dragged myself off tha bed at like 8.30 and realised i was late. HEEHEE. was supposed ta like meet drea and grace at bb macs for our lil gathering ta fill each other up with juicy news. yeahhs.
had loads of fun. everyone had that JUS-WOKE-UP look. ohh my. howw cute.(: missed those days.
anyhows we talked and walked arnd. ended up at coffeee bean's sofa. plunged ourselves down as we wait for enn ta call.okayy. enn came and we headed for town. drea,enn and me. drea was going ta schh though and we kinda acc-ed her til her sch's bus stop and switched a bus ta town. ohh wells. enn and me tha two beeegest kuku-s of tha day didnt know that we had ta get down tha bus with drea. and soo, we ended upp having a jungle trail. WAHAHHA. had fun my dear!(: never in my entire life have i missed a bus stop and yet having to walk back ta tha previous through a lil jungle. my my. drea was laughing her ass off when she saww us walking backk.
okayy.drea's friend amanda was hilarious pls. she came out ta meet us and YEAHH. jus cldnt stopp teasing drea. ohh my.(: nice meeting yew girl. thus went ta dino's for steamboat and teppanyaki.
): another few pounds added. damn! wells. his doggs are frigging superrr REALLY adorable. yeaah!. yew must be wondering... aint cwystal scared of dogs? narhs. his are like sooo friendly.(: wells i picked up one of tha puppies and laid it on my arms. its no beeger than my palm yea. imagine. howww cute can it be? heees. within minutes. it jus fell deep into slpp in my arms. ohh my. i didnt dare ta like make a single move, being afraid ta wake it up.
we ate and ATE and ATE. wahahha. was like seriously bloated. thus sasa's parents came and gave enn and me a lift home. thanks sasa!(:
howw can i nort luure tha milkies huhh?
-condensed,
cwystal.<33
Friday, September 30, 2005
Tuesday, September 27, 2005
yeaps.
ta yew:its nort that i keep changing topic.
wells yew know that everythang have a reason. and so here i am ta explain.
i keep changing topic so that i can direct yur thoughts elsewhere.
yew think im that crazyy as everyone thinks.
narhs im nort. i may seem tha wildest and hilarious lil thang on earth.
but this isnt quite me. yeahh. people do have patience and mine may wear out soon.
i want ppl ta know that theres a serious side of me.
cus i know that once i flare.it'd be bad. letting yew guys tease and all make yew ppl happy and i dont mind it at all. but yeahhs. yew can still talk ta me if yew wanna. cus i still do care. dont sayy nvm cus i know theres still smth clinging over there waiting for someone ta hold on to it. yeaps. i wanna know whats actually going on and being kept in suspense sucks yeah. nort that im suchha kpo or whats but im concerned. yur my darh pls!.=/
thanks for todayy. was really REALLy happy yew came down. ask van, how depressed i was when she said yew werent gonna be coming down todayy. blehhs. silly me eh. ohh wells. missed enn i guess? (:
am still around,
cwystal.
wells yew know that everythang have a reason. and so here i am ta explain.
i keep changing topic so that i can direct yur thoughts elsewhere.
yew think im that crazyy as everyone thinks.
narhs im nort. i may seem tha wildest and hilarious lil thang on earth.
but this isnt quite me. yeahh. people do have patience and mine may wear out soon.
i want ppl ta know that theres a serious side of me.
cus i know that once i flare.it'd be bad. letting yew guys tease and all make yew ppl happy and i dont mind it at all. but yeahhs. yew can still talk ta me if yew wanna. cus i still do care. dont sayy nvm cus i know theres still smth clinging over there waiting for someone ta hold on to it. yeaps. i wanna know whats actually going on and being kept in suspense sucks yeah. nort that im suchha kpo or whats but im concerned. yur my darh pls!.=/
thanks for todayy. was really REALLy happy yew came down. ask van, how depressed i was when she said yew werent gonna be coming down todayy. blehhs. silly me eh. ohh wells. missed enn i guess? (:
am still around,
cwystal.
cant slpp.
i aint gort any idea whyie cant i slp. tried tucking myself ta bed but it seems like no avail.
wells. good night peegos. ta those impt in my life: yes yew. hopefully eveythang's alright. i wanna see tha old chirpy yew again.): cwystal luurves yew alright. yeapps.
and when i look into yur eyes,
i see an angel in diguise,
sent from god above
for me ta lurve,
ta lighten up yur load...
if theres anything,i'll be right here.(:
luurve,
cwystal.
wells. good night peegos. ta those impt in my life: yes yew. hopefully eveythang's alright. i wanna see tha old chirpy yew again.): cwystal luurves yew alright. yeapps.
and when i look into yur eyes,
i see an angel in diguise,
sent from god above
for me ta lurve,
ta lighten up yur load...
if theres anything,i'll be right here.(:
luurve,
cwystal.
