yeahh. they're lookin guud mann. all grown up and stuff. BEL aint lookin like gabey anymore. went ta pick jack up and followed by viisitin gabey at his shop. yeaa.

OHH. gurls gurls.. -advice- dun ever go out with BEL and linden. they're a suanin duo mann. was practically -speechless for tha daee. cldnt suan backk. but wells. hafta admit. hey're guud. *thumbs UPP hahs.

BEL:lucks in yur timberlanndd job. LOLS and stop suaning mi larhs. i swear i'll make life miserable for yew. *glares. hahs (:

linden:ayes.grow upp!! hehs.(: dun whineee and whinee. i wun give yew a milk bottle. NONO. *shakes headd.

jackk: jus stayy kewt. hahs. lucks in yur dreamgurl.* (:

gabey:? uhh. be guud?. HAHS. aiyahh.lookin guud yea. lols (:


signs off,
cryztaL.nic

all i wan for xmas is [yew*]

I don't want a lot for Christmas
There is just one thing I need (and I)
Don't care about presents Underneath the Christmas tree
I don't need to hang my stocking
There upon the fireplace
Santa Claus won't make me happy
With a toy on Christmas day
I just want you for my own
More than you could ever know
Make my wish come true All I want for Christmas is you...
You baby Oh I won't ask for much this Christmas
I won't even wish for snow
(and I) I'm just gonna keep on waiting

Underneath the mistletoe
I won't make a list and send it
To the North Pole for Saint Nick
I won't even stay awake to
Hear those magic reindeer click
'Cause I just want you here tonight
Holding on to me so tight
What more can I do Baby all I want for Christmas is you
You baby

All the lights are shining
So brightly everywhere (so brightly ya)

And the sound of children's Laughter fills the air
And everyone is singing (oh ya) I hear those sleigh bells ringing
Santa won't you bring me the one
I really need - won't you please bring my baby to me...


MERRY PWEETY XMAS to all sweethearts! (:
oh wells. xmas was greeeat. had steamboat with church fwens todae over at my place.
there were lotsaa luffter and tha corniest jokes ever.
luff-ed till myy tummy ached and pactically everyone went rollin onta tha flooor.
wells. luuurve them larhs. (:

ohh ohh! did i mention. these are 20% of wadd i received for xmas.

mummy:tha dkny maroon crystal watchh i've been eye-in on. and a new eye shadow make-up set!! wEee.thanks mummy ang!. HAHS. (:

daddy: tha guess handbagg i set my eyes on eversince tha min i stepped inta tha shop. (:
thoughh yeww bluff-ed mi into believe-in tt it was for yur company's dinner and dance lucky draw. blehh

kor and vernice:tha fila handbagg i've always wanted. tis pynkk bodynits halter/tube and and HAHA tha beartowel holder thang. lols!! its friggin kewt can.(:

THANKS a million ta all whu hv given mi their wishes and prezzies. appreciate every single one of them. i lurveee yew lots. yes i do. (: *nods nod and NODS

okies. im kinda down with a fluu. miss yew besties. hais. take care pls.

-misssing-
cryztaL.nic

sickk n tired.

people change.frm bad ta guud. frm guud ta badd.
ok.get ta tha point.oh wells. didnt quite expect innocent budds of mine ta turn bitchyy jerk-y or rather slutty over nite. hellos? issit THAT impt ta turn popular.-.-"
ppl jus turn mi off when theyy go like "ohh i dun judge ppl by their looks".
heyy thats jus so BULL mann.whyiee do ppl on tha streets go up ta yew askingg "heyy can i noe yew?". uhh dun tell mi he/she's alrdy known yur true self?. yuckk. gross pls. jus admit tt everyone will at least judge sumone by his/her looks once. jus like lurrve at firs sight? yeahh. ayes. taa those foolin' arnd with beautiful hearts. those whu thinkk tt it means nuthangg ta ditch sumone as and when it is. well yur utterly WRONG.yew may be heartless but tha other one's gort fellins'. dun playy mind games if yur nort up ta it. -go awaee-.im nort in tha mood. im sorry.


fallen,
cryztaL.nic

exhaust-ed

went merry makingg at aunty angie.
played pool.
hahs.
made a fool outta myself.
as usual.

