welled up in tears

from one tiny lil arguement leading ta such a major one,
causing all hurt and down with tears that floww non-stop.
tha convers we had,
memories we left at tha back of our heads,
tha laughters we shared,
arguements we overcomed,
but never had i expect that this friendship would mean so much.
SO MUCH that it takes one decades and a stab in tha heart ta forget this beautiful friendship.

jus wanna tell yew gurl. yew mean a hell lot ta us. and yew know that. dont be dumb and leave us all sobbing and with yew thinking that it'll only be temp. CUS IT WLDNT. i'd tear each time i think of tha times we had and tha places we've gone to. and if yew ever think off leaving us, i'd sayy that yur silly cus yur giving upp soo muchh. yur nort making things any better. instead its gonna get worse. pls babe. yew know we luurve yew pls. if nort whyiee wld we be crying at this hr jus becus of one silly mistake that caused eveything ta bombard. do thinkkk through it gurl.

-FONDENSED milk

missing someone

I REALLY MISS YEW
SCLUB 7

I called you today just to hear you say

You were not around

When the message was through, though I wanted to

I couldn't make a sound

I wanna tell you the things I've seen

I wanna take you to where I've been

And I wish you were here with me

Don't you know I really miss you - yes I do - yeah I really miss you

Ohhhh yeah I do

I'm writing to say

I had a wonderful day

Hangin' with my friends

But the memory dies as the sun reach the skies

I'm alone again

I wanna tell you the weather is fine


When the night comes around you were on my mind

And I wish you were here with me

Don't you know I really miss you - yes I do - yeah I really miss you - yes I do

- I miss you I really miss you Ohhhh yeah I do

I wanna tell you the things I've seen

I wanna take you to where I've been

And I wish you were here with me

Oh, don't you know I really miss you

- yes I do - yeah I really miss you -

I miss you I called you today just to hear you say

You were not around

When the message was through, though I wanted to

I couldn't make a sound I'm writing to say

I had a wonderful day

Hangin' with my friends

But the memory dies as the sun reach the skies I

i'm alone again

someday

Nothing seems the way that it used to
Everything seems shallow
God give me truth In me...
And tell me somebody's watching over me
And that is all I'm praying's that
Someday I will understand
God's whole plan
And what he's done to me
Oh but maybe
Someday I will breathe
Then I'll finally see I'll see it all in my baby
Don't you run too fast my dear
Why don't you stop
Just stop and listen to your tears
They're all you've got
');




It's in you...
You see somebody's watching over you
And that is all I'm praying's that
Someday you will understand
God's whole plan
And what he does to you
Oh but baby S
omeday you will breathe
And you'll finally see
You'll see it all in your baby
You'll see it all in your baby
No moment will be more truth than the moment
I look at you
It's in you...
You see somebody's watching over you
And that is all I'm praying's that
Someday you will understand
God's whole plan
And what he does to you
Oh but baby
Someday you will breathe
And you'll finally see
You'll see it all in your baby
You'll see it all in your baby

headache

am having a major headache at tha moment.

its like soo heavy that it can touch tha ground,

yets i tried ta stay on ta make yew happy

but in return yew gave me an upside down.

jus wish'd yew cld understand better.

-speechless[i care alright]

KL trip.

gonna be gone for about 3 days. yeapps. mummy and daddy's gonna take me on a trip ta KL for like tha first time. hahaa. yayy. howw ironic it sounds but i've nort been ta msia for holidayy with my family before. goshh. its always elsewhere. am gladd BUT wells though it'll only be 3 days, i'll miss all my precious and beloved ones here in island 'sing.