AM seriously worried.
bubbles keep forming and questions keep popping outta nowhere.im worried. i know yur gonna sayy yur fine and all. yeaps. perhaps i should jus shhh and mind my own business. but then again. yew were there when i needed someone. yew were like my lil "jie", myy confidant. noww here i am. wanting ta let yew know that i can be yur listening ear too.i know yur nort alright even when yew sayy yew are. tha tears kept behind yur smiles. i know yur nort fine.gosh. i know yur gonna call me a crybaby cus when i chanced upon yur entry, my tears jus fell no doubt. yeap. its because i care. wanna let yew know that however busy yew are with yur schh work and projs. yew'll still be miss'd and in our lil HEARTS<3.
days we had will nort be forgotten.
lorryloads of luurve,
cwystal.
days we had will nort be forgotten.
lorryloads of luurve,
cwystal.
Monday, September 26, 2005
i still luurve yew.
tears shed. all becus of someone else. ahhh crapp.
heyy gurlfwen. stand upp strong yeah.(: i know yur one strong gurl. yeahhs still luurve yew eh.no doubt. its through these nasty obstacles along tha wayy that make friendships stronger aint it? silly gurl. yur being missed.(: MISS yew ehh gurlfwen.
anyhows.tha past entry was nth. ignore it ppl.
wells jus two days backk. we had chilling out session at van's. ohh my dear gurl was soo nice cus she supplied all tha drinks and stuff. who could be more generous than that eh? -winks. her chilling room was was PWEETAYE. tha colours and tha music was jus good enough ta make yew wanta STAY there and nort move a bit.hehs. wells tha gurls kinda gort outta tha room and headed towards van's crib cus we didnt wanta drink. ahh wells. we had our lil girly sessions and all. thats what i call MILK outing eh.(: jus slacking and doing practicaly nth.
soon after. all started oinking other than enn,me and dino. WAHAHA boy am i proud.=D i was still jumping about cracking jokes when ppl started waking up. ohh my. left for home at about 7 plus and -poofs off ta bedd i go.(:
THA family: thanks for that loevly day yea. i very much enjoyed myself.(: wanna have moree chilling out sesssions eh! luurves.
milkies:heyy. what more can i sayy?i luurve yew gurls. thanks and MILLIONS of them yea. yew've been awesome and nothing else can seriously rawk my lil world.
gurlfwen:heyy babe. know yew have attachment and all. hope yur taking good care of yurself. and heyy doo enjoy yurself yea? yur miss'd by every single one of us. <33
yew:yew know what i wanna sayy. yeaps. take care yeaa.-hugs.
lorryloads of LURVE,
cwystal
heyy gurlfwen. stand upp strong yeah.(: i know yur one strong gurl. yeahhs still luurve yew eh.no doubt. its through these nasty obstacles along tha wayy that make friendships stronger aint it? silly gurl. yur being missed.(: MISS yew ehh gurlfwen.
anyhows.tha past entry was nth. ignore it ppl.
wells jus two days backk. we had chilling out session at van's. ohh my dear gurl was soo nice cus she supplied all tha drinks and stuff. who could be more generous than that eh? -winks. her chilling room was was PWEETAYE. tha colours and tha music was jus good enough ta make yew wanta STAY there and nort move a bit.hehs. wells tha gurls kinda gort outta tha room and headed towards van's crib cus we didnt wanta drink. ahh wells. we had our lil girly sessions and all. thats what i call MILK outing eh.(: jus slacking and doing practicaly nth.
soon after. all started oinking other than enn,me and dino. WAHAHA boy am i proud.=D i was still jumping about cracking jokes when ppl started waking up. ohh my. left for home at about 7 plus and -poofs off ta bedd i go.(:
THA family: thanks for that loevly day yea. i very much enjoyed myself.(: wanna have moree chilling out sesssions eh! luurves.
