one weeek!

those were tha feelings yew had.
so did i. aint sure if they're just tha same.
but heres mine anyway.
didnt know if i was in for a relationship.
just didnt know whyie i had that kinda feeling.
all of tha sudden i felt like going back ta being single and doing all tha wackiest stuff once more.
like what a single could do and a attached cldnt.
were those how yew felt?
that yew gotta care for another party now and that yew cant be on yur own anymore.
likee. cant think just about how yew would feel but hafta care about how yur other half feels. bahhhs.
if thats tha case. then bingo. yeps.
perhaps it's tha test of us.
anyways, remember we hooking our lil pinky-s?
promising that if we aint alright we'd tell?
yeps. here yew go mistuh. if something's bothering yew and yew dont feel riight. jus shoot alright? i'll be there be it good or bad, i'll be there. no worries.(:

anyhows HAPPY ONE WEEK BOY!(: it seemed like i'd been with yew for eons but come ta think of it, its been jus a week. hehs. thanks for everything yea. it was good seeing yew today. i mean. literally bumping inta yew before training. was sooo friggin happy. jump'd for joy like a lil gurl who's been given a lolli. yeps that was how i felt. ask yaya. RIIGHT YAYA. hehe.(:

training was goood though. enjoyed myself. worked out like OH SO FINALLY.(: hehs.
and ta twinnie and sasa: all tha best with yur gurls yea. hope thangs do turn out riight and if theres anything, remember its only a call awayy. <3s

VAN XIU AND YA: ahhh!! finally volleying with yew gurls. miss'd yew gurls soo gawd darn much. soo much that words cant explain. hehs. catch up sooon pls. perhaps this time i'd bring my shy boy along. and prolly yew can interrogate him then. HAHA but be nice please. =D yew wldnt want my sweetheart ta pee in his pants riight. SMWELLY!. heheheh. whooops.

<3s,
cwystal

OOLALA

ALRIGHT time for my last update of tha hols(:
hols was though nort a longg one but it was a bag full of yummy happenings one.
yeps.

WED-[21/06/06]
he wenta school ta meet up his proj mates for projs. and i went towning with tha 'twins' plus boyfwen sasa plus terry. HAHA. (: fun fun. i have no idea whyiee its jus soo much fun hanging out with these two couples. didnt quite mind THA LIGHTBULBING-ness eh. weird. hahs. personally i feel that, as long as yew dont feel out and yur with yur close friends even though their other half's around. whyie bother ta feel that yur being a light bulb or even a lamp post? i meann, like they would even bother yew being there? they wldnt even ask yew out if they mind. gees. its likeee. yew still can have fun as a threesome or even as a fivesome? =DD wells it depends very much on tha couple too i guess. cus sa and yann aint some suuper public affection people and they really make yew feel included and loved as though yur one of them. thats whyie i dont mind hanging out with just tha both of them.(:

alright, we fooled around in town. sat at nydc. gort soo hooked ta their FRUITY ELEPHANTCINO raspberry. darn. each time i set foot onto town. i'd jus crave for it. -licks. soon after, had ta leave ta meet mommsy at bugis cus she works somewhere near there. yeahhs. walked around. shopp'd. mommsy gort me this yummy top.[thanks mommmsy!(:] and off we wenta M HOTEL. hehs. had myy seafood pasta which cost like 30 bucks. omg. think theres like gold in there. =.= and hmmms strawberry cheescake with a scoop of strawberry sorbet and banana crumble with caramel ice sweamm. OH MYY. sinful i know. -nods. sigh when can i ever be on diet with such a dear mommsy bringing me ta such fanciful restaurants. goshh -smacks forehead. =/
daddy came and picked us up. WHAT A SINFUL DAY. hehs

miss'd that guy. -growls. proj INDEED HUHH. think i didnt know. yew were rejoicing with that lappy in yur hands. hoho. kukuuuuu. but but but i still adore yew no doubts. =DD

