just yesterday alone was enough ta fill up half tha page of my blog.
plenty of emotions shown.
a mixture of happiness,sadness,anger.
watched 200 pounds beauty with him at westmall ytd.
thought movie seat was sucky and yucky with worn off cushion seats and tiny screen. but what was most impt was that he was next to me.(:
tha show was good. and i mean GOOOD. -two thumbs up.

laughed hard and cried hard to. not because i was bullied but cus tha show was simply amazingly touching. it knocked me real hard in tha head on how much my parents mean ta me. how much i've neglected them. i feel bad. like, they're tha best parents one can ever wish for despite tha frequent naggings. i just wanna shout OUT LOUD ta tell mummy and daddy that i do treasure and love them. no doubt.(:









anyhows.back ta yesterday's happenings. hmmms. all was good till it started pouring real hard making tha cinema real cold. he was being sucha sweetheart by offering me his jacket and tried acting ALL MAN by saying tha cinema aint cold at all. hahahah. BULL! i know yew were cold. it was soo obvious silly.(: left ta meet besties back in school cus drea had ta be home early while he wenta meet his guys. some stuff just gotta screw our gorgeous day just when we touched down from tha bus. yeahh. someone started and 'someone' got piss'd. and walaa. all tha vulgarities just started ta shoot. urgh. i just hate rainy days now. it always happens that on rainy days something mean just gotta ruin my day.

met tha gurls at tha atrium. there sat two lovelies waiting real patiently for my arrival. SORRY besties. was late. hehs. (as usual). we chatted, ranted and updated each other bout our lives and happenings. (: though short but quality heartfelt time spent tgt.

acie: heyy dearie. just follow yur heart and be yurself. yew can choose ta ignore whatever i've told yew cus they're told just as a warning. we cant decided for yew so we can only support yew and watch out for yew gurl. afterall, yur tha one who's falling in love, whos being woo-ed, who may get attached. remember, whatever happens, if yew need a listening ear or advice, i'll always be there gurl. now and always.<3s

drea: i know yew know im disappointed and mad. cus perhaps it was pretty obvious. yesterday was alil awkard. and it always feel awkard talking after a fight. but tha feeling was diff ytd. i felt that i cldnt feel yew anymore. distant yew may call it. we used ta share everything with each other and now i feel that something's lacking in us. even tha word besties doesnt really ring tha bell as much as before. i miss yew real bad besties. i miss tha shopping times (maybe even just window shopping) but our foolish times and craziness replaced all tha boredom. for instance times like us acting as rich interested kids signing up for california fitness and times we dug in tha mud after softball training. memories like those have never left me and i know they've never left yew. i know times are hard for yew now. so much's been going on in yur life. and perhaps im being sucha ranter by always wanting yew ta meet up with us. yeps. just wish'd yew'd have time for us be it just 10 mins or half a day. yew need tha time ta just sit back and relax gurl. yew need it. whatever it is, yew know yew still have us and we've got yur back anytime anywhere. <3s.

thats all peeps. gonna have my soupy dinner now.(:
I NEED A DIET. cus someone said i grew fatter! -glares. hahaha
owh owh before i forget, i just adore days spent with van,xiu,yaya,sa,ping,twinnie. thanks for filling up my emptiness like always.<3s

two days ago. dearest lai yanyi's bday.


wells. silly bestfwennn planned loads for yanns.
like 19 gifts which imply 19 years of age.
yeps. sweet indeed.(:
anyhows, we held a mini surprise dinner over at esplanade harry's.
food was awesome. van ordered smoked salmon, xiu- choc cake plus vanilla ice cream(SINFUL), yaya-spag and russ and myself-yummy triple deck sandwich.


we played around with this glow in tha dark glue bought by dear bestfwenn.


wrote our names on our hands and walaa! pretty!(: shall show yew tha pics laters. thus, van and ping left, twinnie and twinnie in law came. that was when madness started. i dont know, we laughed a hell lot. i had fun, did yew? (:


afterwhich proceeded ta esplande ta chill by tha oh so crowded river. i've no idea why couples sit by tha river ta talk, not only that, every couple was like barely 1 metre away from each other. funny huhh. whats private aint private no more. thus, we kuku'd around. baby, yaya and their craziest jokes. we had a great time. till everyone started ta move off and headed home.


ta my bday gurl YANYI:
heyy dearie, im not sure if yew'd be reading this but heyy, our friendship's been awesome. tha dinners we've had and all. thanks. w/o sa, wldnt have known yew. more ta come alright? <3s and hope yur feeling way better now.