milkies:heyy. what more can i sayy?i luurve yew gurls. thanks and MILLIONS of them yea. yew've been awesome and nothing else can seriously rawk my lil world.
gurlfwen:heyy babe. know yew have attachment and all. hope yur taking good care of yurself. and heyy doo enjoy yurself yea? yur miss'd by every single one of us. <33
yew:yew know what i wanna sayy. yeaps. take care yeaa.-hugs.
lorryloads of LURVE,
cwystal
Thursday, September 22, 2005
yew make me mad.
i came ta realisation that my stupid childish thinking that at least there are people who go for character and nort just looks. pweetaye much so. i was proven wrong. freakkks. i hate yew. dont ask me who. anyhows. yeap found out some stuffs which i shldnt have huhh. dont ask. thanks. wells. hope yew had FUN that day. if friendship's all about hiding one corner and afraid of letting yur budds know. i;'d rather we nort be friends. yeahhs. YEW. am pweetaye hurt. cwystal dislikes people who keep lying ta her. gawd. fine if yew dont mean anything ta her. but if yew do mean ALOT its soo gonna hurt yea. yeaps. anyhows ta YEW: aint sure if i saww tha wrong thang or read tha wrong thang. but i think i know what had happened.unless i came ta tha wrong conclusion. no use covering dearie. yeaps. TATAA.
ps:dont ask me about this entry. jus wanting ta let out my frustrations.
ps:dont ask me about this entry. jus wanting ta let out my frustrations.
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
dont leave.
my mind went blank for that moment.
that moment i was told yew were leaving.
nort sure whyie's this happening.
but i was pweetaye sure it didnt feel good.
i gort mself ta settle down for awhile
and flashes of us jus went past.
tha tears and laughters.
yew were leaving ta somewhere far.
through tha months we had.
i've never regretted.
though our hearts cant be one.
but just wanna thank yew for tha lovely times we had.
im nort attached neither am i in lurve with someone else.
jus that tha silly yew cant get it right.
im still right here for yew ta capture me.
all along i was here.
jus that yew cant see me or maybe i've ben hiding too well ta let yew feel me.
now that i know that everythang's coming ta an end.
with yew leaving.
i shall tell yew.
i still do feel and yearn for those times we once had.
**take care when yur gone. yeaps. new environment new people. gotta stay strong yea. 'misses. urms. ask leon what we've chatted about ytd.
that lil gurl who once said shes shifted is still there waiting for her lil pwince.(:,
cwystal.
that moment i was told yew were leaving.
nort sure whyie's this happening.
but i was pweetaye sure it didnt feel good.
i gort mself ta settle down for awhile
and flashes of us jus went past.
tha tears and laughters.
yew were leaving ta somewhere far.
through tha months we had.
i've never regretted.
though our hearts cant be one.
but just wanna thank yew for tha lovely times we had.
im nort attached neither am i in lurve with someone else.
jus that tha silly yew cant get it right.
im still right here for yew ta capture me.
all along i was here.
jus that yew cant see me or maybe i've ben hiding too well ta let yew feel me.
now that i know that everythang's coming ta an end.
with yew leaving.
i shall tell yew.
i still do feel and yearn for those times we once had.
**take care when yur gone. yeaps. new environment new people. gotta stay strong yea. 'misses. urms. ask leon what we've chatted about ytd.
that lil gurl who once said shes shifted is still there waiting for her lil pwince.(:,
cwystal.
Thursday, September 15, 2005
surprises no more.(:
URGH. cwystal's typing this once more. after tha whole thang went bank when i was done with it. sobs.
wells.all everyone had read my previous entry,i was indeed depressed and all. cus it was like fwens are all mugging for exams,besties busy or cant go out. all tha lil excuses just started popping out. bahhs. yeaps
my dayy started like this.."heyy cwystal.im at yur house's doorstep". ohh my. i was like bathing and all larhs. hahs. though i was late or smth cus i was supposed ta meet enn for a movie at 3. yeahhs. enn stood at my doorstep with this really huge camping bag. she looked suuper cute eh. hahs(:
yeap she came in. put down her stuff and i dressed upp and all. being tha usual her, she landed herself on my bed and didnt move. LOL. peeego. when i was done and all, she made me plunge myself on tha bed and watch a slideshow on my lappy. alrighty. pics and words appeared. ohh my. pweetaye.(: memories and photos of all tha times we spent appeared. i was speechless eh. yeaps tears just started flowwing out. touched i must sayy. yeapps. darh then passed me this lil box containing this pair of really cute earrings. hahs. luurve them eh! -huugs.
