for a life timee...

camp's like tmr. yeahh.
tataa peeg-os.gonna miss yew. blehh
sweethearts like jesslin, zephan. and ian. take care yeaa?(:
OHHH.noe what?! i've nort yet packed myy bagg. -gees.

pssst:ta yeww. yes YEW. and and tha ans's YES. hoho.
stopp grinning like sum eediot pls? hehs.its kindaa obscene. =x
take care pls when im like awayyy.wEe~



runnning awayyy...,
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truth is...

Ran into an old friend yesterday
Caught me by surprise when he called my name
He was a familiar face from a chapter in my past
Talked for a while I smiled at him
Said that he was sein somebody else
Told me this was gonna last showin me her photograph


And all the feelins that I thought were gone
Came rushin back to me at once
Tried to smile and nod the way I felt
But I was thinkin to myself
I never got over you
Wish I was standin in her shoes
And when it's all said and done
Guess i'm still in love with you

Truth is
I never should have let you go
And it's killin cuz now i know
But when it's all said and done
Guess I'm still in love with you
We reminise on the way it used to be
Shared a couple laughs and some memories
Talked about the things that changed
Some for good and some for bad
Then he said good bye and he paid for lunch
Promised that we'd always keep in touch
Then walked away and that was that


Now the truth is it hurts but I know that faults mine
Cuz i'm the one that let you go


Just gotta be honest
I guess I love you

myy daee out with wannymossy.(:

myy date with wannybunny was gorgeous.
yeaps.we went shopping.LOL.
for myy top. yayy. cos i kindaa like destroyed tha top i was like wearingg.
luurve myy new tee.its like soo gawd damnit lovely.(:

ayes.i conclude that s'pore's having like MORE and more transexuals?
-shrugs.reason beingg.was like strolling alongg town with wannybunny when we spotted like SIX of them?.some were pretty wheres others were ahems fuggly? no offence but yeaa there was this shehe whu had like n*pples but didnt wear bra and and and tha best part. shehe looked exactly like a GUY? ahhhh. poor us gort scared-ed awayy. HAHA. urms guys.pls.we begg yew if yew wanna like change yur sex.uhh wear a bra after that alright? thanks.=D

hmmm.walked upp dwn town todaee. did whacky stuffs with wannybunny. took neos. hahs.(:
we changed.yes we did. wanny took out our past neos and compared with tha one we took todaee. yeaps. ooolala.we looked soo diff.hehs.

ayes ended up at ps's pasta mania.cos i was dreaming abt pasta all daee. we sat dwn..looked at tha menuee.crapped alil.LOL. and and uhh i changed myy mind? -blushh. we came up with this dumbb act like wanny getting angry with mi den i'll like chase after her. HAHS. those dumbos in tha restaurant thought it was for real. anihows. we walked back ta town ta meet up with drea.

wells. drea's bro and his gurl are like workingg at california fitness so being darhlings,we agreed ta be toured arnd tha fitness centre so her bro wld like gain commission? yeaps. tha place is like soo kewl.myy gawdd.i wanna take part in tha hiphop and jazz classes!! woohoo..

yayy.cant wait for campp which is like 3 daes awayy.(:

SHOUTOUTS
wanny!! yew've been suchha sweetheart. yayy. myy daee was like reallae FWOAH. hehs. thanks yea? luuurve yeww yea. cant wait for campp and we can like bully lil kiddos!! -smirks.(:

-tha trouble with lurvvee is..-
cryztaL.nic

meetingg.

our very firs outingg.jus zeph,jess and mi.(:
oh wells. it went on p0retty well apart frm ALL tha suanning. hahs.
we watched shall we dance? OMIGAWDD. its like damnit lovely pls. hehs.(: tha dance moves were soo slick and all. hehs.

walked arnd town in tha HOT sunn. ayes. poor zeph. hahs. he was like all covered upp. ayes but i reckon that he looked gorgeous. yeaps. like duhh. my brudda pls. (:
ayes took neos at cine.we were like monkeying abt. hahs. funny!!

bummed arnd till 6.15 when i met up with wanny and we left for kap for deyi sec's camp metting. woohoo!! im like sooo sooo looking forward ta their campp. yayy. goona be "instructor".
HOHO.
almost everyone whu went for tha kota tinggi camp were going for this de yi's campp. lalla. yayy. and uhh HELLO? do i look that funny in myy passport size photo? lols. everyone was like bursting inta laughter when theyy saw it lors. blehh pls.. its myy sec 1 photo lorhs. hahs.=x

ayes meeting ended. ate at kap followed by playing pool at pool factor. met up with tha guys (li chong,woeiginn,simon,shannon and greg). yeaps.

thats abt it.(:

psst:simon!! dunn be THAT shyy larhs k?(: -huggs.

