nth but dreams.

it didnt took long for mum and dad to set off ta hongkong.
woke up with dreamy eyes and tha 'funky' hairdo sleeps always do ta people.
took a quick bath and got ready for centre.
before i left, a hug and a kiss were tha lasts i had from them.
gosh. tha very first time i'm literally FREE.
im free ta be home really late i'm free from nags and IM FREE FROM DINNERS.=.=
hoho.i gotta manage my own dinner for a week. wahahaha.
perhaps i'll try cooking and burn tha entire kitchen. RIIGHT.

wells.it was all good today.a fruitful one.
managed ta paint up my tractor plus did a few other props for my dramatic corner. *crosses fingers. i hope tha kiddos really love tha corner.(:

lao shi's been extremely nice ta me since day 1 not forgetting rina. HAH. tha daily chats and jokes we've had. help me pass attachment days quickly without any stress.
with two jokers as my 'partners' in crime. cldnt enjoy myself more. but yet again... its tha company thats nice but tha way tha centre is run cant change my impression of it.
tha food, tha aesthetics, tha structure. goshh..

anyhows, gonna have a farewell dinner with kang tmr. HAH. awwwww. poor boy. gonna serve tha country really soon huhh. =P

anyhows, am gonna take a lil nap now and then continue on with my work. sheesh.

only if tha world was made of cotton candy...

twinkle twinkle lil star...

1mth passed so quick,
so quick we could hardly believe it.
storms after storms we survived.
sentosa,chillouts,zoo,surprises,jogging...
too many for our tiny brain ta hold.
lovely memories stored, bad ones erased.
as we hold our hands down tha alley,
tha tingling feeling stays,
but tha love has changed.
from a seed which has blossomed into smth so beautiful.
a flower which dances in tha sunlight,
showing off her body of petals.
thats us.
how far we have gone. tha struggles and bad hair days we've faced.
for tha times yew've endured my insanity and flare ups.
thank yew.
i could never ask for more.<3s


okay... tha day started out with us rushing for a buffet at M hotel.
cabbed down and we whacked tha good food.
glad baby enjoyed himself with his plates of sashimi and lamb chop.
gosh. i had my mee siam and sushi.(:
we then indulged in some really sinful desserts.
oreo cheese cake and banana crumble plus CARAMEL CREME. (wahahaha ANGEL! are yew reading this?!). =DD
reminded me of yew. that caramel word. haha.

anyhows left tha place with a boated tummy and a enormous grin on both of our faces. thanks baby, i had fun buffeting with yew.

thus, went back home cus we started ta feel tha after effect of eating which's, NAPTIME. hahahaha. how peeeg can we get mann? sheesh.

evening was at vivo with xiu. XIU: yew great actress! darn. i actually believed that yur supposed ta get a prezzie for yur mum. -GLARES. hahahah. but anyways thanks yep? for making tha effort down and trying ta deceive me so that i'll fall for tha plan. hahs.

mr sim then rung xiu and we trammed down ta palawan. there i was blindfolded and taken to this tower where i had ta walk flights and flights of stairs. i could hear whisperings and giggles from afar. as i reached a certain level. he took tha blindfold off me and... there stood an almost perfect heartshape with a 1 in tha middle. it was gorgeous. took me off my feet.(: thanks guys who helpped baby with it. and YEW! for tryingta plan a surprise which cld bring tears into my eyes. im sorry i didnt tear but i know that my heart was beaming with joy.

1 YEAR... thats fast. i've enjoyed my entire r/s with yew baby.
i do hope that trust within us will build as time floats by.
<3s

theres too much ta blog about that very day.
tha feelings and thoughts plus people who celebrated this special occasion with us. I LURVE YEW ALL!(:
special thanks ta: BABY, xiu, hoggy,ded,feng,sonnieboy,kenrick,soon (i think thats part of yur name? hahahha. cant rem ehs. =x)

MANGO SALE HAS STARTED!! and sillyboy offered ta acc me down ta MNG without any qualms though he was dead tired. thanks bao. i had a fruitful day though i didnt get my skinnies. ):
luurves.

<3s,
cwystal.