okay enough said. was late for movie cus we left home at like 3.05 and tha movie was supposed ta start at 3? like OMG. whahaha walked under tha scorching sun with enn complaining of the heat. lols. how gu niang. =DD
anyhows enn made me buy kfc for lunchos whereas she "draw money". hahs. yeahh. told me ta wait for her outside kfc and i did. jus then, enn appeared with a HUGE sunflower in her hand. wahaha.(: howw sweet. hehs. surrprised i was. yeahh rushed up ta tha cinema.
hmmms, got in and made ourselves comfy. when i was all engrossed in tha show, enn suddenly popped a cake outta nowhere. seriously, i had no idea where it came from. gees. gurl. yur GOOD! -winks. hehs. tha candle jus lited up tha whole theatre and enn was like singing ta me tha bday song.softly.(:
hehs.thought tat was tha end of my surprise. narhs. -shakes head. that wasnt it. we then ended up at tha arcade. wahahha. YEAHH. tha arcade. a place where i've nort stepped into for decades. tha kid in us just appeared and boyy! we had loads of fun. just tha two of us.(:
yeaps. was supposed ta meet thai susu,gurlfwen,ed my bro and sa sa for dinner at essential brew at hollang v. ohh wells. yen and susu said they'd be late. so went ta essential brew firs. gort a place sat down. and took a quick glanced of tha whole area. omg larhs. tha atmosphere was soo pweetaye. with candles lited up and dimed lights. tha ideal place for chilling.(: wells sasa and me sat down while ed and enn went ta tha bathroom. minutes later, enn came out and pulled me into this dark room. lols. was like wondering what was she trying ta do. geees.
"SUURPRISSEEE.!!"balloons started flying and a candle lited up. people started singing tha bday song. the light came on and familiar faces appeared. my closest ones were all there.(: ohh my. tears started welling up my eyes and that lil thang in me jst started breaking down and i cried. yeahs. touched i was. all tha lil excuses they gave me for nort being able ta celebate with me were all lies. HAH! liars eh one by one.(: besties! were there. thought theyy really cldnt make it. almost died when they said they aint spending today with me. hehs.=x oops!
wells.we fooled around. monkeyed here and there. photos and photos taken. ohh my. iluurve all my fwens.(: called mummy up ta ask her ta come over ta foot tha bill cus i felt that i should give them a treat for all tha effort they have put in. but being tha silly me, i gave it all awayy. enn made tha move way before i could notice. DAMN! hmphf.
wells, timo,louis,jas,greg,shannon,drea,grace left earlier. yeahh and PART 2 started. wahhaha. daddy bought us lanterns and sparklers. ohh myy. howw adorable eh. we set off for a playground near holland v. played catching and blind mice till everyone was perspiring like cows. hahs.(:
off we left for home.
reached home and saww this beeeg teddy with a flower. hahs! mr shamfull gave me a surprise too.ohh my. thanks yeaa.(: sweet sweeet.
anyhows. special messages for tha special ones who have made footprints permanent in my life.
drea:.heyyy bestie. know that we're worlds apart. i still seee tha bond in us. that very fire which has never died from tha start. yeapps. yew've given me sucha huge surprise eh. thought yew were seriously mugging in sch. -GROWLS. wells thanks for everythang. for taking tha effort ta make today possible. yeaps. i luurve yew bestie. i really do.(: 6 years of our precious friendship can never be replaced. -huugs
grace:heyy bestie. yeaps. thanks eh for planning this with enn. yeahh. know i've caused major headaches ta tha both of yew. sorry eh. hahs. =x planning parties aint that easy afterall eh?(: thanks for todayy for everything. for tha thangs that yew've done for me. yeaps. though we dont spend as much time like during sec sch days. i still see that bond in us ever growing.(: luurve yew yea.