-spread your wings and flyy-
cryztaL.nic

CAMPP.=DD

grrr.blogspot's gettin on crystal's nerves mann.
i typed like a friggin longgg entry out and guess WAD. i clicked ok! den it went blank. what tha hell.blehhs.

anihows. im backk frm kota tinggi!!
omigawdd im like still in tha camp spirit. oooolala. (:
ohh wells. heres whatt i peeeg-out during campp.

21stJAN
we met up at kranji mrt station thinking that there'll be tons and TONS of ppl going for tha camp as well including a comfy lil coach ta bring us ta campsite.
but ohh wels. we found out that we nort only had ta take 170 in and change a couple of buses b4 reaching campsite.we also had like onli 20 members in tha camp. hahs firs word that came ta myy mind.. "PATHETIC". blehhs.

shhh.=x anihows. we dragged our HUGE baggs.urms ok. only drea's and my bags were huge. ohh wadeva..yeahh we dragged our bags ta tha bustop and den off we started our journey ta kota tinggi.yayy.(:

arrived at kota tinggi at abt 11 plus? abee brought us ta our bunk. ooooolala. it was pretty. our bunk was air condition-ed with mattresses and pillows!! hahs. had a lil pillow fight as well as ALOT of sneezes here and there. ohh boyy! though we had air con, tha bunkk was dustyy.friggin dusty i mean.

all of us were like soo energetic and all. hahs cldnt slp soo we ended upp playing bangg bangg,007 and heart attack. LOL. yeahh was pretty fun seeing ppl get bang-ed and all.

there came tha point of time when all of us felt slppy and went ta oinkk. alright alright. we didnt quite oinkk and soo. we ended upp saying ghost stories and all. luke and his hillvieww storyy etc. eugene was trying ta gett attention. oh pls eugene. -GLARES. hahs.

22nd JAN
ayes drea,wanny and mi were tha firs ta wake upp! lols. omigawdd. i was like tha firs one ta bathe lors and IMAGINE k.
bathingg in icyy coldd water at abt 6.15 in tha morning? ahhhhhh. i didnt even thinkk of dumpingg my headd into tha water lors. -.-" we were like hopping screaming jumpingg abt. LOL funny.(:

ran like 3km for pt.hahs ayes i hv nort run for like ages and all of tha sudden i've ta run like 3km!? lols. achievement. yayy! ayes daee was packed with lots of activities. frm team building ta lame games ta number tapping. myy campmates are nothing but oolala FUN FUN FUN. (: *thumbs upp!

ayes we then proceeded ta tha rainforest for trekking. our fear of gettin sucked by leeches was like at tha PEAK. gawdd. we stepped in swamps and stuff. onli when we reached our final destination. took off our shoes. eeeeek!! uhh i saww like 3 leeeches stucked on myy ankle?. -shrugs. i was seriously frankly traumatised. goshh.

aiyahh. i admit i was pretty dumbb thoughh. i jus kept hopping and screaming hoping that they'll come off mi. hahs. TADAA! myy heroes save tha daee. lols abee and neth pulled them out for mii. thanks mr heores. (:

RAFTING.
lols.that was fun.our grp stole tha other grp's red pipe without them knowing. HAHS. soo kuku. =D ohh we were told ta build our very own raft. as usual tha gurls stood aside and let tha guys do tha job. and and when our raft was done, i jus sat in tha middle and let tha guys move tha raft. howw smart can crystal be huhh? -chuckles.

anihows. tha other grp's raft was like sinking. howw kewt. stewart was like so nort sitting on tha raft alrdy lorhs yet he still kept on paddling. awwww.