THURS-[22/06/06]
okayy.i know this's gonna sound totally nuts. BUT it did happened. went morning typical KIASU AUNTIE shopping at like 8.30 in tha morning. hahahaha. gort that?! cus mng was like having sales. and yeahh went mad tha moment sa,yann and i entered tha store. frankly, was pweetaye shocked ta see tha store packed with all ages at that kinda hour. was like thinking aint it office hours? gosh. grabbed tha yummy bottoms and tops i saww like nobod's business. sa queued for us. thanks dear. and tadaa walked out of tha store with 3 items at jus 73 bucks. GREAT BUY aint it. =DD

woke him up at 8.30 in tha morning with my morning msg. sorry boy! hehs. didnt think a msg could wake tha peego in yew up. -grins. afterwhich, left for home and he came over. hehs. was too lazy ta go outt. soo yeps. slacked at my placee. walk's around wm. and he left ta his oanne's bbq. BAHHHS. tha day was goood. jus pure chilling. yummms. what could be better than that huhh? (: thanks boy, for that day, <3ed it.

FRI-[23/06/06]
hmmms. he came over. cooked maggie and had ba zhang along with lor mai gai for lunchoes. hurhur. had a lil tiff. okay nort really a tiff, but yeahs we sorta cleared matters after that. tha usual me gort a lil teary. hehs sorry baby. =D left home and wenta town by which star gazing. BUT nice lil gurlfwen and salty had ta tempt me inta going over ta holland v. since i hadnt been meeting them for eons. decided ta go over. hehs. it was good though. riight baby? salty was friggin hilarious and gurlfwen was too. they totally exceeded my baby's expectations uh. hahaha. thanks yea for making him feel entertained (:. OWHH had dinner at thai express. had my usual phat thai and him softshell crabb with rice.saw this oh soo cute guy. both agreed. hahaha. (: yes cus of his perm-ed hair thats whyie baby agreed that hes cute. riiight?! think i dont know uhh.. he's tryingta make me soo convinced that permed hair's gonna look yummy. ahhhhhhhhh. shall STILL see about that. =DD

SAT-[24/06/06]
NIGHT SAFARIII!!! hehehehe. woke up at friggin 2.30! like omg. i literally jump'd outta bed. hehs wash'd up. bummed around at homee. had dinner with parents and off i left ta cck ta meet sa and yann, yennn and terry. yep yep. took a bus over ta night safari. was like soo excited but at tha same time, miss'd my boy. was likee wish'd he could be there larhs. -growls. nehhh nehhh. ): anyhows, got our tix, went for a night show and then a tramm ride. <3'd tha tramm ride. it was like ohh soo coolingg with tha breeze brushing against my face. it was pretty much a good helluva alone time for myself ta think through things and enjoy tha ride. whereas tha two couples were jus lovey-doveying uh. (: hahs. it was kinda darkk thoughh. heheh. gotta admit was a lil scared actually but kukuu me jus put up a brave front. HAHAHA. whoops! shhh. =D left tha placee and cabb'd home with sa and yann.

special thanks ta yann and sa: heyy lovelies, thanks for making tha day jus soo fun. i mean, for all tha concerns and always making sure i was enjoying myself. <3s!!! more outings PLEASEEE. =D