yanping:heyy thanks for all tha lil gifts yew've showered on me.realy appreciate those lil thoughts and concerns yea? from cough medicine ta chocs. yeahhs.(: thanks for todayy too. yeaps. for tha jigsaw which yew took hrs and hrs ta complete. yeeap. luurve it ta bits. THANKS.
milkies:heyy gurls, thanks for all tha beautiful memories yea. tha cranky times and silly moments. life in poly wldnt be soo easy and fun without yew gurls.(: from ta very day i met yew, i knew that somehow our friendship wld be soo true. tha lil something in us made it all soo special. perhaps it as fated that our paths wld cross. perhaps it was my blessing from god that i'd meet such precious angels like yew gurls.(: thanks for today thanks for everyday.(: -LUURVE
owh owhh!1 cant wait for camp! woohoo. hah
gurlfwen: heyy yen.thanks for cheering up my days with that silliness in yew. hahs.(: yeeaps. its really nice having someone soo similar in poly life.yeahh. luurve yew lorryloads gurlfwen. we'll go through all tgt yea? -cross fingers. luurve!
ta my ex sec sch mates like timooo,louis,greg,shannon,jas: heyy budds. 4 yrs of friendship actually led us ta where we are right now.(: yeaps know we dont spend time tgt often but its like each time we get tgt, there'll be endless num of topics ta talk about. thanks for coming down todayy. yeahh. was very VERY shocked ta see yew guys there.esp.jas. hehs. thanks for tha prezzie!! tha tee's uber cute and and and tha card! WAHAHAHA. scared tha shit outta me mann. sooooo hilarious larhs.(: luuurve. shall hang out soon k?
ta ed,kang,susu and gong:heyy.really gladd knowing yew guys and heyy bet we'll have greated fun as we get ta know each other better and with more outings.(: thanks for everythang. and ta ed,thai susu and kang, thanks for today and tha prezzie.(:
and ta tha one who made this happen. tha special one in my life...
MY DARH ENN: heyy gurl.thanks for today thanks for all tha beautiful memories. thanks for practically EVERYTHANG. yeaps. thoughts jus keep coming in but its soo wierd that it disappears when i wanna type them down. anyhows. thanks for taking tha effort ta take time off yur busy and hectic schedule jus ta plann my bday and all. am greatly touched.(: tha lil surprises; tha sunflower,tha earrings,tha cake,tha prezziestha HUGE surprise. ahhhh. am soo overwhelmed by tha luurve and efort yew've put in. it was a sucess gurl. yes it was.(: i enjoyed myself soo much and it has left an ENORMOUS impact in my life. thanks for everythang darh. for stepping into my life.perhaps this is all destined with god sending an angel like yew ta guide my way through life.im soo grateful ta have met yew and on tha 17th year of my life.(: special as it seems. yew'll always remain as someone special ta me.luurve yew darh. for who yew are and for all that yew've given me.(:
shamfull:heyy.thanks for tha prezzie yea? was surprised eh. HAHA.(: silly! wells. i know i know, i still owe yew a movie. hahs. shall see about that. wahaha =x -winks
ta all that i didnt mention: thanks for all tha bday blessings and wishes. be it LONG,short,tiny or beeeg, its tha thought that counts aint it? (:. thanks a million. luurve!
ta those who cldnt make it down today: heyy its alright yea? BUT YEW OWE ME100g of cookies. wahahha. kidding.(: yeaps
wells.all everyone had read my previous entry,i was indeed depressed and all. cus it was like fwens are all mugging for exams,besties busy or cant go out. all tha lil excuses just started popping out. bahhs. yeaps
my dayy started like this.."heyy cwystal.im at yur house's doorstep". ohh my. i was like bathing and all larhs. hahs. though i was late or smth cus i was supposed ta meet enn for a movie at 3. yeahhs. enn stood at my doorstep with this really huge camping bag. she looked suuper cute eh. hahs(:
yeap she came in. put down her stuff and i dressed upp and all. being tha usual her, she landed herself on my bed and didnt move. LOL. peeego. when i was done and all, she made me plunge myself on tha bed and watch a slideshow on my lappy. alrighty. pics and words appeared. ohh my. pweetaye.(: memories and photos of all tha times we spent appeared. i was speechless eh. yeaps tears just started flowwing out. touched i must sayy. yeapps. darh then passed me this lil box containing this pair of really cute earrings. hahs. luurve them eh! -huugs.
