src.

BOO! (:

hehs. know i've nort been blogging. ooopsie.

ohh wells. i've joined tha src clubb after MUCHHH hesitation and deep thoughts. yeahhs i admit that im losingg tha passion for softball. kindaa intending ta join some other sport like netball or hockeyy. yummy (:

jus returned from training. geees. i've finally gotten on my feet and start exercising those fats of me. HAHA. goshh. im like aching all overr. im rusty dudette. -sigh

anihows went tanning with wanny ytd. -licks. it was like damnit fun larhs. jus tha two of us. tanning w/o any disturbance. i reckon that i look like sum grilled lobster noww. HAHA. its like ouch pls. =DDDD left sentosa and set off for town. guess what. wanny bunny didnt allow mi ta eat pasta. grrrrr. she tried brainwashing mi inta thinking pasta's fattening. and started exaggerating on every single detail of what pasta would do ta yur bodyy. hahs. eediot. =.=

anihows. spotted juu at pastamania!. LOL. apologies yea?. didnt quite seee yew.. was trying ta direct my attention elsewhere cus SUMONE didnt allow mi ta eat my pasta. -pouts. hahs

myy holiday's like gonna endd in a couple of days too. MONDAY= dooom dayy. -shrugs.
i cant explain howw mortified i am right noww. tha thought of walking ta tha tcher's table and predict what kindaa results i've gotten from tha look of myy form tcher's face. goshh. im soo nort gonna imagine. hais. its like i've been bumming around soo gawd damnit muchh that i've forgt howta even studyy or hold a pen. hahs. notteh mii. -smacks. (: wish crystal lucks yea?. she'll neeeds lorryloads of it.

anihows.i'll be leaving for a campp in less than 24 hrs time. urms. peeeg-os? im gonna miss yeww guys yeaa?. special peeg-os like rek,jess,zeph,ian,nat...etc etc. take care while im gone yeaa? JESS darhhlingg. pls pls take care ofyurself? and take yur medicine larhs. lols. no goingg ta tha GYM horhh. i'll watch yew from afar. =DDD geees. i luurve my fwens (:

jellybeans buuurps,
christabel.nicolette (:

FLOWER offf...

whyie's it so that i CANT win arguements or quarrels or whatsoever. does it even pay ta be nice. whyie's that each time i try being nyce ta sumone i get fcuk-ed off or smth. TELL MI PLS. whats wrong with being nyce?. and and. HELLOS?. its time ta like get mature peeps?. hais. i dunnoe larhs k. im BOILING WITH ANGER and flooded with freaking litres of tears. each time i tryy ta arguee and argue and jus ARGUE my wayy out. i'll jus burst into tears. wth?. whats that for. ahhhh whatever. yew can call mi a loseur or smth.. im giving upp. yeahs. jus fight yur wayy. i admit defeat cos i know whatever i SAY. yew'll jus bombb mi backk with sth else. or rather if i were ta shut my fcuking mouth. yew'll say im agree-ing to what yew jus said. HELLOS? yew dun even give mi ample space to breathe. how tha hell do i retaliate?. i wanna be stronger lord. i wanna. am jus too soft. sobs. i hate yewwwwwww. ): geees. so much for lurving sumone. im DUMBB.damnit.

you called me out

you stayed inside

one you love

is where you hide

shot me down as i flew by

crash and burn

i think sometimes you forget where the heart is

answer no to these questions

let her go,

learn a lesson

it's not me,

you're not listening now can't you see,

something's missing

you forget where the heart is

take you away from that empty apartment

you stay and forget where the heart is

someday, if ever you love me, you'd say it's okay

waking up from this nightmare

how's your life, what's it like there

is it all what you want it to be

does it hurt when you think about me

& how broken my heart isit's okay to be angry and never let go

it only gets harder,

the more that you knowwhen you get lonely,

if no one's aroundyou know that i'll catch you when you're falling down

we came together but you left alone

and i know how it feels to walk out on your own

maybe someday I will see you again

and you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

take you away from that empty apartment

you stay and forget where the heart is

someday,

if ever you love me,

you'd say its okayit's okay

broken deep down..

christabel.nicolette

get lost.

its painful letting sumone go huhh.

best part;not letting him know tha real reason.

isnt it silly cryingg alongg with every single sadd song that comes my wayy.

i've fallen for another songg...(tha longest story- daphnelovesderby) (:

i dunnoe whats tha friggin wrong with my teardarts or what. but it appears that myy heart starts to tremble each time i try to hide my feelings.

seeing sumone whom yew hold to yur heart dearly walking awayy with sumone else.

HELLOS?

it hurts alright. it really does.

broken conversations-hafty arguements-lil misunderstandings-misusage of vulgarities...

are these part of a relationship.all i could ask for was a simple,plain,ordinary one with no complications...

4teeen* feb (:

HAPPY VALENTINES TA ALL!! (:

heyy apologies ta all whom i've nort wished yets yeaa?. hehs.
wells.kinda spent vdae with people i've nort really hung-ed out with for a longgg time. people i've nort even spent vdae with before. boyy...it went really well.(:

ohh ohh!! i was like super duber late for tha date. hehs sorry guys!. hadta pass stuff ta sumone... took tha wrong train. HAHA. howw kuku can i get. blehhs. and and cldnt quite decide what ta wear. geees.

wells. met upp with (zephaniethaGOOSE,jesslin dear,rek myyboy-->fwen,zach myy pwincie, cal pak myy crapping partner,jolene for awhile and manda mousey. HAHS. kinda chilled over at rek's.we were like busyy poking and smacking each other cos heyy kept suanning jess and mi. -.-"

lene,zeph and manda left us..dea met up with us and yeah zach zach ZACH treated us ta marche! myy gawd. i was like sooo sooo shocked. cldnt quite think str8 for that period of time. hahs. thanks pwincie! that was really sweet of yew.(: heyy take care yeaa?. and *promise! yew peeeg-os can hop over ta my place ta stayy during tha weekends.