special notes ta special ppl. those that will always be right THERE in my heart. may nort be a beeeg heart but i'll sure ta miss yew.(: -LUURVES

yaya:heyy.take care of yur knee eh.(: no more msn conver-s with yew gurls at night. DONT MISS ME EH. i know yew will. wahahha eeeeediot! =DD gonna miss yew gurl.pls take care of my darh for me. thanks.(:

van:heyy chef!HEHE. thanks for whipping up all tha yummylicious food yea? truely enjoy every single dish.(: luurve tha runs we had and yeahhs. looking forward for more yeah! (: will miss yeww loads dearie! pst:pls take care of my darh for me? thanks.hehs

xiu:haha. our very own silent killer. heyy, have fun at attachment yea? dont worry too much. yew'll do find. wells shall see yew at our next training yea? luurves!! (: miss yew.

sasa:heyy cute lil assswipe,pweetaye babe!. thanks for tha phone and tha never ending jokes yew'll crack ta make my dayy. luurve yew loads and yeaps this friendship may nort have started longg but im sure it'll last long yea? -luurves. do take care of yurself when im away. -huugs

gurlfwen:heyy yen. yeaps many thangs have happened and yew may or may nort know what.but yeaps hopefully when im back from msia we'll be able ta catch up yea? ps:yur gorgeous aint tha cause of us drifting yea? no worries. YEAP. luurves! will miss yew. AND MR GORGEOUS, pls take care of my gurlfwen for me. if i find out that shes lost a strand of hair i'll stuff cheesecake inta yur tummy. =P

enn:heyy precious one.(: am pweetaye worried about yew cus of yur lil health and staying up late-ness. bahhs. yeaps dooo mugg well and take yur meals regularly yeah? dont miss them. noo goood. it'll result in lethargic-ness eh which makes yew nort have tha energry ta study. yew need these meals ta enduree. pls my dear. and and yeahs will miss yew when im there yea. while i do my part by shopping, yew do yurs by taking goood care of yurself now k? (: luuurves! will be back sooon. =DD heyy jus wanna add on, smiles may nort come all tha time but im willing ta make those smiles come ALL tha time.(:

**:heyy sillymoose.yew'll soo be miss'd. yeapps.wont be able ta spend yur bday with yew neither can i wish yew so here i am wishing yew a very happy bday yea? have fun k? with L,I,J.(: wells. do nort fret cus i'll always be around if neeeded. i may appear cold at times and neglect yew like ALWAYS but yeahhs yew know i know can already eh? we've talked about this issuee a million times and please please smile eh. i luuurve yurr smile eh!(: take good care of yurself when im away yeah? be goood and shall be back real sooon. LORRY loads of luurve. -its jus tha beginning.(: alotta miss's. L,I,J:pls take care of this sweetie for me. hurhur. make sure he doesnt get inta trouble eh. will be soo worried. blehhs.=D

drea:heyy bestie. WAS supposed ta goo ta kota with yew guys but owhh wells my hilarious mum jus booked tix and came home telling us we're gonna go ta KL. like howw cute can she get? anyhows,do take care and have fun at kota yea? though i thought i cld finally hit tha skies and rocket around kota with yew. bahhhs miss tha sky of stars there. geees. shall meet up soon yea? our promised exercising routine ta lose flabs and tha tennis games and squashing on squash courts! yeaps. -winks. miss'd all of those. meet up soon alright when we're both back from msia. WAHAHA (: MANY LOVES and ohh wells remember ta sayy hieta mr mosquitoes and LEECHES for me yeah?thanks dearie. =P

and thats all for now. gotta get up at 6 and off i'll start my awesome journey ta KL. yummy. cant wait at tha same time cant bare ta leave. gosh.):

LURVING ALL,
cwystal.

am having sneezing marathon noww.):
-growls. gonna appear fine so that i wont worry anyone. hehs
anyhows. been home tha entire day. WOWW. like its been ages. jus didnt quite have tha mood and energy.
I MISS YEW.
i miss milk products.
i miss my precious ones.
i miss tha family.
i miss my darhlingg.
i miss my gurlfwen.
i miss tha good ol times.
i miss my besties.
i miss my hanging out peeps-ex aes.
i miss zeph and bel.
i miss sun tanning club.
i miss ALL of yew.

luuurves,
cwystal.=D)

yew

You're never alone,

I'm always near,

When your troubled,

down or blue.

