it was tha process of our relationship,
everything seemed so smooth sailing but with alittle bicker here and there.
could still remember clearly tha day he held my hand,
to this very day he held me tight in his arms assuring me he'll never leave.
frankly, its tha very first time i fall so quickly in lurve.
for those who know me, i take years ta find out if i truely lurve a person.
aint it? hahs.
anyhows drea made me realise smth, it doesnt matter HOW MUCH yew know tha person therefore yew luurve him but it depends on how much yew luurve tha person even if yew know him for a short while.
luurve's amzingly wierd and sometimes unpredictable.
after getting inta this relationship,
it made me stronger and learn to think for another deeper.
its likee, come on cwystal, yur no longer single. hehs
it was 19th july, he reassured me of everything, tha day of our very 1st month.
i know yew people must be like thinking, "AIYAH, 1 month only.. long way more ta go"
but then again, come ta think of it, this 1 month has been a rollercoaster. Tha give and takes, tha laughters and tears caused by each other's actions. alot had taken place and truthfully, its gonna be hard if im asked ta let it go.
i ended really early on friday-19th, thus met up with yanns and sa over at canteen 1. rush'd ta finish his unfinish'd scrap book as i had only gotten tha photos that very day. sa received a call and left saying shes gonna meet her classmate leaving both tha gurls at can 1. minutes laters, yanns MADE me keep the book and photos. HAHAHA that was when i felt suspicious eh.sillygurl. mr sim arrived and sa beside him. he his hands were behind him as though he gort kidnapped. tha next moment, he surprised me with a rose. AHEMS -coughs. likee my baby?! tha super ego-ist holding a flower in school. yew gotta be kidding me mann kinda thang. hahs yeahh. was happy though. we left for atrium tha 4 of us cus yanns was in this NUM modelling thang. was there ta support. (:
sa said she needed ta get stuff at bishan. so tha 4 of us left together as well. and to think i had thought that baby had special plans for tha 2 of us for our 1st monthy. AHHH. was lke thinking, spending 1st mthy in bishan. FWOAHH. soo nice. =.= hahaha. whoops!
okayy. we sat under his block while he went up ta put his thangs and he appearfed with YANG YANG. miss'd him ta tha max eh. (: sooo cute. he went up again and this time, i was blindfolded with his CJ's shirt. thanks uh sa! still say yur borrowing it. LOL. eediot. anyhows was brought ta this far far place called bishan park by yanns. waited and waited till it was dark. yeps. thus, sa took yanns away and russ took me ta some place. yeahh. took out my blinfold and there it was, tha board he took hrs ta complete with candles at tha side. was dumbfolded, didnt know howta react. gees. thanks boy. luurve it!(: and sa made this heart shape and CY in it using tha candles. ms yanns was surprised too. HAH! killing two birds with a stone eh? smartt asses.(:
we then left for j8's ding tai fung. =DD YUMMY. its 100% much much much better than crystal jade i reckon. omg. ordered like chili crab shui jing bao, mince meat shui jing bao, vegetable shui jing bao, noodles, rice blahh blahh. truely awesome. had soo much fun. bet he too had fun esp with tha companionship with yanns and sa. its amazing how sa and baby click soo friggin well. thats good.(: left soon after when yanns took a cabbie home and baby took one with me ta send me home.
that very day, memorable.
with bursting surprises,
increasingly loud laughters,
tears of joy and hugs that never want ta end.
19th june, tha day i held my hand in his,
19th july, our 1st mthy,
it wouldnt have been so awesome,
without this special one in my life,
and thats yew,
russell sim.(:
thank yew.
HAPPY 1st monthy sweetheart<3.=DD
Tuesday, July 25, 2006
Saturday, July 22, 2006
Tuesday, July 04, 2006
updates
sorry for so nort updating. had been tide down by work lately. piles of assignments jus cldnt stop. GEES. who says ECH's an easy course, yew ought ta be shot dead. if yew really think its that easy then get yur guts and try it out. bet yew'll come begging me asking me for forgiveness for saying its such a chicken feet course. NEH NEHH. =.=
anyhows heres the week's updates.
29th june thurs.
wells, ended really early. couldnt wake up. HAHA like again. so yeps, missed lect for the day and met up wioth steph at can 1 ta discuss proj. did tha floor plan for an hour or so and she left. wenta atrium with jasmine and she taught me my most dreaded sub, ACCOUNTS. yes. thought i could escape from it after dropping it in sec sch but guess fate had it all planned huhh. jas was suchha sweetheart. <3s!! (: she taught me REAL patiently considering tha sotong me always getting things mixed up. hah! once again, thanks gurl. thus baby sms-ed me and said he felt pretty fcuked up cus he screwed 2 papers. yeps. thought i could somehow cheer him up by meeting him. but it made matters worst.shant elaborate further.
was pretty hurt deep down,
tha way i was pushed away,
like i was not there,
tha look on the face was somehow,
a face i could no longer recognise,
it was the hurt that i could bear no more,
as i walked away,
dragged my heavy feet,
hearing nothing but the sound of my sniffing,
tha pearl drops rolled down tha appleof my cheeks,
i was crying,
how silly!
SA comforted me along came yanyi and van.(: thanks gurls. yew made my day. van,xiu,sa and yanyi were at tha snack bar before vball. van was teaching yanyi accounts and tha other 2 were jus helpping ta warm the benches i guess. =D hehs pearlynn was there too. how coicidental huhh. twinnie came not long after.
we headed towards tha court. tha gurls went for training while twinnie, yanyi and i sat at the benches. we were actually checking the new gurls out. HAHA how hilarious. wenta ntuc with twinnie. that silly gurl was so concerned about her baby not having time ta eat that she dragged me there jus ta get food for her and then send it ta her place personally. i think my twinnie's soo sweet! hahaha. see that MR SIM?! =x
had soo much fun, time passed like uber fast by tha time i made my way back ta sch it was like about 7.30 alrdy. UH OH! not much time left for studying and hehs, my mood for studying disappeared. tried hard to concentrate but my mind was all about that boy and volley. he sms-ed and asked ta pick me up. darn. yearning ta clear matters up with him made me agree. he came when light went off. he gort me my favourite jellybeans and a postcard and me? gort him tha nerds he was yearning for. hehs. great minds think alike baby. -winks. thanks for going down ta take me home yea.
OHH YEAHH!! wenta kap with peipei,xiu,van,sa and yanyi,russ. we had SO SO SO MUCH fun. okay repeat. WE HAD SO MUCH FUN!(: tha corner speakers in kap sucked soo badly that we almost wanted ta lodge a complaint pls. -grumbles. yew know like, the sound goes from soft to loud and then back to loud to soft. like wth? HOHO. nevermind about that. sa then started on her kuku stunts making all of us roll on the floor laughing like mad. even baby was much entertained. even at tha bus stop. HAHA silly sa did her hard gay actions. hilarious. i had fun. did yew? (:
30th june FRIDAY
DOOM DAY FOR CWYSTAL.
bahhs. accounts test. major one indeed which weighed 40%. goshh.
sat in tha huge lect hall, heart beating twice as fast. got tha paper, tried recalling all that i;ve memorised and learnt. thankfully i managed ta balance one though. quite happy actually cus of tha improvement i made. hehs. wenta zara sale with yenyi,yanyi and sa after tha test. i gort 3 items from there whereas tha rest didnt. whooops!. i think im getting too addicted ta shopping. oh dear.
headed towards cine's pastamania. had my usual bacon aglio.
it was goooood. =D
he msged and asked ta pick me up. hehs
sooo happy uh.(:
met him outside cine and off we left for home. yayy
OKAYY. and that kukuhead acted as if he knew what bus goes ta clementi.
as a result, we ended up at queensway and even had ta search for a coffeeshop ta change for coins. LOL.
this time, we took tha riight bus home and yeps home sweet home.(:
thanks boy, for making tha effort ta send me home. -luurves
drea stayed over btw. she wanted ta watch tha soccer match.
