EMO TIME

time ta get emo i guess. read a couple or rather plenty of blogs and something just caught me right there.
its funny how friends actually come and go.
how friends were once buddies, people whom yew whine to, people yew share yur woes to and yet few years later,
we walk down tha streets, heads start turning opposite direction from tha other pretending that tha other party's non-existing.
fake smiles, ugly stares, bad thoughts all just come at one go.
people, duncha just hate that?
like, wldnt it be nice if friends could be kept as friends and smiles just remain genuine.
truthfully,
I HATE YEW, YEW and YEW.
for tha stupid comments yew make.
fake narcisstic smiles yew crack.
fu*king sickening yet childish stuff yew tell on others. hah. shant elaborate on it mann, it'll take forever and perhaps i wldnt wanta shame yew further.(:
shittified actions and ugly stares yew give thinking that people do not know.
LASTLY, wherever yew hang yur ugly lingerie, please take them along with yew cus no one's gonna be so kind enough ta take them in for YEW silly.

yeps.

just thought of what i had done during my first two years in poly.
gees, im old.
foc brought fame and widen'd my social circle by like 10x.
it wasnt difficult at tha very beginning.
but it caught me right at tha neck as i went through it.
yes i admit, suitors, many suitors so what?
i've learnt my lesson dude. suitors=trouble.
friends seperated.
quarrells, headaches, HEARTaches, hatred formed.
people backstabbing, people gossiping. gosh, PEOPLE who read my blog or rather somehow got ta know my password w/o getting through me, yeahs perhaps its yew. there're many reasons whyie im staying away from F_ _.

sheesh. guess im just worried how life's gonna be like when close ones start graduating from poly.
i get jealous when i see close knitted groupies laughing their asses off and sharing both sorrow and joy together in poly. yes. i once had mine and now its gone.
everyone seemed ta have gone seperate ways. foc, sports camp, volley and many others.
i'd love ta have them all back once again and hold them tight in my arms, but i guess its just time ta let go.
ta let go of tha beautiful memories once shared upon.
and perhaps start new ones.
im not saying im not enjoying my life with my new inclusion now but its just that tha envy i have in other cca groups just make me ponder.
ponder whyie didnt i join some other cca where i could fit in better.
maybe like canoe? if only i knew howta swim.

school's at 11 tmr. shall tugg in now before i start my nonsensical stuff again.
let bygones be bygones crystal.

happy birthday

my prezzies!(:


plus many MANY more jus that blogger doesnt permit me ta upload more pics. -GROWLS):


tha photos that were taken on 13th and 14th sept.(:
















HAPPY 20th birthday twinnie!!(:

hehehe. my twinnie's a year older and i know yur gonna get wiser alright? dont wanna see yew all hurt and in distress. bahhhs. dont get me worried pls. yew know i care. =DD hope tha mini celebration for yew yesterday was surprising enough yea. AND all tha best for yur events which are coming up.(: take care of yur back pls alright plus yur many other injuries. get them cured quickk cus prolonged injuries will get worse yea. apart from that, shall meet up soon when yur schedule has time for lil window shopping sprees and makan sprees etc. from here, happy 20th once again and take great care yea. cheers ta our beautiful friendship luurve. <3s

HAPPY 20th mr shamm.

well well. i know yew wldnt be reading this but owhh well. shall still go ahead. hmmms lets see. its been 2 awesome years of our friendship both UPS AND DOWNS. plentiful of excitement yea. hahaha from movies ta camps ta outings. damn. tha list just goes on and on. thanks for everything yea. now that yur BOTAK and surrounded by guys. shall be nice and search for babes for yew k. -winks. hahaha. no probs. yew just owe me a HUGE treat when yur back. do hope that yur enjoying yurself ta tha fullest and cheers ta our friendship boy! =DD take care.

HAPPY 18th TIMOOOOOOOOOO.

my ever so kukufied buddy!(: bet yur enjoying yurself ta tha max now while am stuck with my lappy and teevee. hah. wells, all tha best in yur future endeavours. do meet up one of these days alright. i miss towning, beaching blah blah with yew eh! =DD take care and and and pssst i miss yur zao xia voice plus those xtra charming dimples. HAH! take care. <3s.

MUCH <3s,
cwystal

my very 18th

THANKS TA ALL WHO MADE MY 18th such an unforgettable one.

13th sept
russ got us free entry ta tha zoo as he told me he was working on my beeg day itself. yeps. so weeee!(: i was darn excited eh. wanted ta visit tha zoo since eons(RIGHT milkies?). hahaha. thanks baby. he came early in tha morning and woke me up from my oh so beautiful dream.=.= yeps. he slack'd alil. i wenta dress up and all. he invited two of his close friends along and off we set off ta tha mandai zoo. we were hmmmmms as usual LATE. and so we cabb'd there. hahaha. yeahhs reach'd and i noticed two heads turning towards our direction. yes. there it was louis and jasmine.(: coicidently, jas and i were in green and white stripes. yeahh. NICE. walk'd around. played with tha animals. got lost in there. watched 1/4 of tha elephant show as it was putting us ta sleep. wenta tha children's world. took pretty pics with them and yeah tha BLACK PIGS STINK'D soo bad. was practically pinching my nose ta tha brim when i took a peep at them. -GROWLS. anyhows, we walk'd on and dear tummies were growling. AH HAH! KFC came ta our rescue. hahaa.(: settled down with tha foood and all. tha air con was GOOOD i reckon. thats how people start appreciating air-con. =DD my dear boy was busy with phone calls tha entire day. yes. i started suspecting. hahaha. but it didnt last long. got over it pretty soon and yeahs. we left zoo after our hearty dinnner. he had "wedding dinner" and i wenta school ta kaypo at challengers camp. wanted ta see how tha newbies are doing at tha same time visit tha old birds.(: i had my fun but somehow, something's different about tha whole foc thing. i dont know what, but yeahs just different. left with malcom during campfire.parents asked what were my plans for my birthday and i didnt know howta ans them. it was tha first time i didnt have any plans on my birthday. deep down, tha walls of my <3 was tumbling but i wanted ta look strong on tha outside. didnt want them ta worry. yeps(:. at bout like 12midnight, some fella call'd me and asked me ta meet him underneath my block. YEAHHH. ZOUK INDEED HUHH MR SIM?. lols. neh nehh. i was tricked pls. walked down tha stairs ta find my baby with a cake with lited candles.(: i was speechless and yeahh touched. he thought i didnt appreciated it cus my reaction wasnt THAT huge. BUT NOW IM TELLING YEW RUSSELL SIM, i appreciated it a hell lot yea. thanks for being tha first ta celebrate my bday with me.<3s