okay enough said. was late for movie cus we left home at like 3.05 and tha movie was supposed ta start at 3? like OMG. whahaha walked under tha scorching sun with enn complaining of the heat. lols. how gu niang. =DD
anyhows enn made me buy kfc for lunchos whereas she "draw money". hahs. yeahh. told me ta wait for her outside kfc and i did. jus then, enn appeared with a HUGE sunflower in her hand. wahaha.(: howw sweet. hehs. surrprised i was. yeahh rushed up ta tha cinema.
hmmms, got in and made ourselves comfy. when i was all engrossed in tha show, enn suddenly popped a cake outta nowhere. seriously, i had no idea where it came from. gees. gurl. yur GOOD! -winks. hehs. tha candle jus lited up tha whole theatre and enn was like singing ta me tha bday song.softly.(:
hehs.thought tat was tha end of my surprise. narhs. -shakes head. that wasnt it. we then ended up at tha arcade. wahahha. YEAHH. tha arcade. a place where i've nort stepped into for decades. tha kid in us just appeared and boyy! we had loads of fun. just tha two of us.(:
yeaps. was supposed ta meet thai susu,gurlfwen,ed my bro and sa sa for dinner at essential brew at hollang v. ohh wells. yen and susu said they'd be late. so went ta essential brew firs. gort a place sat down. and took a quick glanced of tha whole area. omg larhs. tha atmosphere was soo pweetaye. with candles lited up and dimed lights. tha ideal place for chilling.(: wells sasa and me sat down while ed and enn went ta tha bathroom. minutes later, enn came out and pulled me into this dark room. lols. was like wondering what was she trying ta do. geees.
"SUURPRISSEEE.!!"balloons started flying and a candle lited up. people started singing tha bday song. the light came on and familiar faces appeared. my closest ones were all there.(: ohh my. tears started welling up my eyes and that lil thang in me jst started breaking down and i cried. yeahs. touched i was. all tha lil excuses they gave me for nort being able ta celebate with me were all lies. HAH! liars eh one by one.(: besties! were there. thought theyy really cldnt make it. almost died when they said they aint spending today with me. hehs.=x oops!
wells.we fooled around. monkeyed here and there. photos and photos taken. ohh my. iluurve all my fwens.(: called mummy up ta ask her ta come over ta foot tha bill cus i felt that i should give them a treat for all tha effort they have put in. but being tha silly me, i gave it all awayy. enn made tha move way before i could notice. DAMN! hmphf.
wells, timo,louis,jas,greg,shannon,drea,grace left earlier. yeahh and PART 2 started. wahhaha. daddy bought us lanterns and sparklers. ohh myy. howw adorable eh. we set off for a playground near holland v. played catching and blind mice till everyone was perspiring like cows. hahs.(:
off we left for home.
reached home and saww this beeeg teddy with a flower. hahs! mr shamfull gave me a surprise too.ohh my. thanks yeaa.(: sweet sweeet.
anyhows. special messages for tha special ones who have made footprints permanent in my life.
drea:.heyyy bestie. know that we're worlds apart. i still seee tha bond in us. that very fire which has never died from tha start. yeapps. yew've given me sucha huge surprise eh. thought yew were seriously mugging in sch. -GROWLS. wells thanks for everythang. for taking tha effort ta make today possible. yeaps. i luurve yew bestie. i really do.(: 6 years of our precious friendship can never be replaced. -huugs
grace:heyy bestie. yeaps. thanks eh for planning this with enn. yeahh. know i've caused major headaches ta tha both of yew. sorry eh. hahs. =x planning parties aint that easy afterall eh?(: thanks for todayy for everything. for tha thangs that yew've done for me. yeaps. though we dont spend as much time like during sec sch days. i still see that bond in us ever growing.(: luurve yew yea.
yanping:heyy thanks for all tha lil gifts yew've showered on me.realy appreciate those lil thoughts and concerns yea? from cough medicine ta chocs. yeahhs.(: thanks for todayy too. yeaps. for tha jigsaw which yew took hrs and hrs ta complete. yeeap. luurve it ta bits. THANKS.
