why why why.

I've had enough. with yew tryingta rule my life. no one close actually questions about my whereabouts, not my family,my loved one nor my besties but why do yew hafta be tha one who gotta be the pain in the ass.

frankly, i've controlled for quite awhile. brainwashing myself that yur just like this, prolly dont know what to mention and what not. what to ask and what not. im tired of ansing all yur senseless qns babe. really. yew are old enough, smart enough to make decisions on yur own. dont yew find it real tiring to keep chasing people for ans-s when at the very last moment, yur tha one who makes the final decision.

i hate the fact i gotta give in ta yew all the time, i hate the fact im always having to face the emotional black mails yew unknowingly give. im tired babe. really. sometimes i just wish yew'd give me some space for my own personal life. theres no reason that i hafta tell yew every single thing. many a times, i almost lost it, wanted to scream and shout to ask yew ta grow up but i held back those 'wants' cus i know our friendship's too precious to be lost. PLEASE i beg yew, stop assuming and reaffirm if yew dont know... cus it creates friction between people close to yew without yew even realising.

if yew happen to read this post, i sincerely hope it'd set yew thinking and work things out for the better.

loves, crystal

yur acting like a fool dude.

IM GLAD I HAVE MOVED ON...

really.yew have been a joke, a joke so incredibly tough to laugh at. taking revenge? hur. have yew even tried to understand why i wanted to break? NO. never once. all yew ever thought why i wanted to end it was becus of another guy? come on russ. everyone knows im not sucha person. stop being so stubborn and start thinking rationally. tha fact that up till this very moment, yew dont know what kinda person i am and yew not knowing howta handle matters shows how different our worlds are. revenge? HAH, who in tha world does that now? if yew've a back bone, stand up and do smth for yurself instead of going around tryinta tell ppl what a bitch i am cus i doubt that wld affect me. my conscience is clear dude. no point spending yur time tryingta think howta make me suffer, dang! SPELL I-M-M-A-T-U-R-E.(:

cheers.