MOS

what do yew get when yew plus MAMBO and RNB?
yew get HOTNESS and CRAZINESS.

hahahas. well that was exactly how it felt that very night when tha besties finally went clubbing together. our very first.(:
phouture before 11pm's just nice. after 12pm- yew can totally forget bout it.
bad bad crowd. sheesh. i reckon that zouk shld just expand before she starts losing potential customers.

thanks lovelies for tha dance dance and away!(:
punching fists in tha air was hilarious and rubbing of cheeks while gatsbying was madness. luurve yew gurls.

trust is all it takes...

these two weeks of hols cant be any better.(:

met up with besties plus timo and shan on fri.(aww rania.. maybe some other time!(: )
had fun waiting for seats at subway. looked like some kiasu aunties esp DREA. hahaha.
funny yew.
had our photo session, shan's tiny sandwich and laughters.
grace left early leaving tha 4 of us stranded.
and SO, with tha courtesy of crystal. -GRINS.
suggested forum's starbucks cus lil one's working there.
thanks dear for tha free drinks and cake once again.
mann... i owe yew one alright? (:
miss lunchoes with yew ehh.. soon soon i hope.

sat was fruitful as well.
thanks ta my gorgeous classmates.
yun,wawa,min,ling.
they're truely tha ones who understand what im actually going through at my centre.
shared what we're experienceing now and all.
it felt goood. plus tha outbursts of laughter. damn.
i love those gurls. they rock my smelly socks.(:
he came and we went off.
took him ta padang where softball carnival was on.
montfort was playing.
gees. they're still as good as ever.-thumbs up
that field. brings back a truckload of memories.
so much, just soo much ta be remembered.
we sweat, we screamed, we cheered, we laughed, we cried.
one place one team one memory.
i miss tha good ol' times but anyhows, life still has ta move on.
was surprised baby's interested in softball. HAHA YAYY.(:
afterwhich, got my ice cream from marina but this time tried sesame instead.
thanks ta my big IDEA.
it tasted really sick. like.. i dont knoww.. just not as good as my mint.(:
my silly boy saw me struggling with my ice cream, he offered ta help me finish it up.
thanks boy!(:

now comes sunday where alil reunion was made.
acie and jasp,drea,stef and ME. yes! watched matches after matches.
im burnt now. ohh myy. red cheeeks. i LIKE! =D
bumped into soo many faces i've not seen in a lifetime.
mann. it felt really good. tha field where i used ta belong.(:
played throw and catch with drea. felt awesome. thought my arm hurts real bad NOW as i type this entry. -growls.
hope our unity will grow as tha years grow. i lurve yew besties plus my softball gurls.(:
miss's.

TODAY. spent it with him. just pure lazing around. quality time indeed.
he left with tears in his eyes. gave him his surprise gift.
my sillyone. yur only going away for 3 days not 3 years.(:
much miss's and luurves. pray that yew'll have a safe journey and bag loads of gifts for me. hahahah. kidding. just enjoy yurself boy.

and i cant wait for wed!(:
come on' gurls we're gonna PARTAYEE..

<3s,
cwystal

now that tha sun has set...

now that angel's gone ta europe.
something's just seem ta be lacking.
damn. i think im missing chillouts with tha gurls. xiu and van.
HAH.
anyhows heyy fair one, hope yur enjoying yurself at EUROPE right now while people like me gotta slog at home ta finish up projs while awaiting dreadful attachment on mon.HAHA. remember our souveniers!!! -glares. if not dont come back. wahahahs. kidding.
<3s cant wait for yew ta be back. (:

OWH! we've got a new addtion, and thats xiu. shes our fairest one. SNOW WHITE. wahahahs.((:

SO here are tha pics we took at tha airport.
finally sa appeared. a reunion indeed.(:






thats all for tha flyaway trip.

i've been thinking if tha latest trend now's breaking up.
not implying that its good news or what so ever but many around me seem ta be breaking up. gees.

shocking yet true. those which have lasted for years and seem ta be going on strong have ended just with a snap of two fingers.

its nice ta know that people know what they truely want and that certain things cant be forced even if wanted.
compromising takes place but then again, not able ta compromise, break up.
dont wana wishy washy drag along r/s cus ultimately whos gonna suffer?
not tha initiator nor tha affector but BOTH. both parties are gonna suffer real bad.

and i dont wanna see that happen though it has alrdy happened ta one of my dearest one.
seeing her going on and on w/o sleep.
clubbing and flinging. thats not tha gurl i used ta know. smiles are wiped off her face.
tha chirpy hilarious one has gone all dull. sheesh.
one who used ta treasure her grades so greatly and yearn ta be one of tha top in her course now barely making it shes struggling real hard ta reach out for help.
i know that somehow someday, she'll wake up from her illusions. that she'll put away her numerous thoughts and carry on her fruitful journey of life.
very many a time i wanna pull her up and drag her back ta track but then again, it still depends on her willingness ta stay strong.
i cant help if yur not helpping yurself.
ta admit, i've wanted ta give yew a real hard tight slap and ask yew if yew really do know what tha hell are yew doing ta yur precious life. if its fair ta yur parents and yur friends who had been caring for yew though we've always been neglected. but still, know how much we truely care?i hope yew'll read this. i really do from tha bottom of my heart.

we lurve yew.if only yew knew...
<3s.