met up with xiwen,meixi,joanna,lichong and raynold.
took lotsaa neos.
they're reallae pretty. (:

if onlyy he was here for xmas.
i would hang myself upside down and say.
you're all that i need ta turn mi backk ta normal. (:


-yawns-
cryztaL.nic

redd x'mas

shimmers.
glitters.
bling blinggs.
diamond stilattos.
heavy thickk make upp.
merry makingg.
HAHS

went for 6.30 mass.
wasnt as great at midnite mass. *pouts.
yeahh. wore tis black halter guess dress daddy bought for mi for xmas.
its reallae lovely.(:
comfy too.

at my grandpa's noww.
cuzzie's hopping arnd tha xmas tree tryingta ta findd their prezzies outta thousands.
its reallae amusingg
(:

yeahh. im boredd. jonathan's irritatingg mi with his lame-in.
AHHHh stop it dude.

anihows. lurveee all. those whom i've nort been keepin in touchh with. sorry!
didnt quite have tha time. hv been busyy. blehh

bee guuud alright. luuurve crystal and yew'll get lotsaa gifts. muuhahaha!! =D


smuuuacks-
cryztaL.nic

THANKS.(:

deejay gave mi a fossil watch for xmas!
its like. OMIGAWD kinda thang?!
yeahh. thanks dudee.((:
lurveee it soo muchh. yeahh

went shopping.
bought a billabong xmas prezzie for myy kor.
its real nyce.
gees.

gonna wrapp prezzies noww! yeeah.
(:


lurveee all out there.
bestie:pls take care. get well soon yea?! yew owe mi a shopping date. *pouts.):
i miss yew.


pooofs,
cryztaL.nic

crystal went shoppingg...(:

oh wels.
woke upp at like 8? dressed up for work.
was havingg a badd BAD flu.
in tha end.decided ta ringg up aunty monica.
toldd her tt i wasnt in tha position for work.


TADAA!
took leave and yeaa went shopping instead. muuhahaa shhh =x
before that. kinda acc-ed deejay ta a job interview at my dad's office.
and tt luckae guy's gonna work in a female environment.
its like woahh. every guy wld wan tt job mann.

then he left and i waited for daddy ta finish work.
we passed by his employees and YEAHH.
tha word "bamboostickk" kept playingg thruu myy mind.
eeediots.theyy told dreaa that im like a bamboo stickk.=.=

shopping at paragon's like heaven. literally HEAVEN.
tried on stuff at guess. hahs. daddy bought mi a pair of guess jeans and topp. wEee
and he bought tis guess handbagg and wallet for his company lcuky draww!
ahhhh. darn. if onli i am part of tha company. *pouts. ):
mummy bought a handbagg for kor's gurl and a shirt for kor.
woahh..tha bill came and uhhh. aint gonna tell yew howw muchh it cost. LOL

we went tha a/x and versace. tha stuff are real nycee. but then again. we bought soo mani stuff at guess alrdy. so yeaa. went ta metro ta look for gracie after tt.
RANIA!! wrong info lArhs!! *mumbles. gracie's nort at tha shoes section.

we buzzed off and landed upp in taka and centrepoint instead.
hahs. mummy and i went arnd sniffing almost all tha perfumes.
almost went nuts mann.

ohh ohh!! mummy made mi sit in tha middle of orchard road. jus ta make tis cariculture aritist draw a pic of mii. dorts. SO MANI ppl were like staringg at mii. myy gawdd. i was like uhh -blushhing-? ahhhhhh. yeahh. tha artist went like "smilee." den i smiled. den "smileee". smiled again. hahs. its was real amusingg. ohh wels. he didnt do quite a guud job cos myy face turned out puuffier den in person.


we peeg-ed out.
headed for home.
reached home and yeaa. while closingg myy door.
guess wadd.
i slammed tha door on myy poor toee
YIKEE!
pain can.
tears jus started rolling out. ):


pssst:heyy bestiees. im miss-in yew gurls. ): whens gonna be tha next time we'll hangg out together? everyone's busyy workingg.

grace:how's work? how's life? how's practically everythangg? =/ i miss yeww.

drea:heyy take care PLS. i begg yew. ahemx* used ta claim tt yur superwoman rytes?! wun fall sickk. but wadd abt noww?! yew've been fallin sickk like literally every single daee? hais. take care dear. and yeaaa i miss tha crappy times and tha -jus sit dwn and slack- times. misss yew babe. BADLY.

asha: ur leavingg tha foursomee. yew meanoe!! ): it'll be soo difficult ta get yew nxt time. so diff ta even contact yew. soo gonna miss yew. as well as yur treats! hahs. (: pls relax like MORE? yew always looook sooo busyy mann. chill gurl. im miss-in yew taa.