All you have to do is call me,

I'm always here for you.

It doesn't matter where I'm at,

It doesn't matter when.

When you need someone to talk to,

I'm here to be your friend.

If you need someone to hold your hand,

or a hug to say I care.

If you need a shoulder to cry on,

for you I will be there.

So never think you are a burden,

when the weight gets to be to much.

You might find if look hard enough,

a good friend could be the right touch.

You're never alone,

I'm always here,

through the good times and the bad.

I'm always here to be your friend,

I don't like to see you sad.

Words escape me at this moment that seems like the end yet it is only the beginning when friendships are close and dreams are far

you were there for me.

Tears fill me with memories of both good and bad some nearly forgetton yet all dear to the heart you were there for me.

In times of trouble and in times of thanks

you stood by my side and held me up.

Through your ever-patient ears to your comforting hugs

you were there for me.

From that first day when I saw you and knew that you would love me for who

I was you were there for me.

And until the day when we are old and gray

I will always know that you are there for me.

days had never been tha same till i chanced upon this wonderful friendship.

questions popped out endlessly as i ponder if it'll last,

with tha efforts yew and i put in,

i'll be glad ta sayy its all worth while,

tha memories held close to my heart for as long as i breathe.

thanks for everythang. FOR MAKING me tear again and again.

being touched by suchha beautiful angel.

what else can i ask for?

im fantabulously blessed with someone like yew ta guide me through my darkest and scariest.

(: LUURVES. and ppl who think that we're tgt, IM SORRRY ta disappoint yew cus our friendship's one which's soo beautiful that its so unexplanatory yea? hehs.

-ta yew. =D))

drea: heyy aint sure if yew'll read this but jus decided ta give it a try. i miss yew bestie. yeaps all tha foolish stuff we did in town. yeaps. tha times where yew cldnt stand me cus of my un-glam actions and poistures. hahs. tha times where we wld jus plunge right onto tha seats at coffee bean and nort move until we REALLY have to. tha times where we cld jus rattle on and on about schh life and relationships. tha times where we bickered on tha field and encouraged each other ta give a puuurfect pitch. tha times where we did pumpings,krunches,jumping jacks, ALL jus ta motivate tha team. that time where we cried tgt when we lost tha most crucial match of our life. tha time where wormie left and teared as though tha world was gonna end. yeaps tha time where we quarrelled and didnt talk for an entire month. tha times where we'd jus hang out at each other's cribs till we get sick and tired of it. tha times where we'd tease each other and yet nort get piss'd. tha times where yew tolerated me and yet nort get madd at me. the times where yew nagg'd at me ta studyy. tha times where yew seem ta know me better than i do. yeaps thats yew. ANDREA SEE YING JING. my precious and most beloved bestie. someone so dear in my LIFE i'll never forget.(: luurve yew.

grace:heyy acie. OOPS. anyhows. know yur in phillippines right noww. kinda missing yew eh. hais do take god care of yurself yea? cant wait for yew ta be back. we bsties gotta rawk town once again yea? luurve yew dearie.(:

LUURVES,

cwystal

for my precious(:

HAHA. yur long awaited entry. and a special request from VAN,YAYA and that lil siao eh-my precious.(:

okayy.woke upp at like 9.30 and and and washed up,gort dressed and left home. thought i was gonna be late AND so decided nort ta be tha usual late queeen.(ohh wells. wanted ta give them a surrprise too though) anyhows these ladies,sasa and yaya came late larhs. there went my 8 bucks. fwoahh. gorta enjoy tha luxury of merz cabbie though. before i get any further,gonna give yew details...