CAMPFIRE
our campfire was truely interestingg. it was like held in tha pool? hahs. tha guys are like soo gu niang can. lols. scared of cold larhs. alamak. we gurls jus jumpped in.-SPLASHH.

yeahh. drea's grp did this waterboys dance and william hung dance. whereas ours was pretty lame i mus admit. hahaa. jus cant stopp luffing while thinking backk.=x

we did tha fwenship dance. yeahh lame rytes? LOL. learnt neww cheers,did our butt shakingg punishment.yeaps thats abt it.

drea,wanny and mi went ta abee and gerri's rm ta bathe. SHOIK. lols. theree was like heater pls. yummy.tha others were watching teevee when we finished bathing.went ta bedd after that.(:

LAST DAY.23rd jan.
wells. our 6km pt was cancelled. gawd noes whyiee but yeaa we did sprinting and pumping instead.cooled dwn at tha pool after that.then it was time ta sae our guudbyes. yeahh myy cheeks were rosyy!! yayy.=DD

anihows. we took a cabb ta kota tinggi plaza where we had our lunchh and den ta cityplaza. ayes cityplaza is GORGEOUS. being shopaholics., we grabbed every single minute ta shopp. lols. i bought like 3 tops and a pair of slippers? luurve them! (:
left tha area at abt 6.30? yeaps.-home sweet home sweethearts.-

THANKS.
heyy ppl. thanks for all tha B-E-A-Utiful memories yew guys hv engraved in my life. i mean. though tha camp was that extravagent with tons of ppl, it was soo cosy and warm. yeahh.

ta tha suaners(eugene,luke,woeiginnandshannon)---> i suggest yew guys goo n soak yurself in tha suana larhs. -GROWLS. and stopp suanning mi.grrr.

ta tha gurls(drea,wanny,dionne)-->yew gurls hv been truely amazingg. i luurve yew gurls yea?. thanks for beingg there for mi manns. much muchh appreciated. -huggs.

ta tha quiet ones-->ayes speak up more PLS?.hehs yew can tap mi on tha shoulder and go like HELLOS! (: i wldnt mindd yea?.

ta abee and gerri--->yew guys were like soo nyce? great great ppl i mus saee. i've learnt a hell lot yea. thanks.luurve yew!! (:

-drowns in her slpp-
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babyy wun yew tell mi whyie..

ohh wells. went for open houses n stuff. hahs
nyce joe brought jess and mi arnd nyp.
we came ta a conclusion that poly has lil guud lookin peeps. HAHS.
yeahh. was like hopingg ta meet up with jere n aloyy. cos its lik its been ages since we've last met.left nyp for townn.

walked arnd taka while waiting for abel. lols. went ta look zeph upp. awwww. he sells FLOWERS!! howww adorable. LOLS. (:

hmm.went ta paragon guess ta findd jess's guess skirt. but as usual. cldnt findd it. head'd ta cine ta eat. ohh ohh! met randall there. hahs. its like sooo soo coincidental? i mean. we're always bumming inta each other whenever we're in town. oooolala.

met up with mummy cos she wanted ta check this shop out at far east. LOL. like fwoah. firs time. normally it'll be wisma or blahh blahh. cldnt quite believe my ears when she told mi she wanted ta go ta far east. walked arnd. ended up at ps's secret recipe for dinner. *licks. geees. it was SINFUL.=/

anihows.towning with jess and clique's uber fun. goshh. i luurve them lorrryloads manns. thanks peeeg-os. gees. im like leavin for msia tmr at abt 6.hais. gonna miss everyone. take care pls when im gone?. yeeaps. prayy that i wun fall dwn sum dumb hill or sink in sum river. LOL. =x luuurve yew ppl. ayes. i'll be back. (:

-babyy wun yew tell mi whyiee-
cryztaL.nic

movingg on.

movingg on stinks.
been tryingg ta froget abt our past. abt everythang.
been askingg myself whyie im avoiding him and stuff.
i dunnoe whyie. godd please help mi.please.
i know im deceiving myself.see-ing him happy's jus wadd i reallae wann.im contented.
i mean. i noe he aint happy when he was with mi. and so i let go.
there he went.soaring into tha sky. take care.
i'll miss yew. ))x


backk frm camp/lindey's chalet/sp prom.