-all i want for xmas is yew-
cryztaL.nic

tuesdae blurrr-s

omigawdd! *hops arnd.
this is like tha firs time im actuallae writingg an entry for myy bloggy?. woohoo.!!
didnt reallae wanted ta write it todae but myy dumbARSE boy--->fwen kinda made mi do it.
ohh wells. [*pouts]


btw. work was alright todae. aint on guud terms with that ah lian colleague of mine thoughh. shes like soo arghhh. typical. nvmm. learnt lotsa stuff throughh workingg life. met people from different walks of life. wadd i jus cant stand is that those AUNTIES will like bombard yew with countless number of nonsensical questions can."ger ah.wad is this metal ah?" ayes in my heart i was like. uhhh woahhh. if i know i wouldnt be working here already. muuhahah =x shhh.

anihows met up with zel and deejay after work. we bullied DEEJAY. yayy. it felt guud mann. i mean i've nort suan-ed anione for ages.lols. we practically searched tha whole of heeren for deejay's dreamgurl.were laughing like sum fanatic hyenas on tha wayy. hahs. it was darn fun larhs. (:

zel had ta leave.leaving deejay and mii. yeeap. acc-ed him ta pacific plaza and fareast when WE gort lost in tha orchard underpass. dorts. tt sua ku deejay ordered mi ta go up tis escalator. and tadaa! we went back ta square one. muuhahhaa. we were like two sua kus can. =.= THANKS deejay. LOL.

alongg tha wayy. we chatted about all those stuff tt we missed duringg prelims and o's. it jus soo nyce talkingg ta deejay BUT then again he kept suaning mi after zel left. *growls. am i sucha guud target ta be suan-ed at? =.=



at fareast. yeahh was uhh scouted for sum dumbb advertisement thangg. askingg if i wanna be a model for sum advertisement or ta host a showw.lols. all these are jus soo BULL mann. hahs. hellos. theyy need a pair of thickk specs mann. *smirks


after gettin lost and all. we went ta search for rek,lindey and wen at lucky plaza. then again tha two sua kus didnt noe where tha pool parlour was. hahs. ayes i bumped myy poor lil toe onta tha edge of tha escalator.in a split second. i was yelling like i gort raped. HAHS. it was damnit painful . poor crystal. =x

found tha place.sat for awhile and then left for taka!!. rek kept suaningg MI. as usual. yew'll get yur revenge!! i swear. hahs.FOOOD was all i have in myy mindd mann. met delle on tha wayy. ahhhhh shes still look-in as rosy as ever. (: i misss yew delle!! anihows. deejay treated each one of us 100g of famous amos cookies. yummmy. i had butterscorch cookies. *licks. all of us bought finger fuud and yea ended upp eating on tha stairs of taka. was simple yet fun. i jus realised sumthang...

LINDEY hasnt grown upp yets!! hahs. fancy playingg with a white plastic bagg hais *shakes headd. no childhood. muuhahaha. yeahh from theree.. we went window shopping and then parted with deejay walkingg mi ta tha bus stopp.he's suchha a sweetie isnt he? HAHS.


journeyy home was longgggg. its took forever ta reachh home.tha dumbb aircon in tha bus was like soooo colddd. brrrrr.lotsaa stuff jus went throughh myy mindd. gees. there's still work tmr. ):

ohh yeaa. rek bought tis fuggly RED bagg.its fuggly cos its nort ORANGE!!!.*pouts. anihows. it'll be kewl if its orange hees.


-life's jus aint tha same animore-
[beL*]

i'm not crystal! >.<

i swear i'm not crystal! >.<
i'm her boi--->friend =))

rek