11am-supposedly ta meet sasa and yaya at queensway ta get van's ear studs. tha ones she soo wanted. yeaps SASA on tha otherhand was awoken by me. YES me. she woke up at like 11 pls?! wahaha what a peego. in her jus-woke-up voice telling me ta give her another wake up call in case she falls aslp again. yeahs. OBVIOUSLY larhs. think she did. haha. anyhows.yaya came laters and i almost fell aslp just by stonning in macs. geees.

1pm-van and yanping came. and van didnt know a bug about us meeting earlier. wells. sasa,yaya and i were like trying all ways ta get van's earrings. yeapps. after MANY failed attempts all thanks ta tha "early-ness" of tha opening of tha shop, we finally bought it without van knowing.

alright. walked arouund. sasa gort her slippers. searched for enn's hp pouch. cldnt find tha one she wanted. soo yeaps. decided ta head towards town. paragon? yeaps. all 5 of us.(:

after getting tha pouch. OHH OHH!! tha guy who served us was soo unfriendly can. i smiled at him and asked him nicely about tha price and all and he jus looked as though.." ahhh fine. wanna buy norts?!". wth. poke yew ahh. =.=

okayy everyone was hungry and went over ta scotts food mall. LOL. call my silly i know. know whats?! bought chicken curry and naan AND RICE. wth!? i thought naan wld be tiny or smth but it was like howw beeg larhs. they were laughing at my stupidity can. lols. funny. yeaps kinda felt alil bad after raising my voice at sasa?

SA:heyy gurl. yeapps. known yew tha longest and was pweetaye concern about yur food diet. saying yur all hungry and then nort eating. kinda felt something wasnt right. and i know that if i didnt tell yew off, yew'd still be starving yurself. pls gurl. did it for yew yea. was concerned.(: yew know i stil luurve yew ah! hahs.(:

okayy left for volley after that. OMG. my arm was lke howw painful larhs when kang smacked those balls. but heyy (: it felt wayy good. for myy interests anyways.training was pweetaye fruitful. yeaps. ran 6 rounds. YAYY. happy cwystal. ahaha lose tha flabs. LOL anyhows i gort smacked by tha volley 6 times todayy during trng?! THANKS uh. and they landed read hard. painful but gotta act cool larhs. whahaha. shhh =x

okayy.darhh-enn didnt turn up for trng. soo we zoomed straight ta timah market, gobbled up our food and we(sasa,yaya,van,xiu and i) headed for enn's. yeaps. tha process's REALLY funny i must sayy. ohh my. we didnt know darh's unit. soo kinda resorted ta various tactics.

1)called kang but hp wasnt on.
2)tried andy but he didnt know and he didnt know kwisten's hp no.
3) called ed ta get kang and he gave us kwisten's hp no.
4)kwisten's phone wasnt on.
5)we panicked. TILL..
6)van came up with an awesome yet hilarious solution.
7) asked yaya ta call enn saying her pearnts needed her unit num ta buy 4d. LOL. how cute.

yeaps. popp'd by darh's place with a cup of ice. OKAYY. i was mentioning that darh wanted us by her place ta chill. and so with yaya's brilliant thinking. =.= she went like."get ice and appear at her doorstep saying we're here ta chill." coldness i know but thats whyie we luurve dear yaya.lols.

anyhows. will another brilliant thinking.=.= sasa wanted us ta nort ALL go in tgt but few by few. and soo yaya went alone. wahhaha bet darh was like. HUH? at such an ungawdly hr? wahha. yeahhs dear yaya managed ta duped darh while WE kukus were hiding behind tha door at tha stairs. hahs.(:

yeaps went next with xiu. lols darh was like "OH MY!?" kinda thang. howw funny. cldnt stopp laughing. her parents are super cute can? =Dd luurve them. SMALL EYES. -winks

anyhows we started chatting, all 5 of us. and i took tha pouch we gort for enn outta myy bagg. waved it infront of her and gave it ta her. OMG she almost teared. maybe she did. wahaha GOTCHA darh! (: wells. yew wanted it and had no time? yeahhs NO worries my dear gurl. theres still us. hahs.