HAD SO SO MUCH FUN WITH HER. hehs. been ages since we last talked. as in really talked. told her about russ and school. she and her church guy. ahhaha.. hilarious.(:
chatted all tha way till 5 and we finally decided ta crash cus we had a game tha next day, SAT.
SAT 1july
woke up at 7.30 thinking that it was 8.30. wahahaha. woke drea up too. washed up, gort changed. STONED. and yeahh, then looked at tha clock and realised we were an hour early. OHHH MYYYY GOOODNESS. hehs. slept for only like 2 and half hours? hehs. sorry bestie!. met nikhil at woodlands at 9.30. he bought us burgers for breakfast. such a sweetheart!(: reached montfort, saw tha guys i hadnt met for ages. sooo glad.(: played tha first game and i played pitch. was standing really near tha batter cus it was like slow pitch. then came shaun tha AH PUI. =.= he said, im gonna bat ta yew and he really DID. given tha short dist, it was almost impossible ta react. there i was froze in tha middle of tha field, hands pressing onto my tummy. tha impact was so great that i could make no sound and tears jus flowed like a friggin waterfall. my teamates were awesome please.(: heheheh. sooo nice please. all took care of me and even wanted ta whack shaun up. HAHA. =D -luurves! sat on tha ground for awhile till i was able ta get up and walk ta tha bench. bahhhs.
didnt play tha next match cus of tha phobia of getting whacked. darn. batted though. (: jere came. OHH MYY. that cow, hadnt seen him in donkey years mann. caught up on things and played catch with him. he's still THAT tall please. hahs.
left early cus mommsy was making noise about tha wedding dinner we were gonna attend laters. rushed home ta find out my parents werent even changed yet. AHHH gort duped again. -grumbles. bathed, changed and off we left for auntie grace's wedding. hehs. sat at tha table with my cuzzie. it was fun. and my bro jus had ta spoil my day by spilling i have a boyfriend. AHHHH. KOR?! how nice can yew be?! =.= nehh nehh. owhh owhh!! and jared's looking goood eh. hahs. im proud of yew cuzzie. (:
SUNDAY 2 july
hmmmms, went out with family. then met up with ol' budds including jere. hahaha. fun fun. =D THAT NYDC BABE. -looks at jere. stopp doooling larhs! shall go get her number one of these days k? =DD -winks.
MONDAY 3 july
3rd day of nort meeting up with MR SIM. miss'd him uh. whoops. =D
hmmms. went home early. woww. hahah. i know i knoww. cwystal's tryingta be a good gurl yea. pass'd shamm his specs. ohh myy. he looked smart in his uni.(: glad that yur doing fine yea. saww mal too. I MISS MY MEATBALL.):
TUESDAYY which's today. -4/6/06
hehs. went for morning tutorial. set off ta wm lib ta search for books for our kukuu scv proj. tha dumbest module EVER. =.= hmmms, was too tempted ta go home. as a result, went home. HEEHEE. had a helluva good sleep for an hour before he rang and said he's done. yeahh. met up, went over ta coffeebean. had our yummy salad and vanilla pure. =D bahhs FAT FAT FATT.
walked around and he sent me home.before getting home, we did our usual routine, slacking under one of tha many void decks. WHY WAS TODAY LIKE SOO SPECIAL? its GAMES DAY. wahahahha. we played all tha kuku games from black white chei ta wu gui wu gui tiao. HEEHEE. i won!! 12-5? riight boy? wahhaha. =DD thought i was gonna get thrashed real bad larhs but then again, i did win! hehs. someone's reaction was darn slow huhh? no idea whose? -GRINS. hehs
luurve that guy. for making my days soo funny and memorable. =DD
more time spent together alright! hope yew luurve tha postcard yea and i actually managed ta put a smile across yur face baby. <3s!!
HERE ARE SOME PHOTOS i took,
jere and me.
wedding photos.
COFFEEBEAN's photos.
thats about it!(:
i miss all of yew. yew know who yew are. bahhs
<3s,
cwystal
anyhows heres the week's updates.