milkies:heyy gurls, thanks for all tha beautiful memories yea. tha cranky times and silly moments. life in poly wldnt be soo easy and fun without yew gurls.(: from ta very day i met yew, i knew that somehow our friendship wld be soo true. tha lil something in us made it all soo special. perhaps it as fated that our paths wld cross. perhaps it was my blessing from god that i'd meet such precious angels like yew gurls.(: thanks for today thanks for everyday.(: -LUURVE
owh owhh!1 cant wait for camp! woohoo. hah
gurlfwen: heyy yen.thanks for cheering up my days with that silliness in yew. hahs.(: yeeaps. its really nice having someone soo similar in poly life.yeahh. luurve yew lorryloads gurlfwen. we'll go through all tgt yea? -cross fingers. luurve!
ta my ex sec sch mates like timooo,louis,greg,shannon,jas: heyy budds. 4 yrs of friendship actually led us ta where we are right now.(: yeaps know we dont spend time tgt often but its like each time we get tgt, there'll be endless num of topics ta talk about. thanks for coming down todayy. yeahh. was very VERY shocked ta see yew guys there.esp.jas. hehs. thanks for tha prezzie!! tha tee's uber cute and and and tha card! WAHAHAHA. scared tha shit outta me mann. sooooo hilarious larhs.(: luuurve. shall hang out soon k?
ta ed,kang,susu and gong:heyy.really gladd knowing yew guys and heyy bet we'll have greated fun as we get ta know each other better and with more outings.(: thanks for everythang. and ta ed,thai susu and kang, thanks for today and tha prezzie.(:
and ta tha one who made this happen. tha special one in my life...
MY DARH ENN: heyy gurl.thanks for today thanks for all tha beautiful memories. thanks for practically EVERYTHANG. yeaps. thoughts jus keep coming in but its soo wierd that it disappears when i wanna type them down. anyhows. thanks for taking tha effort ta take time off yur busy and hectic schedule jus ta plann my bday and all. am greatly touched.(: tha lil surprises; tha sunflower,tha earrings,tha cake,tha prezziestha HUGE surprise. ahhhh. am soo overwhelmed by tha luurve and efort yew've put in. it was a sucess gurl. yes it was.(: i enjoyed myself soo much and it has left an ENORMOUS impact in my life. thanks for everythang darh. for stepping into my life.perhaps this is all destined with god sending an angel like yew ta guide my way through life.im soo grateful ta have met yew and on tha 17th year of my life.(: special as it seems. yew'll always remain as someone special ta me.luurve yew darh. for who yew are and for all that yew've given me.(:
shamfull:heyy.thanks for tha prezzie yea? was surprised eh. HAHA.(: silly! wells. i know i know, i still owe yew a movie. hahs. shall see about that. wahaha =x -winks
ta all that i didnt mention: thanks for all tha bday blessings and wishes. be it LONG,short,tiny or beeeg, its tha thought that counts aint it? (:. thanks a million. luurve!
ta those who cldnt make it down today: heyy its alright yea? BUT YEW OWE ME100g of cookies. wahahha. kidding.(: yeaps
ta tha one who appeared at my doorstep at 12 midnight: hahs. thanks for tha icecream mooncake. yeap! was really surprised and touched.(: thanks yea.-huugs
friends come and go. but yeahhs im praying real hard that these friends that i have now will be kept safe in my heart and be by my side till i end this journey of life. hehs. silly as it sounds. i luurve all of yew and yeaps.dont try ta be nasty cus i'd take that nasti-ness off yew.(: throught my 17 years of life, i've been through soo much and during this time, friends were tha ones supporting me all. tha first time i cried in poly.friends were there.(: yeaps. thoughh there were bad and depressing times where i cldnt get someone off my mind and acted really cold towards yew guys. yew guys just stood by me and let me vent my frustrationd. thanks lovelies.(: much much appreciated eh.hehs
Just as a wave is lifted by the shore,
Then breaks across the slowly rising sand,
So as I watch you weep my feelings pour
Across the wash of what I understand.
I wish I could just take you in my arms
And all your pain could melt into my chest,
And all the violence of passing storms
Could pass through me and finally come to rest.
No words can set things right or presence lend
A miracle to light your darkened way,
But there is solace in a loving friend
And comfort in what I don't have to say.