yeapps. sat around. sasa had ta go and yeaps xiu has attachment tmr. called daddy up asking if he cld pick me. mann. i feeel bad and yeaps. thanks daddy for everything. luurve yew ta bits yea. though he cant read this but yeah it jus feels good letting out.

anyhows...

yaya:heyy gurl. thanks for being there for me during my chalet, staying there throughout.(: cant luurve yew more yea and yeaps for yur COLD jokes. thanks ahh. hahaha. eeeeediot!

van:heyy DID yew say hie ta heidi for me?! -glares anyhows.hope yew really luurve tha ear studs.(: and dont sayy thanks. cus isnt that what friends are for? ta make another happy and that oneself wld feel happy too cus other's happy? yeaps. luurve yew yea? (:

xiu:ehhhs xiu! was terribly suurprised that yew came along for tha enn's surrprise. HAHA luurve yew larhs for yur totally cute-ness. though yew cant be with us all tha time and i know yew really want to, hahs yur still kept in our hearts yea? waiting for yur attachment ta be over! (:

sasa:wells. jus wanna sayy.. ALL OF US CARE gurl. anything jus ringg me k? (: yeaps. thanks for evrything too. tha laughters and tha silly stuff yew do jus ta make one happy? ohh myy. gorgeous!=D

pingg:heyy gurl. though yew've been away from us for a certain period. we still reat yew as one of us. we miss yew gurl. yeaps. do take care of mr leggy yea. pweetaye concerned.(: luurves! and had fun todayy too ehh.-winks have fun at japan yea. i know yew will.(: say hie ta me mickey for me PLEASE? -beggs. hahs.(:

darh enn: heyy (: dont stopp grinning eh. i know yur still though.(: anyhows wells suurprises aint suurprises for nth. and am glad i have finally managed ta get yew that pouch?. hahs. had planned it in my head way ages ago. jus that finally i getta see yew smile from weeks of frowns and headaches. yeahhs. hope yew luurved tha suurprise and yes, all of us luurve yew lorryloads eh. doo mugg well and not stress yurself out pls? CWYSTAL's concerned eh. anyhows. thanks for everythang yea? tha moment we started hanging out tgt. tha times we went totally kuku and did silly thangs tgt? tha OH-SO-coicidental times we bumped inta each other? MS? hahs. tha times yew made me cry cus yew are jus sooo sweet? yeahhs. thanks gurl for everythang. no words CAN actually tell howw much i appreciate this friendship of ours eh? (: -luuurves. *prays for darh's exams ta be over and we can start hanging out again. YAYY!

ta yew: heyy gurl. urms theres soo much in my mind that i wanna say but i jus cant bring myself to.wells when i firs gotta know yew, when our friendship started ta blossom.ta blossom inta smth MORE than just a friendship.i thought i knew yew and thought we cld be reall good buddies. yes indeeed. we became real close and began sticking ta each other eh? had tha same frquency and all. wells. jus wanna sayy. just when i thought i had known yew, was proven wrong. yeaps. i dont know. jus felt that everything's different now. no longer tha innocent one i use dta think. but owhh wells. perhaps its jus tha lil obstacles in a friendship one's gotta face. and perhaps through these obstacles one finds out if this friendship's a true one.hais. if yew want me ta trust in yew again. pls do something about it? perhaps yew dont know whats wrong but i can see whats wrong actually. nort only am i hurt. all of us are hurt. we're concerned. yeaps. but if yew did those stuff on purpose ta spite ppl?. PLEASE stop it? cus sumone's gonna get reaaal hurt yea?. yeaps luurves. they asked if i still wanna keep this friendship and im gonna say yes. cus i believe in yew. yeaps. maybe i'll get hurt in tha end but i'd say its all worth while tha memories we once had are truely enough ta believe in yew. yeaps. think about it yea? luurves.

YEW:heyy can yew tell me whats wrong with yew? im concerned alright. yeaps luurves

from tha bottom of my heart,
cwystal(: