FIRST MNTHY

it was tha process of our relationship,
everything seemed so smooth sailing but with alittle bicker here and there.
could still remember clearly tha day he held my hand,
to this very day he held me tight in his arms assuring me he'll never leave.
frankly, its tha very first time i fall so quickly in lurve.
for those who know me, i take years ta find out if i truely lurve a person.
aint it? hahs.
anyhows drea made me realise smth, it doesnt matter HOW MUCH yew know tha person therefore yew luurve him but it depends on how much yew luurve tha person even if yew know him for a short while.
luurve's amzingly wierd and sometimes unpredictable.
after getting inta this relationship,
it made me stronger and learn to think for another deeper.
its likee, come on cwystal, yur no longer single. hehs
it was 19th july, he reassured me of everything, tha day of our very 1st month.
i know yew people must be like thinking, "AIYAH, 1 month only.. long way more ta go"
but then again, come ta think of it, this 1 month has been a rollercoaster. Tha give and takes, tha laughters and tears caused by each other's actions. alot had taken place and truthfully, its gonna be hard if im asked ta let it go.
i ended really early on friday-19th, thus met up with yanns and sa over at canteen 1. rush'd ta finish his unfinish'd scrap book as i had only gotten tha photos that very day. sa received a call and left saying shes gonna meet her classmate leaving both tha gurls at can 1. minutes laters, yanns MADE me keep the book and photos. HAHAHA that was when i felt suspicious eh.sillygurl. mr sim arrived and sa beside him. he his hands were behind him as though he gort kidnapped. tha next moment, he surprised me with a rose. AHEMS -coughs. likee my baby?! tha super ego-ist holding a flower in school. yew gotta be kidding me mann kinda thang. hahs yeahh. was happy though. we left for atrium tha 4 of us cus yanns was in this NUM modelling thang. was there ta support. (:
sa said she needed ta get stuff at bishan. so tha 4 of us left together as well. and to think i had thought that baby had special plans for tha 2 of us for our 1st monthy. AHHH. was lke thinking, spending 1st mthy in bishan. FWOAHH. soo nice. =.= hahaha. whoops!

okayy. we sat under his block while he went up ta put his thangs and he appearfed with YANG YANG. miss'd him ta tha max eh. (: sooo cute. he went up again and this time, i was blindfolded with his CJ's shirt. thanks uh sa! still say yur borrowing it. LOL. eediot. anyhows was brought ta this far far place called bishan park by yanns. waited and waited till it was dark. yeps. thus, sa took yanns away and russ took me ta some place. yeahh. took out my blinfold and there it was, tha board he took hrs ta complete with candles at tha side. was dumbfolded, didnt know howta react. gees. thanks boy. luurve it!(: and sa made this heart shape and CY in it using tha candles. ms yanns was surprised too. HAH! killing two birds with a stone eh? smartt asses.(:

we then left for j8's ding tai fung. =DD YUMMY. its 100% much much much better than crystal jade i reckon. omg. ordered like chili crab shui jing bao, mince meat shui jing bao, vegetable shui jing bao, noodles, rice blahh blahh. truely awesome. had soo much fun. bet he too had fun esp with tha companionship with yanns and sa. its amazing how sa and baby click soo friggin well. thats good.(: left soon after when yanns took a cabbie home and baby took one with me ta send me home.

that very day, memorable.
with bursting surprises,
increasingly loud laughters,
tears of joy and hugs that never want ta end.
19th june, tha day i held my hand in his,
19th july, our 1st mthy,
it wouldnt have been so awesome,
without this special one in my life,
and thats yew,
russell sim.(:
thank yew.

HAPPY 1st monthy sweetheart<3.=DD