SUNDAY-[today]
TODAY WAS MEMORABLE with my new found bro. hahaha. okayy was supposed ta head out ta mugg with him. ended up at queensway was bb's macs was way too crowded for our liking. reach'd queensway's macs. settled down. i edited my lesson plans and not long after hog my beloved bro came along. (: left ta get his shoes cus my restless bumm cldnt sit for long. hehes whoops! wanted ta get my hairbands cus my hairbands have been stolen by people uh. lime gween's with niven, white's with russ, blueee's in some bagg. ALAMAK. hehs. yeps.
cldnt leave queensway w/o myy muaahchee, thus got it and left for IKEA. =DD meatballs baby!! ohh myyy. waited for about half an hour before we could actually get a seat. and i managed ta get our dear ol impatient BOY ta wait for a seat. yes yes, it was after much persuading he actually agreed ta wait on. see!! tha power of luurve. wahahha. -smirks. ohhh myyy, heres tha BEST part uh. hog and baby got like loads of food and we ended up nort being able ta finish it. which led ta hilarious games like tha number game and black and white cheh.=D played with baby and we had soo mcuh fun, okayy perhaps it was jus me. =DD ohh myyy. <3s and and and hog was soo cute larhs. tha look he gave when he played blakc white cheh. it was like.. hmmms a child who had never seen a flower before and suddenly he sees it. YEAH PEOPLE, that was how it was like. for the 3 whole times straight in a row, he turned tha same direction, duuuhh. who wldnt know his tactic alrdy by then. hahaha. (:
thanks for today guys!! and bus ride home was soo yummmy. jus some alone time and am truely satisfied.

heyy boyy: thanks for all tha memories during tha hols. from tha very day yew proposed which i can never forget ta tha times where i ignored yew ta tha yummy busrides and tha afternoon naps that never seem ta be naps. OHH MYY. jus wish'd hols could be very much longer. boohooo. school's gonna start tmr. and here comes tha test of our r/s. ta face tha outside world and our time management baby. whatever it is, jus wanna let yew know that, my hands are in yurs now and no matter what happens, we're gonna stick as one and face tha upcoming chaallenges yea? i<3 yew mr simm. (:

<3s,
cwystal

2nd day of US

our FIRST date after being officially together.
total yay-ness(:
met mr sim at heeren. cabbed down cus i was too lazy and plus tha long journey w/o music, think i'd prolly die.[neeon's died on me] yeps.
met him and his cute classmates. kept insisting that he's theirs. LOL. funny
thus, bus'd down ta ps and then walked ta cathay cineplex for our shes tha man movie.
HOHO. cldnt wait ta catch it from all tha rumbling and excitement van van gave after she caught it. darn. wanted ta watch it so bad.
watched tha show, pweetaye sweet and hilarious. but wasnt as good as how van van put it.hehs whooops! NO OFFENCE ANGEL. =D
perhaps its because i've set too high an expectation eh?
left for ps thereafter. wanted ta get big bird is bday prezzie.
hahaha. landed up at fleshimp. camwhoreeeeeeeeee please.
took like lorryloads of pics. even that friend of baby's took part.
FUNNY FUNNY! i likke (:
left ps w/o geting anything. yet again. hahs
bus rode home but this time, bumped into lester,wendong and few other db guys
yeahh. been ages since i met them. pretty nice.(:
bus rides always taste so yummy with such a yummy companion with me all tha time.
=DD hehs. thanks for sending me home once again boy!

<3s,
cwystal.

PICS tha camwhores took.








tha smile on yur face lets me know that yew need me,
with tha truth in yur eyes saying yew'll neve leave me,
tha touch of yur hands say yew'll catch me whenever i fall,
yew say it best when yew say nothing at all.

when two hearts merged.

when two hearts merged as one.
tha smiles, tha fond memories,tha late nights out,tha phone calls, tha surprises.
all flashed past my mind.
its not all those that mattered,
but tha special ONE who made it happened.
never had i known that he'd be mine nor i'd be his.
i did not plan for it ta happen.
it just happened with feelings so clear and precise.
with a friendship so beautiful blossoming inta one which never wants ta end.
he made my days oh-so beautiful.
brought my downs ta ups.
cooked porridge when i was uber sick thoughh he was sick himself. hahs[my sillyone](:
tried ta plan this very day ta be a HUGE blast yets having to find out that i predicted way long ago. hehs.
sorry boy. i was too thick skinned to have suspected this surprise of yurs.
anyhows, i still luurved it though it was jus merely under some voiddeck.(:
who says void decks aint cool huhh?
thats where we got our very first photo and that song recorded inta yur phone.
HAHA.(:
having pretty much similarities at hand.
im confident enough that we'll go far baby.
being able ta compromise,understand and trust, those 3 shall take us to how far we'll go alright? hand in hand. on tha 19/06/06, our hearts merged as one for as long as we have to. now im glad ta say that im happily attached after like 2 years of getting over certain stuff. yeps.(: CWYSTAL'S got a boyfriend people. and he's sim renfeng russell wahahha.whoops. im soo dead. =x dont sayy i didnt tell yew. cus i just DID. -smirks.