14th sept-CWYSTAL's BEEG BEEG DAY!(:
okayy. "ding dong"! my doorbell rang. was busy deciding what ta wear when two kukuheads appeared at my doorstep. my brother knocked on my door ta announce their arrival and i practically went mad. hahaha. yeps. was like wondering who would pop by when all's busy with their own world. i just simply grabbed anything i saw and put it on ta meet my surprise "guests".hehehe. yeps! when i reached tha gate, there stood my dearest SASA AND YANYI. with yanyi holding onta a beautiful bouquet of whitish pink roses. SOO PRETTY EH. =DD <3s! they were angels sent by baby ta pass me tha roses. pweetaye!(: was shocked as i thought i was going ta meet them much later. i got dressed and they had their breakfast. OWH OWH! they got me my bread talk. hahaha. soo sweet. somehow they found out that i was dateless on my birthday and asked me ta accompany them ta distribute yoghurt. i agreed almost immediately. hah. cus besties were busy. milkies were busy too. baby's working. yeaps. whyie not? after work, we headed ta town ta get my top, sa's watch and exchange mummy's zara shirt. wanted ta pop russ a surprise at ps but it was too late. darn. we left for school then. and to think sa could think of such a game. [no turning of yur heads while walking, whoever turns will do a forfeit]. yeahhs. was like HUHH? DANGG! yew know that kinda reaction? hahaha.yeps. anyways, still went ahead with me with yanyi on my left and sa on tha right. when we reached tha top of tha grandstand, i saw lil heads popping out of tha pillar. wahahha. howw funny. wanted ta ask them ta stop hiding alrdy eh. was soo occupied with those heads that sa could tolerate no longer and asked me ta look out onto tha field. AND THERE THE GREATEST surprise of my life. on tha field stood my baby in the middle of a heart shape made out of blue light sticks. i walked down tha grandstand with eyes all on me. STRESS UH. hahas.reached and saw this BIG BIG elmo he was hugging. ahhh!. controlled my tears and just then, he asked me ta look over and there they were. my loved ones. my besties, holding my birthday cake along with tha rest singing my 18th birthday song. tears flowwed like tha bird park's waterfall. bahhhs. thanks lovelies! soo soo MUCH!(: all these wldnt have happened without all of yew esp SASA AND YANYI and last of all, MY BABBY BOY, russell sim.(: thanks for planning this special day for me, for getting everyone together ta make this lil girl smile. for all tha surprises yew've given me till this very day. <3s. owhh ta add on, floorballers started singing for me too. like OMG. ahahaha. darn embarrassing eh. =x anyhows thanks guys! though i know yew guys wldnt be reading my blog.(:

afterwhich, we mingled and all. waited for my dear van,xiu and yaya ta be down with their volley stuff and off we wenta kap. YAYY. db was there celebrating some guy's bday too. soo inconsiderate pls. shant elaborate further. those who were there, yew know what i mean, -winks. hehs. yes yen gave me a suprise when she popp'd out like ALL OF THA SUDDEN at kap. (: thanks babe. we then had out dinner, some left and tha remaining few decided ta play zhong ji mi ma using tha leftover birthday cake i had. yeahh IMAGINE 2kg of cake. hehs. THANKS BABY's mummy. (: ohh myy. it was tha most mortifying bday i had. LOL. literally. tha huge slice or rather chunk of cake as a penalty was scary. we played as though we were eating our lungs out. hahs. but as scary is it seemed, i looked around and saw smiles on every one of their faces. [sasa,xiu,van,yen,yixian,drea,grace,russ,yaya.] it was then, i felt really happy. having ta know that everyone's enjoying themselves and not just me alone makes my world go round. (: dear yixian was TREATED ta 3 huge chunks of choc cake and poor boy, he had ta finish them all. YUMMY EH? -winks. hahaha. thats for all that yew've miss'd throughout tha years salty. ehhs tha last part was disgusting eh. whip cream ? what a joke!. tha losing parties were made ta eat a spoonful of whipcream. yuuck! bahhs. but wells, it was all for tha fun of it yea. i had fun, and i hope all of yew did. =DD

surprises after surprises. all of us tok pics and one by one left, leaving drea and russ. my parents came ta pick us up. while waiting, i tell yew, was trembling real bad. didnt know howta introduce baby ta my parents. was afraid of tha outcome. that sillyboy, kept all quiet as we waited. and drea as usual, was supporting us. luurve that gurl pls.(: parents arrived bout 15 mins laters and yes, they asked for "that guy" name and just then i answered," he's russell and mummy and daddy, he's my boyfriend." my heart almost dropp'd ta tha ground eh. for that split second, tha car was completely silent. daddya nd mummy werent joking no longer like they used ta. but thank gawd, cwystal saved tha day. hahaha =DD i kinda made noise and everyone were back ta their normal self. mum and dad appeared fine with it and that solved everything. untied that knot i had in my <3. they sent drea home and baby back ta his bishan crib. (: my poor boy was soo frightened that he almost wee wee'd in my pants riight? hahahaha. whooops!

PS: tha all who had celebrated my birthday with me and those who sent their wishes and regards, a huge THANK YEW and i <3 yew dearly. (:

for tha photos, i'll update when i get back from hv alright.
<3s,
cwystal

18th

if only i could turn back timee.
if only.
happy 18th crystal. just me, tha walls and tha teevee.(:
yeps.
nights.

post exam. HOLS

woohoo hols are here baby!(:
ahh wells. i know i know. i scrolld through my tagboard and soo many dear ones are like reminding me ta update. LOL. stopp ranting eh. -EVIL GLARES. whoops. better scramm soon but before i do so, i;d better update my lovely kpo ones. hahaha. whoops!

wells,during tha time i was "away", here's some of tha major events that happened.
had lunchoes with my oh so beautiful milkies at holland v. laksa followed by chill out at nydc. what could be better.(: happy 1 year milkies. thanks for all tha ups and downs. hahaha. my life couldnt be more colourful without tha few of yew. thanks

afterwhich,on tha day of my last paper, acc-ed gurlfwen ta airport ta see her gorgeous off ta new zealand. AND YES, i know this came a wee bit too late cus he's like already back from nz. HAHAHA whoops! anyhows its nice ta see both of yew soo cuddly fuddly loving.(: all tha best yea.

ohh myy, here comes tha exciting part. HOHO. tha rest of tha days? spent it with dear russell sim and tha usual cranky couple, ms sasa and yanyi. LOL. movies and movies, makan and makan, shopp'd like mad, squeezed like crazy jus ta watch a 10 mins display of fireworks, badminton-ed, beach'd etc. life cldnt be more exciting without these darhlings yea? (: thanks peeps. for yur companionship and cheers ta our friendship.

and lastly, am flying off ta HONG KONG tmr. yeahh. yayy! =D soo those who wanna contact me or miss me for gawd knows what reason, jus send me an email or smth. -winks. perhaps cross yur fingers and i'll get yew smth from hk? for tha mean time, people do take care and i miss every single one of yew sooo MUCH pls. do catch up when am back k? esp people like, van,yaya,xiu,ping,twinnie,drea,grace,zeph,bel,jere,yen,mal,ray etc.

heyy people,dont be afraid ta date me out alright. aint gonna let mr sim take away all my social life. HIAK HIAK. HAHAHA. uhh-ohh. =x anyhows, i'll be waiting for yew people ta date me out. please do! (:

and ta my sillyboy, yew better take good care of yurself when am away k. if not im not gonna get yew yur tommy mountain eh. HAHAHA. yew have fun at work. shall give yew a big fat hug when am back.<3s

I <3 yew all!(:

cwystal.

THA WORKLOAD's KILLING ME.
ROAR!!

been tied down lately. just too busy to think of anything else.
days were jus school, him, home. freedom no longer. no more social life. thats how bad it is. ech's suchha loser pls. fancy making us spend big bucks on materials and we do nort even get reimbursed? wth. fancy us students having attachment, working our ass off, chasing after children and giving tha teachers a good helpping hand and nort getting paid. i know i know. yur gonna say, its all about tha experience. but could yew name me any other course who require alot of materials yet not get paid for attachment? hard ta think huhh. yeps. perhaps perhaps perhaps... just gort done with my MAYC assignment and am gonna set my ass on another one in 5 mins time. BAHHS. just wish'd there were more than 24 hrs a day. it could have been way better.

<3s,
cwystal. that boy's my candy.(:

FIRST MNTHY

it was tha process of our relationship,
everything seemed so smooth sailing but with alittle bicker here and there.
could still remember clearly tha day he held my hand,
to this very day he held me tight in his arms assuring me he'll never leave.
frankly, its tha very first time i fall so quickly in lurve.
for those who know me, i take years ta find out if i truely lurve a person.
aint it? hahs.
anyhows drea made me realise smth, it doesnt matter HOW MUCH yew know tha person therefore yew luurve him but it depends on how much yew luurve tha person even if yew know him for a short while.
luurve's amzingly wierd and sometimes unpredictable.
after getting inta this relationship,
it made me stronger and learn to think for another deeper.
its likee, come on cwystal, yur no longer single. hehs
it was 19th july, he reassured me of everything, tha day of our very 1st month.
i know yew people must be like thinking, "AIYAH, 1 month only.. long way more ta go"
but then again, come ta think of it, this 1 month has been a rollercoaster. Tha give and takes, tha laughters and tears caused by each other's actions. alot had taken place and truthfully, its gonna be hard if im asked ta let it go.
i ended really early on friday-19th, thus met up with yanns and sa over at canteen 1. rush'd ta finish his unfinish'd scrap book as i had only gotten tha photos that very day. sa received a call and left saying shes gonna meet her classmate leaving both tha gurls at can 1. minutes laters, yanns MADE me keep the book and photos. HAHAHA that was when i felt suspicious eh.sillygurl. mr sim arrived and sa beside him. he his hands were behind him as though he gort kidnapped. tha next moment, he surprised me with a rose. AHEMS -coughs. likee my baby?! tha super ego-ist holding a flower in school. yew gotta be kidding me mann kinda thang. hahs yeahh. was happy though. we left for atrium tha 4 of us cus yanns was in this NUM modelling thang. was there ta support. (:
sa said she needed ta get stuff at bishan. so tha 4 of us left together as well. and to think i had thought that baby had special plans for tha 2 of us for our 1st monthy. AHHH. was lke thinking, spending 1st mthy in bishan. FWOAHH. soo nice. =.= hahaha. whoops!

okayy. we sat under his block while he went up ta put his thangs and he appearfed with YANG YANG. miss'd him ta tha max eh. (: sooo cute. he went up again and this time, i was blindfolded with his CJ's shirt. thanks uh sa! still say yur borrowing it. LOL. eediot. anyhows was brought ta this far far place called bishan park by yanns. waited and waited till it was dark. yeps. thus, sa took yanns away and russ took me ta some place. yeahh. took out my blinfold and there it was, tha board he took hrs ta complete with candles at tha side. was dumbfolded, didnt know howta react. gees. thanks boy. luurve it!(: and sa made this heart shape and CY in it using tha candles. ms yanns was surprised too. HAH! killing two birds with a stone eh? smartt asses.(:

we then left for j8's ding tai fung. =DD YUMMY. its 100% much much much better than crystal jade i reckon. omg. ordered like chili crab shui jing bao, mince meat shui jing bao, vegetable shui jing bao, noodles, rice blahh blahh. truely awesome. had soo much fun. bet he too had fun esp with tha companionship with yanns and sa. its amazing how sa and baby click soo friggin well. thats good.(: left soon after when yanns took a cabbie home and baby took one with me ta send me home.

that very day, memorable.
with bursting surprises,
increasingly loud laughters,
tears of joy and hugs that never want ta end.
19th june, tha day i held my hand in his,
19th july, our 1st mthy,
it wouldnt have been so awesome,
without this special one in my life,
and thats yew,
russell sim.(:
thank yew.

HAPPY 1st monthy sweetheart<3.=DD

FIRST

updates

sorry for so nort updating. had been tide down by work lately. piles of assignments jus cldnt stop. GEES. who says ECH's an easy course, yew ought ta be shot dead. if yew really think its that easy then get yur guts and try it out. bet yew'll come begging me asking me for forgiveness for saying its such a chicken feet course. NEH NEHH. =.=

anyhows heres the week's updates.
29th june thurs.

wells, ended really early. couldnt wake up. HAHA like again. so yeps, missed lect for the day and met up wioth steph at can 1 ta discuss proj. did tha floor plan for an hour or so and she left. wenta atrium with jasmine and she taught me my most dreaded sub, ACCOUNTS. yes. thought i could escape from it after dropping it in sec sch but guess fate had it all planned huhh. jas was suchha sweetheart. <3s!! (: she taught me REAL patiently considering tha sotong me always getting things mixed up. hah! once again, thanks gurl. thus baby sms-ed me and said he felt pretty fcuked up cus he screwed 2 papers. yeps. thought i could somehow cheer him up by meeting him. but it made matters worst.shant elaborate further.
was pretty hurt deep down,
tha way i was pushed away,
like i was not there,
tha look on the face was somehow,
a face i could no longer recognise,
it was the hurt that i could bear no more,
as i walked away,
dragged my heavy feet,
hearing nothing but the sound of my sniffing,
tha pearl drops rolled down tha appleof my cheeks,
i was crying,
how silly!
SA comforted me along came yanyi and van.(: thanks gurls. yew made my day. van,xiu,sa and yanyi were at tha snack bar before vball. van was teaching yanyi accounts and tha other 2 were jus helpping ta warm the benches i guess. =D hehs pearlynn was there too. how coicidental huhh. twinnie came not long after.
we headed towards tha court. tha gurls went for training while twinnie, yanyi and i sat at the benches. we were actually checking the new gurls out. HAHA how hilarious. wenta ntuc with twinnie. that silly gurl was so concerned about her baby not having time ta eat that she dragged me there jus ta get food for her and then send it ta her place personally. i think my twinnie's soo sweet! hahaha. see that MR SIM?! =x
had soo much fun, time passed like uber fast by tha time i made my way back ta sch it was like about 7.30 alrdy. UH OH! not much time left for studying and hehs, my mood for studying disappeared. tried hard to concentrate but my mind was all about that boy and volley. he sms-ed and asked ta pick me up. darn. yearning ta clear matters up with him made me agree. he came when light went off. he gort me my favourite jellybeans and a postcard and me? gort him tha nerds he was yearning for. hehs. great minds think alike baby. -winks. thanks for going down ta take me home yea.
OHH YEAHH!! wenta kap with peipei,xiu,van,sa and yanyi,russ. we had SO SO SO MUCH fun. okay repeat. WE HAD SO MUCH FUN!(: tha corner speakers in kap sucked soo badly that we almost wanted ta lodge a complaint pls. -grumbles. yew know like, the sound goes from soft to loud and then back to loud to soft. like wth? HOHO. nevermind about that. sa then started on her kuku stunts making all of us roll on the floor laughing like mad. even baby was much entertained. even at tha bus stop. HAHA silly sa did her hard gay actions. hilarious. i had fun. did yew? (:

30th june FRIDAY
DOOM DAY FOR CWYSTAL.
bahhs. accounts test. major one indeed which weighed 40%. goshh.
sat in tha huge lect hall, heart beating twice as fast. got tha paper, tried recalling all that i;ve memorised and learnt. thankfully i managed ta balance one though. quite happy actually cus of tha improvement i made. hehs. wenta zara sale with yenyi,yanyi and sa after tha test. i gort 3 items from there whereas tha rest didnt. whooops!. i think im getting too addicted ta shopping. oh dear.
headed towards cine's pastamania. had my usual bacon aglio.
it was goooood. =D
he msged and asked ta pick me up. hehs
sooo happy uh.(:
met him outside cine and off we left for home. yayy
OKAYY. and that kukuhead acted as if he knew what bus goes ta clementi.
as a result, we ended up at queensway and even had ta search for a coffeeshop ta change for coins. LOL.
this time, we took tha riight bus home and yeps home sweet home.(:
thanks boy, for making tha effort ta send me home. -luurves
drea stayed over btw. she wanted ta watch tha soccer match.

HAD SO SO MUCH FUN WITH HER. hehs. been ages since we last talked. as in really talked. told her about russ and school. she and her church guy. ahhaha.. hilarious.(:
chatted all tha way till 5 and we finally decided ta crash cus we had a game tha next day, SAT.

SAT 1july

woke up at 7.30 thinking that it was 8.30. wahahaha. woke drea up too. washed up, gort changed. STONED. and yeahh, then looked at tha clock and realised we were an hour early. OHHH MYYYY GOOODNESS. hehs. slept for only like 2 and half hours? hehs. sorry bestie!. met nikhil at woodlands at 9.30. he bought us burgers for breakfast. such a sweetheart!(: reached montfort, saw tha guys i hadnt met for ages. sooo glad.(: played tha first game and i played pitch. was standing really near tha batter cus it was like slow pitch. then came shaun tha AH PUI. =.= he said, im gonna bat ta yew and he really DID. given tha short dist, it was almost impossible ta react. there i was froze in tha middle of tha field, hands pressing onto my tummy. tha impact was so great that i could make no sound and tears jus flowed like a friggin waterfall. my teamates were awesome please.(: heheheh. sooo nice please. all took care of me and even wanted ta whack shaun up. HAHA. =D -luurves! sat on tha ground for awhile till i was able ta get up and walk ta tha bench. bahhhs.
didnt play tha next match cus of tha phobia of getting whacked. darn. batted though. (: jere came. OHH MYY. that cow, hadnt seen him in donkey years mann. caught up on things and played catch with him. he's still THAT tall please. hahs.

left early cus mommsy was making noise about tha wedding dinner we were gonna attend laters. rushed home ta find out my parents werent even changed yet. AHHH gort duped again. -grumbles. bathed, changed and off we left for auntie grace's wedding. hehs. sat at tha table with my cuzzie. it was fun. and my bro jus had ta spoil my day by spilling i have a boyfriend. AHHHH. KOR?! how nice can yew be?! =.= nehh nehh. owhh owhh!! and jared's looking goood eh. hahs. im proud of yew cuzzie. (:

SUNDAY 2 july
hmmmms, went out with family. then met up with ol' budds including jere. hahaha. fun fun. =D THAT NYDC BABE. -looks at jere. stopp doooling larhs! shall go get her number one of these days k? =DD -winks.

MONDAY 3 july
3rd day of nort meeting up with MR SIM. miss'd him uh. whoops. =D
hmmms. went home early. woww. hahah. i know i knoww. cwystal's tryingta be a good gurl yea. pass'd shamm his specs. ohh myy. he looked smart in his uni.(: glad that yur doing fine yea. saww mal too. I MISS MY MEATBALL.):

TUESDAYY which's today. -4/6/06
hehs. went for morning tutorial. set off ta wm lib ta search for books for our kukuu scv proj. tha dumbest module EVER. =.= hmmms, was too tempted ta go home. as a result, went home. HEEHEE. had a helluva good sleep for an hour before he rang and said he's done. yeahh. met up, went over ta coffeebean. had our yummy salad and vanilla pure. =D bahhs FAT FAT FATT.
walked around and he sent me home.before getting home, we did our usual routine, slacking under one of tha many void decks. WHY WAS TODAY LIKE SOO SPECIAL? its GAMES DAY. wahahahha. we played all tha kuku games from black white chei ta wu gui wu gui tiao. HEEHEE. i won!! 12-5? riight boy? wahhaha. =DD thought i was gonna get thrashed real bad larhs but then again, i did win! hehs. someone's reaction was darn slow huhh? no idea whose? -GRINS. hehs
luurve that guy. for making my days soo funny and memorable. =DD
more time spent together alright! hope yew luurve tha postcard yea and i actually managed ta put a smile across yur face baby. <3s!!

HERE ARE SOME PHOTOS i took,
jere and me.


wedding photos.









COFFEEBEAN's photos.





thats about it!(:
i miss all of yew. yew know who yew are. bahhs
<3s,
cwystal

one weeek!

those were tha feelings yew had.
so did i. aint sure if they're just tha same.
but heres mine anyway.
didnt know if i was in for a relationship.
just didnt know whyie i had that kinda feeling.
all of tha sudden i felt like going back ta being single and doing all tha wackiest stuff once more.
like what a single could do and a attached cldnt.
were those how yew felt?
that yew gotta care for another party now and that yew cant be on yur own anymore.
likee. cant think just about how yew would feel but hafta care about how yur other half feels. bahhhs.
if thats tha case. then bingo. yeps.
perhaps it's tha test of us.
anyways, remember we hooking our lil pinky-s?
promising that if we aint alright we'd tell?
yeps. here yew go mistuh. if something's bothering yew and yew dont feel riight. jus shoot alright? i'll be there be it good or bad, i'll be there. no worries.(:

anyhows HAPPY ONE WEEK BOY!(: it seemed like i'd been with yew for eons but come ta think of it, its been jus a week. hehs. thanks for everything yea. it was good seeing yew today. i mean. literally bumping inta yew before training. was sooo friggin happy. jump'd for joy like a lil gurl who's been given a lolli. yeps that was how i felt. ask yaya. RIIGHT YAYA. hehe.(:

training was goood though. enjoyed myself. worked out like OH SO FINALLY.(: hehs.
and ta twinnie and sasa: all tha best with yur gurls yea. hope thangs do turn out riight and if theres anything, remember its only a call awayy. <3s

VAN XIU AND YA: ahhh!! finally volleying with yew gurls. miss'd yew gurls soo gawd darn much. soo much that words cant explain. hehs. catch up sooon pls. perhaps this time i'd bring my shy boy along. and prolly yew can interrogate him then. HAHA but be nice please. =D yew wldnt want my sweetheart ta pee in his pants riight. SMWELLY!. heheheh. whooops.

<3s,
cwystal

OOLALA

ALRIGHT time for my last update of tha hols(:
hols was though nort a longg one but it was a bag full of yummy happenings one.
yeps.

WED-[21/06/06]
he wenta school ta meet up his proj mates for projs. and i went towning with tha 'twins' plus boyfwen sasa plus terry. HAHA. (: fun fun. i have no idea whyiee its jus soo much fun hanging out with these two couples. didnt quite mind THA LIGHTBULBING-ness eh. weird. hahs. personally i feel that, as long as yew dont feel out and yur with yur close friends even though their other half's around. whyie bother ta feel that yur being a light bulb or even a lamp post? i meann, like they would even bother yew being there? they wldnt even ask yew out if they mind. gees. its likeee. yew still can have fun as a threesome or even as a fivesome? =DD wells it depends very much on tha couple too i guess. cus sa and yann aint some suuper public affection people and they really make yew feel included and loved as though yur one of them. thats whyie i dont mind hanging out with just tha both of them.(:

alright, we fooled around in town. sat at nydc. gort soo hooked ta their FRUITY ELEPHANTCINO raspberry. darn. each time i set foot onto town. i'd jus crave for it. -licks. soon after, had ta leave ta meet mommsy at bugis cus she works somewhere near there. yeahhs. walked around. shopp'd. mommsy gort me this yummy top.[thanks mommmsy!(:] and off we wenta M HOTEL. hehs. had myy seafood pasta which cost like 30 bucks. omg. think theres like gold in there. =.= and hmmms strawberry cheescake with a scoop of strawberry sorbet and banana crumble with caramel ice sweamm. OH MYY. sinful i know. -nods. sigh when can i ever be on diet with such a dear mommsy bringing me ta such fanciful restaurants. goshh -smacks forehead. =/
daddy came and picked us up. WHAT A SINFUL DAY. hehs

miss'd that guy. -growls. proj INDEED HUHH. think i didnt know. yew were rejoicing with that lappy in yur hands. hoho. kukuuuuu. but but but i still adore yew no doubts. =DD

THURS-[22/06/06]
okayy.i know this's gonna sound totally nuts. BUT it did happened. went morning typical KIASU AUNTIE shopping at like 8.30 in tha morning. hahahaha. gort that?! cus mng was like having sales. and yeahh went mad tha moment sa,yann and i entered tha store. frankly, was pweetaye shocked ta see tha store packed with all ages at that kinda hour. was like thinking aint it office hours? gosh. grabbed tha yummy bottoms and tops i saww like nobod's business. sa queued for us. thanks dear. and tadaa walked out of tha store with 3 items at jus 73 bucks. GREAT BUY aint it. =DD

woke him up at 8.30 in tha morning with my morning msg. sorry boy! hehs. didnt think a msg could wake tha peego in yew up. -grins. afterwhich, left for home and he came over. hehs. was too lazy ta go outt. soo yeps. slacked at my placee. walk's around wm. and he left ta his oanne's bbq. BAHHHS. tha day was goood. jus pure chilling. yummms. what could be better than that huhh? (: thanks boy, for that day, <3ed it.

FRI-[23/06/06]
hmmms. he came over. cooked maggie and had ba zhang along with lor mai gai for lunchoes. hurhur. had a lil tiff. okay nort really a tiff, but yeahs we sorta cleared matters after that. tha usual me gort a lil teary. hehs sorry baby. =D left home and wenta town by which star gazing. BUT nice lil gurlfwen and salty had ta tempt me inta going over ta holland v. since i hadnt been meeting them for eons. decided ta go over. hehs. it was good though. riight baby? salty was friggin hilarious and gurlfwen was too. they totally exceeded my baby's expectations uh. hahaha. thanks yea for making him feel entertained (:. OWHH had dinner at thai express. had my usual phat thai and him softshell crabb with rice.saw this oh soo cute guy. both agreed. hahaha. (: yes cus of his perm-ed hair thats whyie baby agreed that hes cute. riiight?! think i dont know uhh.. he's tryingta make me soo convinced that permed hair's gonna look yummy. ahhhhhhhhh. shall STILL see about that. =DD

SAT-[24/06/06]
NIGHT SAFARIII!!! hehehehe. woke up at friggin 2.30! like omg. i literally jump'd outta bed. hehs wash'd up. bummed around at homee. had dinner with parents and off i left ta cck ta meet sa and yann, yennn and terry. yep yep. took a bus over ta night safari. was like soo excited but at tha same time, miss'd my boy. was likee wish'd he could be there larhs. -growls. nehhh nehhh. ): anyhows, got our tix, went for a night show and then a tramm ride. <3'd tha tramm ride. it was like ohh soo coolingg with tha breeze brushing against my face. it was pretty much a good helluva alone time for myself ta think through things and enjoy tha ride. whereas tha two couples were jus lovey-doveying uh. (: hahs. it was kinda darkk thoughh. heheh. gotta admit was a lil scared actually but kukuu me jus put up a brave front. HAHAHA. whoops! shhh. =D left tha placee and cabb'd home with sa and yann.

special thanks ta yann and sa: heyy lovelies, thanks for making tha day jus soo fun. i mean, for all tha concerns and always making sure i was enjoying myself. <3s!!! more outings PLEASEEE. =D

SUNDAY-[today]
TODAY WAS MEMORABLE with my new found bro. hahaha. okayy was supposed ta head out ta mugg with him. ended up at queensway was bb's macs was way too crowded for our liking. reach'd queensway's macs. settled down. i edited my lesson plans and not long after hog my beloved bro came along. (: left ta get his shoes cus my restless bumm cldnt sit for long. hehes whoops! wanted ta get my hairbands cus my hairbands have been stolen by people uh. lime gween's with niven, white's with russ, blueee's in some bagg. ALAMAK. hehs. yeps.
cldnt leave queensway w/o myy muaahchee, thus got it and left for IKEA. =DD meatballs baby!! ohh myyy. waited for about half an hour before we could actually get a seat. and i managed ta get our dear ol impatient BOY ta wait for a seat. yes yes, it was after much persuading he actually agreed ta wait on. see!! tha power of luurve. wahahha. -smirks. ohhh myyy, heres tha BEST part uh. hog and baby got like loads of food and we ended up nort being able ta finish it. which led ta hilarious games like tha number game and black and white cheh.=D played with baby and we had soo mcuh fun, okayy perhaps it was jus me. =DD ohh myyy. <3s and and and hog was soo cute larhs. tha look he gave when he played blakc white cheh. it was like.. hmmms a child who had never seen a flower before and suddenly he sees it. YEAH PEOPLE, that was how it was like. for the 3 whole times straight in a row, he turned tha same direction, duuuhh. who wldnt know his tactic alrdy by then. hahaha. (:
thanks for today guys!! and bus ride home was soo yummmy. jus some alone time and am truely satisfied.

heyy boyy: thanks for all tha memories during tha hols. from tha very day yew proposed which i can never forget ta tha times where i ignored yew ta tha yummy busrides and tha afternoon naps that never seem ta be naps. OHH MYY. jus wish'd hols could be very much longer. boohooo. school's gonna start tmr. and here comes tha test of our r/s. ta face tha outside world and our time management baby. whatever it is, jus wanna let yew know that, my hands are in yurs now and no matter what happens, we're gonna stick as one and face tha upcoming chaallenges yea? i<3 yew mr simm. (:

<3s,
cwystal

2nd day of US

our FIRST date after being officially together.
total yay-ness(:
met mr sim at heeren. cabbed down cus i was too lazy and plus tha long journey w/o music, think i'd prolly die.[neeon's died on me] yeps.
met him and his cute classmates. kept insisting that he's theirs. LOL. funny
thus, bus'd down ta ps and then walked ta cathay cineplex for our shes tha man movie.
HOHO. cldnt wait ta catch it from all tha rumbling and excitement van van gave after she caught it. darn. wanted ta watch it so bad.
watched tha show, pweetaye sweet and hilarious. but wasnt as good as how van van put it.hehs whooops! NO OFFENCE ANGEL. =D
perhaps its because i've set too high an expectation eh?
left for ps thereafter. wanted ta get big bird is bday prezzie.
hahaha. landed up at fleshimp. camwhoreeeeeeeeee please.
took like lorryloads of pics. even that friend of baby's took part.
FUNNY FUNNY! i likke (:
left ps w/o geting anything. yet again. hahs
bus rode home but this time, bumped into lester,wendong and few other db guys
yeahh. been ages since i met them. pretty nice.(:
bus rides always taste so yummy with such a yummy companion with me all tha time.
=DD hehs. thanks for sending me home once again boy!

<3s,
cwystal.

PICS tha camwhores took.








tha smile on yur face lets me know that yew need me,
with tha truth in yur eyes saying yew'll neve leave me,
tha touch of yur hands say yew'll catch me whenever i fall,
yew say it best when yew say nothing at all.

when two hearts merged.

when two hearts merged as one.
tha smiles, tha fond memories,tha late nights out,tha phone calls, tha surprises.
all flashed past my mind.
its not all those that mattered,
but tha special ONE who made it happened.
never had i known that he'd be mine nor i'd be his.
i did not plan for it ta happen.
it just happened with feelings so clear and precise.
with a friendship so beautiful blossoming inta one which never wants ta end.
he made my days oh-so beautiful.
brought my downs ta ups.
cooked porridge when i was uber sick thoughh he was sick himself. hahs[my sillyone](:
tried ta plan this very day ta be a HUGE blast yets having to find out that i predicted way long ago. hehs.
sorry boy. i was too thick skinned to have suspected this surprise of yurs.
anyhows, i still luurved it though it was jus merely under some voiddeck.(:
who says void decks aint cool huhh?
thats where we got our very first photo and that song recorded inta yur phone.
HAHA.(:
having pretty much similarities at hand.
im confident enough that we'll go far baby.
being able ta compromise,understand and trust, those 3 shall take us to how far we'll go alright? hand in hand. on tha 19/06/06, our hearts merged as one for as long as we have to. now im glad ta say that im happily attached after like 2 years of getting over certain stuff. yeps.(: CWYSTAL'S got a boyfriend people. and he's sim renfeng russell wahahha.whoops. im soo dead. =x dont sayy i didnt tell yew. cus i just DID. -smirks.

heyy baby gotta tell yew something:even if tha both of us get really busy with either cca or projs, i know we'll still be there for each other. its nort tha quantity of time spent together but tha quality baby. theres still loads more for us ta find out about each other and prolly understand each other better. but i know, no matter how tough its gonna get, i'll stick with yew. =DD yank at me, scream or prolly jus ignore me, im soo gonna budge my way through and make silly faces ta make yew laugh, be yur pillar of support or even yur punching bag. hoho.[ i know people i knoe, esp: LAOYING WANNABE, yur prolly gonna suan me and say yur mao's standing cus of tha super mushy-ness. hahaha. too badd. bet yur gonna say those ta yur eediot too if yur tgt with her eh? -winks]



and ta my milkies, yew gurls will hafta meet this awesome guy of mine.
i know yew'll luurve him yea. hahs. -GRINS.
MORE MEET UPS PLEASEEEEE. yayy.

gurlfwen and bestie acie!! double dates double dates!! yayy. cant wait. miss yew gurls uber uber uber MUCHH.

drea:know yur busy mugging for yur mids. do take good care of yurself alright? i miss yew like LORRYLOADS. cant wait ta tell yew my stories and about my awesome guy. yeps. =D hope ta meet up with yew for coffee or smth tmr. -cross's fingers.