PS: baby, thanks for that very day. for acc-ing me around marina. bought my new yummy top. sending me home and lending me yur precious shoulder ta lie on. this i know that bus rides will never be lonely with yew around. thanks boy.(: yew puked and i cldnt do much, i felt bad. so bad that yew had ta rush off ta catch tha latest bus. baby, if possible, i'll go home on my own alright? INDEPENDENCE!(:






yesterday(21st april),
stayed home i did. am suchha good gurl. hahahaanyhows, managed ta catch up with my family which felt just soo good.
like finally. yew know. i've never had a single day with them alone for a pretty long time till yesterday.(:
some cheeky fella however rang me just before i was about ta nap. yes. he was at my door. passed me a bottle of honeywater and a note. alongside with tha speaker i left in his bag plus ta collect my zara top which i needed ta change. sweet indeed.(:
yet again. someone felt that i wasnt being appreciative.dang. perhaps its just me not knowing howta show my emotions PLUS a sleepy person is a moody person.
sorry bao if yew werent very happy.thanks for tha honey water. thanks(:









TODAY (22nd april)
yes yes. woke up REALLY LATE. im sucha peeg. gawd
was washing up when tha door bell rang.
got out of tha bathroom and there stood mr sim grinning from ear ta ear. HAH
i was surprised. VERY surprised.
thanks baby. for going all tha way down ta marina ta change my top for me.(: how silly can yew get huhhs?.
thus, we had lunchoes together. mum cooked.
he then left.


shant elaborate.



baby, sorry yet again if i made yew feel like i was unappreciative. but heyy, deep down i am alright? just just. yew know. hehs. (:
thanks for these 3 days. plus tha other days which i didnt blog about. <3s OWHH! before i forget. and and thanks for my yummy meal at ichiban. HAHAA. sushiii. (i can imagine yur eyes lighting up now) at tha mention of tha word SUSHI. whahahas. thanks for tha treat. our 10th baby.(: show fast time flew mann.<3s


and here're tha pics.





SUSHI DAY(:







HARRY'S







BEFORE(:


AFTER(:


<3s,
cwystal

tha start of a new beginning.

1st day of school wasnt that bad after all.
it was awesome to see familiar faces once again.
definitely.
people like yun,yda,steph,jia ling,yuqi,ferline,alicia,evon.(:
tha usual bunch of us just clicked w/o having any difficulties AT ALL.
hahs. thats what yew call gurls.
lect's ended at 1. YES EARLY i know.
so being crystal, i tried ta get my classmates ta at least stay behind awhile ta catch up while having lunchoes.
but everyone had their own itinery. ohh wells. whats new.
its funny how my class can never and i mean NEVER become close friends despite efforts made. we may seem close in school but once lects end, its a totally diff matter. bahhhs.
walk'd ta tha atrium with a few of them planning ta eat there but atrium was too crowded ta even stand and eat.
saw a few people from foc. that definitely reminisce tha past.
times where i used ta be in their shoes. chanting cheers even after camp and mingling with people who then became new friends.
indeed, i do miss that kinda lifestyle but then again, i know i gotta snap back ta reality. IM OLD. YR 3 mann. can yew beat that?!
sheesh.
as i see fresh faces collecting their orientation bags. tha feeling was good yet funny. i was happy for them, like "welcome ta poly life young ones" and yets felt like, "gees im sure im gonna miss this school."
was contemplating with tha gurls whether ta still eat at tha atrium when this chipmunk look-a-like walked towards me from a distance. i recognized tha shirt... HOHO.
baby it was.(:
it felt pretty nice bumping inta him in school. hahahah.
i dont know. it seemed like eons since i met him.
anyhows, left tha good ol' school and yaya gave me a ride back home. THANKS YAYA!(: i saved $0.90 on bus fare. hahaha.
frankly, i miss that gurl. we were close for one point of time but distant many a times. having that samll convers in tha cab back home seem'd so yesterday. brought back lovely memories and of course i cant wait ta spend tmr with fair one and yew. yayy-ness.

now that im uber free. i'd better make GOOD GOOD use of it before my attachment starts on a full swing. gawd.
kiddos, screaming, workload, lack of slp etc...

till then.. toodles!(:
waiting ta have dinner with russ now.

met up with tha gurls for a chill out at breko( lazy ta blog thus let pictures do tha talking. hehe)

<3s