SP PROM.
ohhh mann. fun's fun i mus saee.
they turned tha hall inta a disco ballrm.
everyone let off they hair and danced till tha moonlight lit.
each songg held a similar tune yet different meanings.
danced with tha ftp gurls.boo.and sum other peeps.
myy gawd.guys are horny arent they?.hahs.
turned mi off pls.they tried their luck on mi but AWW too badd.took no effect on crystal. (:
lotsa pics were taken when tha party was over. OHH OHH did i mention. there was this kewt guy there. hahs. -grins. yeaa he reminded mi of -yew noe whu-.


CHALET.
ooolala.jesslin and mi hitched a ride ta lindey's chalet after sp.
ayes.met up with lindey and hoe ann.
hahs we waited at tha bus lane for like half an hr all thanks ta crystal.
heees.=x
its like theyy asked mi ta check wad time's tha last bus. and so i went and returned saying tha last bus's at 11.
we waited and waited frm 10 ta 10.30.
till then. we decided ta take a cabbie instead. passed by tha board and it read "LAST BUS:10."
muuahahaha.theyy almost slaughtered mi. -pheww.
reached chalet.abel,jack and zeph were like pretendingg ta slp. lols. dumbarses. wanted ta pretend but fell aslp in tha end. left us stranded outside with sjc gurls staring at us.
oh wells. their rms are uber UBER neat. im impressed.-thumbsup-(:

we crapped thru out tha two nites. played daidee and sloww motion heart attack. zeph is jus sooo soo gawd damn adorable. hahs. he looks jus like abel. even tha wayy theyy behave mann. its like FWOAH. ((x

chalet was amazingly great.thanks guys.lurvveee yew lorrryloads.



CAMP.
wells. left for camp after chalet. ahhhh
was like friggin tired.
camp fuud stinks larhs. myy gawd. =.=
quite a few went backk thoughh sum were sent home. tha new principal sucks pls.
new faces.new kiddos.
hais. damn. i miss sch. i miss gettin caught by jerome tan. i miss shoutingg across tha class. i miss charging my hp in class. i miss dem'.
we went for supper at al amin. ok. im gonna be racist now alright. they suckk larhs. i meann. indian. wad tha hell. mean ppl. made us wait like for an hr for a meal. crapp.
hais. tha 12 of us took cabbies backk ta schh and gort locked outside.
GRRR. tha guard didnt allow us in pls. called kit lee. she didnt pick up her fone.
we were at dired straits when tha guard finally allowd raynold in ta get a tcher.
in tha end we entered at abt 2?.yeahh we manged get in. had planned ta playy floorball but wells. as usual she broke her promise.

ended up playing dai dee and lyingg at tha cupola.staring at tha stars. they they they're so preeety. yumms. [[licks*//. it reminded mi of urms him..

left camp.and we went ta plaza ta hv our breakfast.(: great memories will nvr be forgotten sweethearts. luurve y'all. ((x


-time ta movee on-
cryztaL.nic


pssst:ta that sumone.
thanks for tha 1 yr and 1 mth.
fond memories. take care. ((x

im backk. ((x

yayy.
com's backk from tha hospitaLLLLLL. ((x
yummy.poly orientation was fun.
fwenshipp greww frm there.
special thanks ta these people whu spiced my my pretty life. (:
[zelly,wen,conz,ian,may,iris,ritz,ter,jess and blah blahh]
luuurveee yew peeeg-os lorryloads.

anihows. went crashin MI with ian ytd. muuahaha.
somehoww it turned out great. though we almost gort caught. yeaa
ian's suchha suann-er.GRRR
-glares-.met upp with jas and gladys. weee. boii it was awesome ta feel like im backk in schh once again ((x


im im im im im IMM soo tiredd.
-cryztaL.nic.-


if onli things didnt turn out this wayy. YEW.=/

yur all that i need..

went town after work.
dae sucked.
miss-ed yew. yeahh.
thats abt it.
luurve all.