29th june thurs.
wells, ended really early. couldnt wake up. HAHA like again. so yeps, missed lect for the day and met up wioth steph at can 1 ta discuss proj. did tha floor plan for an hour or so and she left. wenta atrium with jasmine and she taught me my most dreaded sub, ACCOUNTS. yes. thought i could escape from it after dropping it in sec sch but guess fate had it all planned huhh. jas was suchha sweetheart. <3s!! (: she taught me REAL patiently considering tha sotong me always getting things mixed up. hah! once again, thanks gurl. thus baby sms-ed me and said he felt pretty fcuked up cus he screwed 2 papers. yeps. thought i could somehow cheer him up by meeting him. but it made matters worst.shant elaborate further.
was pretty hurt deep down,
tha way i was pushed away,
like i was not there,
tha look on the face was somehow,
a face i could no longer recognise,
it was the hurt that i could bear no more,
as i walked away,
dragged my heavy feet,
hearing nothing but the sound of my sniffing,
tha pearl drops rolled down tha appleof my cheeks,
i was crying,
how silly!
SA comforted me along came yanyi and van.(: thanks gurls. yew made my day. van,xiu,sa and yanyi were at tha snack bar before vball. van was teaching yanyi accounts and tha other 2 were jus helpping ta warm the benches i guess. =D hehs pearlynn was there too. how coicidental huhh. twinnie came not long after.
we headed towards tha court. tha gurls went for training while twinnie, yanyi and i sat at the benches. we were actually checking the new gurls out. HAHA how hilarious. wenta ntuc with twinnie. that silly gurl was so concerned about her baby not having time ta eat that she dragged me there jus ta get food for her and then send it ta her place personally. i think my twinnie's soo sweet! hahaha. see that MR SIM?! =x
had soo much fun, time passed like uber fast by tha time i made my way back ta sch it was like about 7.30 alrdy. UH OH! not much time left for studying and hehs, my mood for studying disappeared. tried hard to concentrate but my mind was all about that boy and volley. he sms-ed and asked ta pick me up. darn. yearning ta clear matters up with him made me agree. he came when light went off. he gort me my favourite jellybeans and a postcard and me? gort him tha nerds he was yearning for. hehs. great minds think alike baby. -winks. thanks for going down ta take me home yea.
OHH YEAHH!! wenta kap with peipei,xiu,van,sa and yanyi,russ. we had SO SO SO MUCH fun. okay repeat. WE HAD SO MUCH FUN!(: tha corner speakers in kap sucked soo badly that we almost wanted ta lodge a complaint pls. -grumbles. yew know like, the sound goes from soft to loud and then back to loud to soft. like wth? HOHO. nevermind about that. sa then started on her kuku stunts making all of us roll on the floor laughing like mad. even baby was much entertained. even at tha bus stop. HAHA silly sa did her hard gay actions. hilarious. i had fun. did yew? (:
30th june FRIDAY
DOOM DAY FOR CWYSTAL.
bahhs. accounts test. major one indeed which weighed 40%. goshh.
sat in tha huge lect hall, heart beating twice as fast. got tha paper, tried recalling all that i;ve memorised and learnt. thankfully i managed ta balance one though. quite happy actually cus of tha improvement i made. hehs. wenta zara sale with yenyi,yanyi and sa after tha test. i gort 3 items from there whereas tha rest didnt. whooops!. i think im getting too addicted ta shopping. oh dear.
headed towards cine's pastamania. had my usual bacon aglio.
it was goooood. =D
he msged and asked ta pick me up. hehs
sooo happy uh.(:
met him outside cine and off we left for home. yayy
OKAYY. and that kukuhead acted as if he knew what bus goes ta clementi.
as a result, we ended up at queensway and even had ta search for a coffeeshop ta change for coins. LOL.
this time, we took tha riight bus home and yeps home sweet home.(:
thanks boy, for making tha effort ta send me home. -luurves
drea stayed over btw. she wanted ta watch tha soccer match.