heyy baby gotta tell yew something:even if tha both of us get really busy with either cca or projs, i know we'll still be there for each other. its nort tha quantity of time spent together but tha quality baby. theres still loads more for us ta find out about each other and prolly understand each other better. but i know, no matter how tough its gonna get, i'll stick with yew. =DD yank at me, scream or prolly jus ignore me, im soo gonna budge my way through and make silly faces ta make yew laugh, be yur pillar of support or even yur punching bag. hoho.[ i know people i knoe, esp: LAOYING WANNABE, yur prolly gonna suan me and say yur mao's standing cus of tha super mushy-ness. hahaha. too badd. bet yur gonna say those ta yur eediot too if yur tgt with her eh? -winks]



and ta my milkies, yew gurls will hafta meet this awesome guy of mine.
i know yew'll luurve him yea. hahs. -GRINS.
MORE MEET UPS PLEASEEEEE. yayy.

gurlfwen and bestie acie!! double dates double dates!! yayy. cant wait. miss yew gurls uber uber uber MUCHH.

drea:know yur busy mugging for yur mids. do take good care of yurself alright? i miss yew like LORRYLOADS. cant wait ta tell yew my stories and about my awesome guy. yeps. =D hope ta meet up with yew for coffee or smth tmr. -cross's fingers.


It is Love that gives me purpose
to change and grow and learn.
It is Love that guides me on this path
and helps me choose each turn.

It is Love that gives me courage
to stand against my fears;
to open up my heart to you,
to let you see my tears.

It is Love that gives me trust and hope
when little thing go wrong.
When distance stands between us,
it is Love that keeps me strong.

It is Love that offers harmony
and a friendship that is true.
How wonderful that I can share
a Love like this with you. thanks(:

<3s,
cwystal

holidays FEVER.

finally its tha hols is here but then again a wink and its gonna be so over.
hols been a blast for cwystal. though it was jus home and westmall and busrides. been a fruitful,funloving,extremely rainy one. HAH! ahhh wells. too much ta be said. jus too much. beeen a very lucky girl i guess. having found someone i could rely on. hah!(: watched some korean movie at cathay. AND guess what =.=. tha movie was like friggggin draggy please. hehs heyy mistuh elmo, it aint yur fault. dont apologize again or i'll literally smack yew.(: met YANG YANGG! hahahaha. tha cutest ever lilone whom i reckon anyone on this round earth would wanna cuddle.simple lurve those days. they make me wanna lalaaa. HAHA.(:

okayy guess i miss'd tha gurls too friggin much. normally hols like this, i wld be spending almost everyday with tha milkies, from towning ta dinner at holland v ta esplanade chilling ta sasa's steamboat slmbering ta van's bumming. BAHHHS. darn. everyone's busy with their own life now, some attached, some with school committments, some with emoo-ing, some i do know-they jus disappeared? sobs. taking back all those memories once more ta refresh my memory before it comes a day im nort able to remember what went on during tha past. my MILKONES. thanks for everything gurls. am really grateful ta have met yew.(: tha camp arrived.
[16/06/06]friday.was like kinda looking forward ta it yets there were still holding backs.still dragged myself ta it though.(: able ta spend more time with tha gurls and all. that was all i wanted. ta relieve tha memories. made alot more new friends. tha usual me, jus crack a joke or bring out my sotong self jus makes people roll on tha ground laughing. ALAMAK. =.= camp although had alil resereves but overall, i still enjoyed myself verymuch thoughh my eye gave me a really hard time. left camp at like 7am on tha very last day. told xiu that i was going cus she was jus beside me. didnt wanta wake tha rest up cus all needed tha rest badly and they were all snoozing away eh.hehs. grabbed my stuff and left. bro fetched and my left eye jus cldnt be opened. tha sensational pain in tha eye was jus too much ta bear. cried but it didnt help wash tha pain away. darn. yaya,van and xiu were soo sweet and all though they were really tired too. they helped nurse this sick one. hahs. thanks yea.
got home. slept till about 10am, mummy woke me up and wenta visit tha docs. docs said i've gotten constravilitist. i think thats what its called? =x hehs. ahh wells, its a cut on my eyeball and if nort treated correctly, eye would be gone please. owhh myy. ): gonna be a pirate for like 3 days or so? bahhs somehow lost my friggin appetite too.