-fixing a broken heart-
cryztaL.nic

missin yew..

shopp'd at taka and wisma.
bought urms
this tube top frm guess and another frm morgan.
they're pretty.
((x

wels bought a top for mummy frm warehouse cos i've jus gotten my firs payy. and yeaa gotten a denim jacket frm there as wels.

gees.time pass'd reallae fast.had dinner and head'd for home.


-miss-in yew real badd-
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town-ing with dreaa.(:

its been pouringg dae after daee.when wil it ever stop? *pouts.
hellos.(:
attended patricia and nicholas's wedding todaee.yeeap
pat looked amazingly gorgeous while nic? =.= uhh im sorry ta saee this but he looked like a chief of this mafia gang.he was dress-ed ALL in white.yuck yuckk. and yeah of all colours. his hair was golden? helppp mi pls.HEES

hmm had lunchh reception after tha mass.myy dearest bro em-ceed tha thang. didnt realise that he was THAt corneh.=.= yeahh. people were like warning mii.
"heyy crystal.. make sure yew do nort get yur bro ta emcee yur wedding if NORT yur so gonna be in deep shyte.".hahs. yeahh! i thought soo too. *HINTS

oh wels.it pourred again.met drea after that and we went TOWNINGG.yayy.(: treated drea ta a movie."kungfu hustle." howw dumbb can we get? we didnt even noe tt it's a cheena movie until we sat dwn. HAHS. yeeah it was farneh. NONO.tha showw wasnt exactly tt farneh but tha guyy nxt ta drea was darn farneh. he'd luff at non-farneh parts and go like."woahh! or HAHA den -silence-." its reallae HAHA.nth longerr. he's one wierdgoat.(:

ohh ohh! we went shopppping! (: dreaa bought a mambo pants and mi? a fleshimp top. wanted ta buyy more stuff but wels. cldnt find anitinx nicee. left for cine after that. we walked and walked. hmmm. saww this famous butchh or smth. LOL. yeahh.

chilled at cine's burger kingg.took loads of fotos.and tadaa.! home sweeet home.(:

in tha bus.OMIGAWD. we foundd seats!! yayy. yeahh.due ta longer legs. we cant exactly fit into every seat.hahs.bad badd. i sangg drea tha NOEL songg! woohoo.its soo kewt.. i bet yew'll luuurve it! especially with crystal's lovely voice..muuhahaha =x

**ta wrapper:heyy didnt exactly noee wadd i didd. myy fone went flat and yeaa. borrowed drea's fone. hais. i noe yew yew yew're nort gladd with mi. nort happy. mus be wondering whyie's it always happening?! heyy.like i want it ta happen? hais. pls cheeer upp.pls be piss'd no more.i misss yew. i reallae do.take caree.=/


-had lorryloads of fun-
cryztaL.nic (:

jus felt like cryingg out loudd.):

its jus so shityy.
its new yr's eve and im at home.):
whyie's mummy jus soo self-centred.stinkks larhs.

she went ta my work place ta findd mi.took mi ta highh tea.went for like a friggin 15 mins shopping spree.wad tha. toldd her i wanted ta goo.wanted ta goo celebrate new yr's eve with fwens.but she jus cldnt be less bothered.sayingg tt daddy's pissed with mi and stuff.

jus cldnt understandd WHYIE.i noe shes worried abt guys goingg abt town gropping gurl's arses and boobs and wadsoever.but but.i'll be with both guys and gurls.surely tha guys will protect us ryte?. each time i tried ta pop tha qns abt mi goingg ta findd my fwens firs and headd ta grandpa's after tt.she'd saee "speak ta yur dadd".

and i fell for it.nort once but twice thrice.): im hurt.i mean.wads her reason behindd this.i listened ta her and went home together with them.YEAH and noww?!. im like at home slpping awayy.i cld hv spent a hell lotta time in town.wad tha hell. wads tha diff of mi spendingg my time in twn and then at grandpa's then comingg home ta SLEEP den ta grandpa's.mummy i jus dun understandd. figured out tt it wasnt daddy whu didnt allow mi in twn.it was mummy. wad tha flower.):
i wann him.i wan yewww baddly.breaking dwn inside.i wanna goo out with my fwens. i wanna! myy cuzzies are such a bore apart frm tha couple of them.hais. this is gonna be tha worst new yr ever.I SWEAR.)':


-wash'd awayy-
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