It is Love that gives me purpose
to change and grow and learn.
It is Love that guides me on this path
and helps me choose each turn.

It is Love that gives me courage
to stand against my fears;
to open up my heart to you,
to let you see my tears.

It is Love that gives me trust and hope
when little thing go wrong.
When distance stands between us,
it is Love that keeps me strong.

It is Love that offers harmony
and a friendship that is true.
How wonderful that I can share
a Love like this with you. thanks(:

<3s,
cwystal

holidays FEVER.

finally its tha hols is here but then again a wink and its gonna be so over.
hols been a blast for cwystal. though it was jus home and westmall and busrides. been a fruitful,funloving,extremely rainy one. HAH! ahhh wells. too much ta be said. jus too much. beeen a very lucky girl i guess. having found someone i could rely on. hah!(: watched some korean movie at cathay. AND guess what =.=. tha movie was like friggggin draggy please. hehs heyy mistuh elmo, it aint yur fault. dont apologize again or i'll literally smack yew.(: met YANG YANGG! hahahaha. tha cutest ever lilone whom i reckon anyone on this round earth would wanna cuddle.simple lurve those days. they make me wanna lalaaa. HAHA.(:

okayy guess i miss'd tha gurls too friggin much. normally hols like this, i wld be spending almost everyday with tha milkies, from towning ta dinner at holland v ta esplanade chilling ta sasa's steamboat slmbering ta van's bumming. BAHHHS. darn. everyone's busy with their own life now, some attached, some with school committments, some with emoo-ing, some i do know-they jus disappeared? sobs. taking back all those memories once more ta refresh my memory before it comes a day im nort able to remember what went on during tha past. my MILKONES. thanks for everything gurls. am really grateful ta have met yew.(: tha camp arrived.
[16/06/06]friday.was like kinda looking forward ta it yets there were still holding backs.still dragged myself ta it though.(: able ta spend more time with tha gurls and all. that was all i wanted. ta relieve tha memories. made alot more new friends. tha usual me, jus crack a joke or bring out my sotong self jus makes people roll on tha ground laughing. ALAMAK. =.= camp although had alil resereves but overall, i still enjoyed myself verymuch thoughh my eye gave me a really hard time. left camp at like 7am on tha very last day. told xiu that i was going cus she was jus beside me. didnt wanta wake tha rest up cus all needed tha rest badly and they were all snoozing away eh.hehs. grabbed my stuff and left. bro fetched and my left eye jus cldnt be opened. tha sensational pain in tha eye was jus too much ta bear. cried but it didnt help wash tha pain away. darn. yaya,van and xiu were soo sweet and all though they were really tired too. they helped nurse this sick one. hahs. thanks yea.
got home. slept till about 10am, mummy woke me up and wenta visit tha docs. docs said i've gotten constravilitist. i think thats what its called? =x hehs. ahh wells, its a cut on my eyeball and if nort treated correctly, eye would be gone please. owhh myy. ): gonna be a pirate for like 3 days or so? bahhs somehow lost my friggin appetite too.

spoke on tha phone with elmo during tha waiting time in tha LT. yeahhs. he wasnt feeling too good. didnt know howta console him but jus tried ta make him smile. hahs though it didnt quite work. felt really bad cus i wanted ta help and yets there wasnt anything much i cld do. jus glad that he's feeling much better now and his blog's UP. ahahah. yayy. yew better start BLOGGING more alriight. =DD there were much miss's during camp and all.hehs. dont know who dont know who. -looks around.(:

ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh.my stuupid eye. sorry my dear. real beeeg huge FAT apologies. afraid that am not able ta go ta esplanade tmr. bahhhs. was sooo prepared ta go eh but my darn eye had ta do this ta me. BOOHOOOO.): hope tmr'll be better and if it is, i'll consider going, maybe even step outta tha house. hehs.<3s.

i miss huggles,cuddles and yummy surprises. bahhhhhhhhs.
EHH VANN!!! yur supposed ta teach me yew know yew know during camp.. ohh dearr. sobs.
hahaha. forgetful us.=x

ta tha 3 of yew[yaya,xiu and van]:
thought yew gurls are in tha comm. still appreciate it very much ta make me feel in place. thought things change and all. still <3 yew gurls very much.

XIU:heyy gurl, sorry i cldnt keep yew company during tha night walk in canteen 2. my eye was in deep pain. felt real bad. bahhhs. thanks for all tha companionship gurl and for making me feeel in.<3s

VAN:heyy van van. same goes for yew. for making me feel in. sorry if i've trolubled yew in any way or another yeah. thanks for all tha cold jokes and laughters. HAH! lurve them much much. =D <3s.

YAYA:ehhhs yew kuku. take good care of yur kneww please? wells thanks for all tha concern yew've showered on me. (: for making me feel in too, thanks dearie. for tha cold jokes i missed. HAHA thanks! <3s.


for all those times,
cwystal;cookiem.(:
yew are miss'd sweetheart.<3s

______the rays bore into my skin`

______the rays bore into my skin`

HELLOS ALL!!(: cwystal's in class now. and shiyun's trying ta entertain herself. wahahhaa soo cuuute and JL's munching and munching. ohh myyy. TEMPTING LARHS. boohooo. on a major diet. hahs if nort elmo's nort gonna want this peego anymoreee... riight! =P i know yew would sweetie! anyhows called him few minutes ago before my quiz, wished him all tha best for his java paper. hahs. yew can do it larhs sillyboy.(: confidence yea? though tha call was short, but it felt realy good. likeee.. know wldnt be able ta meet up with him todayy soo yeps. that call was worthwhile. -LUURVES<3s much miss's.