spoke on tha phone with elmo during tha waiting time in tha LT. yeahhs. he wasnt feeling too good. didnt know howta console him but jus tried ta make him smile. hahs though it didnt quite work. felt really bad cus i wanted ta help and yets there wasnt anything much i cld do. jus glad that he's feeling much better now and his blog's UP. ahahah. yayy. yew better start BLOGGING more alriight. =DD there were much miss's during camp and all.hehs. dont know who dont know who. -looks around.(:

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.my stuupid eye. sorry my dear. real beeeg huge FAT apologies. afraid that am not able ta go ta esplanade tmr. bahhhs. was sooo prepared ta go eh but my darn eye had ta do this ta me. BOOHOOOO.): hope tmr'll be better and if it is, i'll consider going, maybe even step outta tha house. hehs.<3s.

i miss huggles,cuddles and yummy surprises. bahhhhhhhhs.
EHH VANN!!! yur supposed ta teach me yew know yew know during camp.. ohh dearr. sobs.
hahaha. forgetful us.=x

ta tha 3 of yew[yaya,xiu and van]:
thought yew gurls are in tha comm. still appreciate it very much ta make me feel in place. thought things change and all. still <3 yew gurls very much.

XIU:heyy gurl, sorry i cldnt keep yew company during tha night walk in canteen 2. my eye was in deep pain. felt real bad. bahhhs. thanks for all tha companionship gurl and for making me feeel in.<3s

VAN:heyy van van. same goes for yew. for making me feel in. sorry if i've trolubled yew in any way or another yeah. thanks for all tha cold jokes and laughters. HAH! lurve them much much. =D <3s.

YAYA:ehhhs yew kuku. take good care of yur kneww please? wells thanks for all tha concern yew've showered on me. (: for making me feel in too, thanks dearie. for tha cold jokes i missed. HAHA thanks! <3s.


for all those times,
cwystal;cookiem.(:
yew are miss'd sweetheart.<3s

______the rays bore into my skin`

______the rays bore into my skin`

HELLOS ALL!!(: cwystal's in class now. and shiyun's trying ta entertain herself. wahahhaa soo cuuute and JL's munching and munching. ohh myyy. TEMPTING LARHS. boohooo. on a major diet. hahs if nort elmo's nort gonna want this peego anymoreee... riight! =P i know yew would sweetie! anyhows called him few minutes ago before my quiz, wished him all tha best for his java paper. hahs. yew can do it larhs sillyboy.(: confidence yea? though tha call was short, but it felt realy good. likeee.. know wldnt be able ta meet up with him todayy soo yeps. that call was worthwhile. -LUURVES<3s much miss's.