HAD SO SO MUCH FUN WITH HER. hehs. been ages since we last talked. as in really talked. told her about russ and school. she and her church guy. ahhaha.. hilarious.(:
chatted all tha way till 5 and we finally decided ta crash cus we had a game tha next day, SAT.
SAT 1july
woke up at 7.30 thinking that it was 8.30. wahahaha. woke drea up too. washed up, gort changed. STONED. and yeahh, then looked at tha clock and realised we were an hour early. OHHH MYYYY GOOODNESS. hehs. slept for only like 2 and half hours? hehs. sorry bestie!. met nikhil at woodlands at 9.30. he bought us burgers for breakfast. such a sweetheart!(: reached montfort, saw tha guys i hadnt met for ages. sooo glad.(: played tha first game and i played pitch. was standing really near tha batter cus it was like slow pitch. then came shaun tha AH PUI. =.= he said, im gonna bat ta yew and he really DID. given tha short dist, it was almost impossible ta react. there i was froze in tha middle of tha field, hands pressing onto my tummy. tha impact was so great that i could make no sound and tears jus flowed like a friggin waterfall. my teamates were awesome please.(: heheheh. sooo nice please. all took care of me and even wanted ta whack shaun up. HAHA. =D -luurves! sat on tha ground for awhile till i was able ta get up and walk ta tha bench. bahhhs.
didnt play tha next match cus of tha phobia of getting whacked. darn. batted though. (: jere came. OHH MYY. that cow, hadnt seen him in donkey years mann. caught up on things and played catch with him. he's still THAT tall please. hahs.
left early cus mommsy was making noise about tha wedding dinner we were gonna attend laters. rushed home ta find out my parents werent even changed yet. AHHH gort duped again. -grumbles. bathed, changed and off we left for auntie grace's wedding. hehs. sat at tha table with my cuzzie. it was fun. and my bro jus had ta spoil my day by spilling i have a boyfriend. AHHHH. KOR?! how nice can yew be?! =.= nehh nehh. owhh owhh!! and jared's looking goood eh. hahs. im proud of yew cuzzie. (:
SUNDAY 2 july
hmmmms, went out with family. then met up with ol' budds including jere. hahaha. fun fun. =D THAT NYDC BABE. -looks at jere. stopp doooling larhs! shall go get her number one of these days k? =DD -winks.
MONDAY 3 july
3rd day of nort meeting up with MR SIM. miss'd him uh. whoops. =D
hmmms. went home early. woww. hahah. i know i knoww. cwystal's tryingta be a good gurl yea. pass'd shamm his specs. ohh myy. he looked smart in his uni.(: glad that yur doing fine yea. saww mal too. I MISS MY MEATBALL.):
TUESDAYY which's today. -4/6/06
hehs. went for morning tutorial. set off ta wm lib ta search for books for our kukuu scv proj. tha dumbest module EVER. =.= hmmms, was too tempted ta go home. as a result, went home. HEEHEE. had a helluva good sleep for an hour before he rang and said he's done. yeahh. met up, went over ta coffeebean. had our yummy salad and vanilla pure. =D bahhs FAT FAT FATT.
walked around and he sent me home.before getting home, we did our usual routine, slacking under one of tha many void decks. WHY WAS TODAY LIKE SOO SPECIAL? its GAMES DAY. wahahahha. we played all tha kuku games from black white chei ta wu gui wu gui tiao. HEEHEE. i won!! 12-5? riight boy? wahhaha. =DD thought i was gonna get thrashed real bad larhs but then again, i did win! hehs. someone's reaction was darn slow huhh? no idea whose? -GRINS. hehs
luurve that guy. for making my days soo funny and memorable. =DD
more time spent together alright! hope yew luurve tha postcard yea and i actually managed ta put a smile across yur face baby. <3s!!
HERE ARE SOME PHOTOS i took,
jere and me.
wedding photos.
COFFEEBEAN's photos.
thats about it!(:
i miss all of yew. yew know who yew are. bahhs
<3s,
cwystal
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