wells heres my emo post again. YAH MEI LEEEEE. -growls miss yew eh. dont knowww whyie tha sudden miss's but yeahs. tha sudden miss's for tha cold jokes and eyecandy-ing. bahhhhs.darn. stuupid assignments are pulling us down. and i dont knowww. just hope we'll start hanging out tgt like before. i cld feel tha distance between us. is it becus of ____ or maybe _____. hah. if someone were ta ask me what were tha more memorable days in poly, i wld have said tha days i had with tha milkies. both good or even badd. bahhhs. late nights, chill outs, stayovers, slumbers. geees. im missing them. remember we made a pact ta goo clubbing tgt? ta volley at tha beach tgt? AHHHHHHHH. XIU XIU AND VAN VAN AND TWINNIE AND SASA. miss yew gurls. HAHAHA enough of cwystal's woes before yew start shutting yur com cus of my irritating emo-ed entry. sorrry eh. jus jus FEEL LIKE EMO-ing CAN. hehs.

and then he's leaving on sat, all tha best yea. shall blog more on it like on thurs or smth. may be catching a movie with him but it all depends if anyone else's gonna tagg along. if theres none, i wont cus someone will get soo jealous HORHH? hahs. okay okay or rather get worried about cwystal. NARHS. am nort gonna make my sillyone worried ehh? (: <3s.

ohhhh noo. jus realised that every paragraph i type,i'll definietly somewhat link him ta it. LOL. whooops! guess thats jus tha feeling when yur in yew know. HOLS HOLS HOLS!. SESAME STREEEEEEEEET SHOWW, ZOOOOOOOOOOO, DVDS, MOVIES like yayy.(:

OWH AND TA MY LIL ONEEE-LIL LAOYING-WANNABE,
hahaha. see yur being mentioned boy!!! happiness huhh?
thanks for cheering me up with yur silly-est ways.
and please stopp quarrelling with yur eediot larhs. hahaha
no good no goood. HARMONY remember? llalalla.
and yew owe me a dinner trip larhs kukuuu. =D
have fun at canoeee yea?


ta my sillyone,
heyy boyy. thanks for sending me home regardless of how late it is or how exhausted yew are. for entertaining me with yur kuku-ness. i knoww. i laugh at everything. ahahha WHICH MEANS yur lucky ehh. someone actually laughs at yur jokes. whooops! =x anyhows be gooood and all tha best for yur ct k?. bus rides are yummy eh? -winks. lurvvveeeeees!

<3s,cwystal

(:

ANOTHER post from cwystal since she hadnt been bloging huhhh. time ta update yew lovelies. mind's been at ease ever since my bloggy's gotten a password. ta keep certain troubles awayy.

on friday, 2june.
hmmms. woke up late. like whoops! =x
didnt attend sam lect. felt that it was totally useless. like wth.
m,aking yew feel aware of yurself. -smacks forehead.
anyhows met up with JL for lunchoes. decided ta have it at sakae.
we ordered a feast please. hahaha. talked and talked until we came ta a point where assignments were raised. i asked.
"heyy have yew finished yur math assignment?"

"uhhhs no. only wrote like less then half a page? monday then hand in whats."-JL

"HUHH?!?! MONDAY?! 2june eh which's like TODAY?!."-me

we freezed. paused. and laughed our arses off. wahahha ohh myy. my dear girl actually thought 2june was monday. tha best part. she was like thinking whyie i was like soo kan joing about handing in tha assignment when due date's on mon. -FAINTS.
i really really think yew need a walking journal ta help yew keep all yur schedules and remind yew about them please. hahs.

it was quite a bad day thoughh. gort pweetaye piss'd off. shant sayy whyie. ended up under blk 56. acc-ed JL ta finish up on her assignment. 4.30pm arrived and she still wasnt done. like ohh myy. soo she decided ta hand in on monday instead. 30% please. thats like ALOT considering we ech-ers do nort have common tests. we rely pweetaye much on projs and quizes. ohh myyy. left ta meet sa in tha lib. i luurve that boyfwen of mine. shes soo caring soo everything. YANYI!! hahaha. yew lucky gurl. am boy am i lucky ta have tha both of yew in my lives too.(:

sotong rang. met sotong and fellow sotongs in tha atrium. sayed for awhile and left for marina square though ded wanted ta get his flops from heeren. poor guy. got dragged along by us. HAH!(:
luurve those sotongs eh. entertaining and of cus very frienly. still owe ded a mango tee. promised ta make him goo fitting in a mng tee. wahhaha.(:
walked around they had their dinner at carls junior and off we set ta esplanade. took a bus home from there.(:
BUSRIDES-my luurve, my adddddddiction.





SAT-3june.
wenta sentosa with sa,yanyi,yenyi and cassandra.
didnt know yenyi was suchha fun babe ta be with! hahs luurve that girl.
yeps. how i luurve bungs as friends. they're really of much fun ta be with. acting like silly monkeys and laughing at every slight thing they do. gees. that was when i began missing him. hahs. yeahh what yew expect!? 2 couples and cwystal being a lightbulb when tha sun was already scorching hot at tha beach. bahhhs. ask';d him along but that sotong jus didnt wanta get tanned. imagine tha contrast. GEES. -growls. hahah. ahh wells. its his choice anyways. no blames.

left, had dinner at pasta mania. gort my satisfactory tann. though its more like a BURNT rather tahen a tann. we gort burnt real bad. gees. my back hurts ta tha core. cant lie w/o any peace due ta tha friction between my skin and tha tee.): BAHHHHS. jus cant stop ouching while i tryta get my sleep. ohh myy. endure cwystal! it'll be over soon. hehs.

met up with sotong at bugis cus he was there ta mugg with his classmates. sa and peeps left ta a bball match at aljunid. crazy fellas. thats like how far can.=D took tha train ta cityhall, got off and took a bus from esplanade AGAIN. hahaha. cus we reckon that buses aint as crowded as tha train.
BUSRIDES home had never been this fun dearie!(:


here're some fun-filled photos yea.<3s













thats about it,
sometimes, i do ponder.
if im doing tha right thing.
someone says, follow yur heart and nort yur mind.
but yew know its tough with people blaming yew.
when yew've made a decision using yur heart.
blaming yew on whyie did yew make this decision and cause another ta suffer.
like wth am i ta do?
whyie nort just tell me ta doo this and nort follow my heart.
if yew really want tha best for me. if yew really care,
then support me instead of being piss'd for tha decision i've made.
-confusedone.

ifailurvefurveyoufou.
<3s,
cwystal
thanks for today too. tha mugging.
do take care of yur health yea.
CANT WAIT FOR THA HOLS!! like yayy. =D