wells heres my emo post again. YAH MEI LEEEEE. -growls miss yew eh. dont knowww whyie tha sudden miss's but yeahs. tha sudden miss's for tha cold jokes and eyecandy-ing. bahhhhs.darn. stuupid assignments are pulling us down. and i dont knowww. just hope we'll start hanging out tgt like before. i cld feel tha distance between us. is it becus of ____ or maybe _____. hah. if someone were ta ask me what were tha more memorable days in poly, i wld have said tha days i had with tha milkies. both good or even badd. bahhhs. late nights, chill outs, stayovers, slumbers. geees. im missing them. remember we made a pact ta goo clubbing tgt? ta volley at tha beach tgt? AHHHHHHHH. XIU XIU AND VAN VAN AND TWINNIE AND SASA. miss yew gurls. HAHAHA enough of cwystal's woes before yew start shutting yur com cus of my irritating emo-ed entry. sorrry eh. jus jus FEEL LIKE EMO-ing CAN. hehs.

and then he's leaving on sat, all tha best yea. shall blog more on it like on thurs or smth. may be catching a movie with him but it all depends if anyone else's gonna tagg along. if theres none, i wont cus someone will get soo jealous HORHH? hahs. okay okay or rather get worried about cwystal. NARHS. am nort gonna make my sillyone worried ehh? (: <3s.

ohhhh noo. jus realised that every paragraph i type,i'll definietly somewhat link him ta it. LOL. whooops! guess thats jus tha feeling when yur in yew know. HOLS HOLS HOLS!. SESAME STREEEEEEEEET SHOWW, ZOOOOOOOOOOO, DVDS, MOVIES like yayy.(:

OWH AND TA MY LIL ONEEE-LIL LAOYING-WANNABE,
hahaha. see yur being mentioned boy!!! happiness huhh?
thanks for cheering me up with yur silly-est ways.
and please stopp quarrelling with yur eediot larhs. hahaha
no good no goood. HARMONY remember? llalalla.
and yew owe me a dinner trip larhs kukuuu. =D
have fun at canoeee yea?


ta my sillyone,
heyy boyy. thanks for sending me home regardless of how late it is or how exhausted yew are. for entertaining me with yur kuku-ness. i knoww. i laugh at everything. ahahha WHICH MEANS yur lucky ehh. someone actually laughs at yur jokes. whooops! =x anyhows be gooood and all tha best for yur ct k?. bus rides are yummy eh? -winks. lurvvveeeeees!

<3s,cwystal

(:

ANOTHER post from cwystal since she hadnt been bloging huhhh. time ta update yew lovelies. mind's been at ease ever since my bloggy's gotten a password. ta keep certain troubles awayy.

on friday, 2june.
hmmms. woke up late. like whoops! =x
didnt attend sam lect. felt that it was totally useless. like wth.
m,aking yew feel aware of yurself. -smacks forehead.
anyhows met up with JL for lunchoes. decided ta have it at sakae.
we ordered a feast please. hahaha. talked and talked until we came ta a point where assignments were raised. i asked.
"heyy have yew finished yur math assignment?"

"uhhhs no. only wrote like less then half a page? monday then hand in whats."-JL

"HUHH?!?! MONDAY?! 2june eh which's like TODAY?!."-me

we freezed. paused. and laughed our arses off. wahahha ohh myy. my dear girl actually thought 2june was monday. tha best part. she was like thinking whyie i was like soo kan joing about handing in tha assignment when due date's on mon. -FAINTS.
i really really think yew need a walking journal ta help yew keep all yur schedules and remind yew about them please. hahs.

it was quite a bad day thoughh. gort pweetaye piss'd off. shant sayy whyie. ended up under blk 56. acc-ed JL ta finish up on her assignment. 4.30pm arrived and she still wasnt done. like ohh myy. soo she decided ta hand in on monday instead. 30% please. thats like ALOT considering we ech-ers do nort have common tests. we rely pweetaye much on projs and quizes. ohh myyy. left ta meet sa in tha lib. i luurve that boyfwen of mine. shes soo caring soo everything. YANYI!! hahaha. yew lucky gurl. am boy am i lucky ta have tha both of yew in my lives too.(:

sotong rang. met sotong and fellow sotongs in tha atrium. sayed for awhile and left for marina square though ded wanted ta get his flops from heeren. poor guy. got dragged along by us. HAH!(:
luurve those sotongs eh. entertaining and of cus very frienly. still owe ded a mango tee. promised ta make him goo fitting in a mng tee. wahhaha.(:
walked around they had their dinner at carls junior and off we set ta esplanade. took a bus home from there.(:
BUSRIDES-my luurve, my adddddddiction.