Whatever circumstance you cannot bear,
Just turn to me, and you will find me there.
smiles that will never leave,
cwystal(:
Wednesday, September 14, 2005
4teen sept
wells.days hadnt been that good since tha exam fever visited me. yeahhs. everyone was practically mugging and there was hardly any time for tha usual hangouts.):
this birthday aint tha same like tha usual ones i had.no more bday celebrations with my besties. hais. i REALLY do yearn in having them back in my lives and spend almost all tha time i have with them. guess times do change huhh. i once thought bdays wld be more impt than anything else but it seems that, i am sooo naive. yeaps.
surprises i had.one from this person and another from next. HAHA. good planning huhh. thought my first year in poly wld make a beeeg diff on tha day of my bday but. HAHA. its diff but in another wayy. hais. i dont knoww.guess im just expecting too muchh.
should bdays even be celebrated?aint it supposed ta be like everyday's yur bday? AHHH fine. whats up tmr. i aint gort any idea. thought exam's over i'll be able ta rawk ta night out and partaye along with my buddies ta celebrate my bday. but tha others are equally busy and still mugging for their exams. cwystal HATES exams. sobs.
imiss those days. anyhows had loads of fun with timo,louis,cherisa todayy. hahs (: they were frigging hilarious larhs. sasa and her ostrich walks and timo and his cold jokes. mann. they realy made my day.
hmmms.this sets me back ta tha times i celebrated my bday. like in pri sch. its sucha irony that tha bday gurl's tha one giving out gifts to ppl and nort tha other way round. HAHA (: howw cute. perhaps its a tradition eh.=DD
then came sec schh life. HOHO. had cake fight in sec 2 and we were lke munkeys running all over. hahs. (: still rem louis and his toot haircut! LOL. wells sec 3 life came. cant quite rem and then sec 4. still can recall very clearly on howw i passed that very day. didnt celebrate it cus it fell during o's. gawdd. was like friggging sad pls. anyhows myy beloved besties came over ta my place and pop me with a surprise while i was slpping. ohh my. my unkempt hair and messy room. wells, bakes brownies as my cake and tha bag i had always wanted. (: almost wanted ta marry them instantly. HAHA.
todayy. mummy came home with a bouquet of sunflowers. yayy! my fav. mummy rawks. she ALWAYS knows what her daughter wants. -huuugs.luurve.
anyhows.cant wait for camp.yeaps.
<33,cwystal.
this birthday aint tha same like tha usual ones i had.no more bday celebrations with my besties. hais. i REALLY do yearn in having them back in my lives and spend almost all tha time i have with them. guess times do change huhh. i once thought bdays wld be more impt than anything else but it seems that, i am sooo naive. yeaps.
surprises i had.one from this person and another from next. HAHA. good planning huhh. thought my first year in poly wld make a beeeg diff on tha day of my bday but. HAHA. its diff but in another wayy. hais. i dont knoww.guess im just expecting too muchh.
should bdays even be celebrated?aint it supposed ta be like everyday's yur bday? AHHH fine. whats up tmr. i aint gort any idea. thought exam's over i'll be able ta rawk ta night out and partaye along with my buddies ta celebrate my bday. but tha others are equally busy and still mugging for their exams. cwystal HATES exams. sobs.
imiss those days. anyhows had loads of fun with timo,louis,cherisa todayy. hahs (: they were frigging hilarious larhs. sasa and her ostrich walks and timo and his cold jokes. mann. they realy made my day.
hmmms.this sets me back ta tha times i celebrated my bday. like in pri sch. its sucha irony that tha bday gurl's tha one giving out gifts to ppl and nort tha other way round. HAHA (: howw cute. perhaps its a tradition eh.=DD
then came sec schh life. HOHO. had cake fight in sec 2 and we were lke munkeys running all over. hahs. (: still rem louis and his toot haircut! LOL. wells sec 3 life came. cant quite rem and then sec 4. still can recall very clearly on howw i passed that very day. didnt celebrate it cus it fell during o's. gawdd. was like friggging sad pls. anyhows myy beloved besties came over ta my place and pop me with a surprise while i was slpping. ohh my. my unkempt hair and messy room. wells, bakes brownies as my cake and tha bag i had always wanted. (: almost wanted ta marry them instantly. HAHA.
todayy. mummy came home with a bouquet of sunflowers. yayy! my fav. mummy rawks. she ALWAYS knows what her daughter wants. -huuugs.luurve.
anyhows.cant wait for camp.yeaps.
<33,cwystal.
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