SAT-3june.
wenta sentosa with sa,yanyi,yenyi and cassandra.
didnt know yenyi was suchha fun babe ta be with! hahs luurve that girl.
yeps. how i luurve bungs as friends. they're really of much fun ta be with. acting like silly monkeys and laughing at every slight thing they do. gees. that was when i began missing him. hahs. yeahh what yew expect!? 2 couples and cwystal being a lightbulb when tha sun was already scorching hot at tha beach. bahhhs. ask';d him along but that sotong jus didnt wanta get tanned. imagine tha contrast. GEES. -growls. hahah. ahh wells. its his choice anyways. no blames.

left, had dinner at pasta mania. gort my satisfactory tann. though its more like a BURNT rather tahen a tann. we gort burnt real bad. gees. my back hurts ta tha core. cant lie w/o any peace due ta tha friction between my skin and tha tee.): BAHHHHS. jus cant stop ouching while i tryta get my sleep. ohh myy. endure cwystal! it'll be over soon. hehs.

met up with sotong at bugis cus he was there ta mugg with his classmates. sa and peeps left ta a bball match at aljunid. crazy fellas. thats like how far can.=D took tha train ta cityhall, got off and took a bus from esplanade AGAIN. hahaha. cus we reckon that buses aint as crowded as tha train.
BUSRIDES home had never been this fun dearie!(:


here're some fun-filled photos yea.<3s













thats about it,
sometimes, i do ponder.
if im doing tha right thing.
someone says, follow yur heart and nort yur mind.
but yew know its tough with people blaming yew.
when yew've made a decision using yur heart.
blaming yew on whyie did yew make this decision and cause another ta suffer.
like wth am i ta do?
whyie nort just tell me ta doo this and nort follow my heart.
if yew really want tha best for me. if yew really care,
then support me instead of being piss'd for tha decision i've made.
-confusedone.

ifailurvefurveyoufou.
<3s,
cwystal
thanks for today too. tha mugging.
do take care of yur health yea.
CANT WAIT FOR THA HOLS!! like yayy. =D

there yew go.(:

no other significant half has made me feel soo loved before.
tha feeling of going up and down on a rollar coaster ride.
tha neverending ferris-wheel.
tha days where it rained which meant another.
laughtersthat are filled with such heavy contentments.
huggles and cuddles that didnt wanta end.
i am.. i think.. i am.. yew know. (:

been grounded for tha loass my my firggin' wallet. damn.
like, i didnt wanta lose my wallet?.
but then again. its my fault too for being suchha sotong. darn.
i NEED a right hand man. any?! haha. -grins.

with tha many philosophies in cwystal's dictonary.
one said,"i will never lurve someone cus i have to but becus i want to. cus' ta me, if i were ta be with one whom i dont truely luurve. i'd feeel extremely bad like im cheating on him and thus, tha relationship wldnt work out cus it'd prolly end up a one-sided luurve. true true? its all up ta yew dudes and dudettes."(:


anyhows enough about my huge fan of philosoph-ing and blahhhhh.
heres what cwystal's been up ta these days.
when milkies and besties had no time for me. he was there.much appreciated and luurve-d. truthfully. i miss those gurls. tha marina days, shopping sprees and holland v chill outs. damn.):


OWH OWHH!! went towning with my classmates on a mon. during a 5 hr break. YES YES. i cann imagine yur eyes popping outta yur eyes. FIVE HOURS baby. its true. hahs.
here're some pictures while shopping. and only myy silly babe wasnt camera shyy. tha other two kukuus jus didnt wanta take eh. -glares. ahhaha. i had fun with yew gurls. REALLY!!. more sprees and outings we shall have k? tha tummy cramps yew gurls gave me plus tha endless grins i cldnt stopp having. thanks babes. cwystal luurves every single one of yew.
this's wierd. cus i've never felt that bonded with my class before cus it was all along, school and home for those gurls. and me being tha alil, ALIL k more playful one, didnt wanta go home after school, kept insisting that its still early. owhh wells. maybe with a lil more give and take, we'll be closer yea babes?! =DD
PICS PICS!!









Met a few others in tha atrium while waiting for that sotong ta end.
LOL. here're some evidences.







Tha day with many unexpected memories.
my babes,foc peeps,him and tha smiles.(:

Thereafter, 30th may, tuesday.
met sotong ta mug. HAHA yes. he mugged for his quizes and me? assignments.
DARN. muggings has nort been this addictive before. really.
BB MACS. our fav haunt ta mugg. nort only its quiet, its its uhhhs walking dist from my place. hah! (:





THATS ALL. i'll show bit by bit. but thats about it people.(: just a lil ta satisfy tha suspense i gave yew lovelies. hahs! -WIDEGRINS.

<3s,
cwystal.
thanks for tha beautiful memories.(:

HIM

ahh wells. finally i;ve gort a semi-private blogg now all thanks ta dang dang dang.(:
he's been a sweetheart eh.
so much so much had happened within such a short period.
feelings. mixed.emo.smiles.
just too many ta even explain.
for him:guess he was jus a passing phrase and had always treated him like a beeg bro who doted on me like no other. feelings misled and thus hurting him. cant be helpped aint it? it was tha stuff he did that made me fall for him and nort tha feelings in me. i realised and it felt sooo gawd damn wrong. i know now he's emo-ing mad. i cant do anything aint it? i know he wants me all day and tha huggles and stuff he tries ta do before he actually gets enlisted. but boy, its diff now. another has made a spark in this lil girl's life.(:

ahh wells. enough of emo-ing. and NOW IM SOO SOOO excited about blogging. cus yew know whyie? only precious sweethearts of mine get tha excess ta my blog and read about my lil life. (:
they earned it. and i luurve them<3. i think i think... IM IN LUURVEEE... whoops! hehs shall update yew darhlings later on k after common tests and stuff.(: owhh yeahh i had a lil dream last night. pretty hilarious. woke up with a wide grin on my face. ohh myy. MY DREAM. hahahah. okayy i know yew guys are gonna find it funny eh. cus i did. OHH MYYY. this particular him. he came over ta my placee and did all tha crazy stuffs with me. with all tha snuggles. HOHO had soo much funn.(: dreamt of him meeting tha gurls-milks and of course my besties. HAHA. dreamt of him meeting them and they could get along. like yayy!! =D ohh wells no worries gurls: i didnt forget what i promised yew gurls. he's gotta get along with yew gurls firs eh? hahs. and im pretty sure he wld. anyhows here comes tha crucial part!! wahhahaha.(: he met my parents!. OH MYY yew know like meet tha parents session? hahs. howw funny larhs. cus its like i know it'd never happen now. parents? him? pretty impossible. but maybe in years ta come.(: parents LIKED HIM! haha can yew believe it? was like soo happy. cld get along real well and all. if only... (: ahh wells. thats jus a silly dream of mine i guess. and heres a pic ta fill yur
curious minds! (:



HAHA thats it forrrrrrrrr now! =DD
cwystal lurves keeping people in suspense. ohh myy.
haha and i know im soo gonna get killed for this. <3s
AND YEW: yew'd better start taking tha vit c i gave and drink loads of water if nort i'll dragg yew ta tha docs. (: hehs.

MY MILKS and BESTIES: i miss yew gurls. chill out sessions, slumber parties,beaching, steam boats,bbq-s, towning. AHHH plenty plenty. cant wait for tha hols ta come!! yayy. and

and and THA ZOOO!!. -winks. yew owe me one sotong. (: miss's

<3s,
cwystal