MARCHE
ayes we took lotsa photos. hmmm saww this angel with lil wings goingg aound with tha poloroid cam and GUESS WHAT. we requested for our photos ta be taken 3 times. LOL and yayy. tha gurls...each took one.

hmmmm.great memories. (:
left tha place...took neos,chilled at tcc and homee sweeet home. (:


**anihows whu said valentines wldnt be fun w/o a partner? i did have fun. but a different kinda fun. luurve was all arnd town todaee.. gawd. all tha pynk,red,RED RED,blue roses... grrr. all tha huggles,cuddles,smooches. ahhhhhhhhh. hahs. once again. THANKS guys. thanks for makingg my dayy sooo splendid. luurve yew. =DD

tha trouble with luurve is,
christabel.nicolette.(:

pre-vdae shopping

hellos bloggy. miss-d mi? (:

ohh wells. hadnt quite been blogging for awhile.

been pretty busy lately.

with vdae prezzies. c

ollecting of red packets and all.

hahs. yeahh.

cny was jus like any other yr.

it was damnit boring dude. -.-"

OHHH.

i luuuurve uncle william's hse?!

ahhh. its like suuper nyce.

lemme describe it ta yew k?.

its pretty.(:

it has HIGHH ceilingg slopping down with tiny stars on it.

tha stars change colour now and then. off tha lights and baboom!

B-E-A-Utiful. (:

it has a HUGE gym,movie theatre and RED carpet all arnd.

yummy eh?. etc etc. -dreams

lotsaa stuff happened within this week. yeahh.

shant mention any of them cos yeahh. it'll only bring backk unwanted memories. hais.disappointment.

anihows. THANKS peeeg-os for being there for me thruout this difficult period yea?.

yew know whu yew are yea.

i luurve yew darhlings! (:

anihows.roamed arnd town todaee.

all thanks ta IAN POH. -.-"

lols. in myy mind was nothing but pink and gurlie wallet. LOL.

almost went insane. yeww owee mi beeegy! hahs. =D

left at abt 7... yeaps.

im home noww.

typing and printing out all tha vdae messages which im gonna give myy sweethearts tmr. (:

cant wait pls! ooolala.

ohh wells. another vdae w/o him. blehhs. -smacks crystal. get over it manns. hoho

i'll be fine. i've gort zeph,jess and rek. hehs.(:

cyeww laters.,

cryztaL.nicolette.

dragon boating.((:

-POKES stuart and jianweii.
ayes!! pls dragon boat without splashing water onta us?-.-"
hahs. sy and li chong suffered a hell lot mann.
thank gawd they're like tall and beeg enuff ta block mi from tha splashes.hahs
thanks dearies! (:

went ta beach road for lunch and then head'd ta town.
ALL of us. hahs.
fun fun.

guess what. tha 12 of us squeeezed in ta abbe's mini van. HAHA.
everyone had like legg cramps and all.
AND AND! tha best part. when tha van jerked. hahs. tha guys were sent smashing onta tha windows. lols. damn! it was fun. (:

ayes. walked arnd ps. abbe did his shopping. cl,sy and khairul. forever tryingta bully mi. kept trying ta like hide myy bagg and stuff. -.-" and li chong kept messing up my hair. -GROWLS
hoho.

sy:HAHA.ayes stopp trying ta steal my stuff larhs.=x yew cant be a thieve. nort skilled-ed enuff. LOL.(starts recalling howw yew tried ta hide my bagg at sports connections.) -chuckles

hmmm. walked ta town. and then settled down at far east's burger king. ayes!! peeeg-os!! yoohoo!?
i managed ta find out howw bang bang and open close is played.
HURHUR.
im smart aint i? (:
ACHIEVEMENT.

we then went seperate ways.ohh ohh!! sy was like soo sweet larhs. hahs. gawd knows of what reason he sent mi home. but yeahs. thanks yea? much much appreciated. and ayes. stopp goingg out at weee hrs k. guys do need their beauty slp too! HAHs. (:

ta yew:heyy.yeahs.miss'd yew. (:


buuuumble beee. (pssst.remember?),
cryztaL.nicolette

de yi campp.

oooolala.
met tha others at cck at about hmmm lemme see 7 plus?. lols.
was late thanks ta ANDREA SEEE. =x thank gawd i was patient. wahahha.
anihows. ayes i think we were like dumbbb? we took a bus ta kota tinggi and its like in tha end we had ta walkk thru this -nvr ending- pathway b4 reaching. blehhs. we cld hv easily taken a cabbie.ohh wells. we managed ta hitch a ride frm this lorry uncle. HAHA. we are charming eh. =x

uhhh. abbe put eugene and mi in charge of nature rumble and orienteering? HOHO. myy gawdd. he took us ta tha "mud pool" ta like get a rough idea on howw we're gonna take tha kids in. lols.
firs impression:WTH.=x heees

anihows.everythang went well. we dunked ourselves in. as usual. tha gurls screaming and shrieking.
darn! gurls are having higher and higher voice frquencies as tha years go by mann. grrrrr.
i swear i almost went deaf.
ayes.i gort bitten like soo mani different insects pls.):
damn tha insects.hope they'll drown. HAHA.

ayes.eugene is like howw colddd can. his jokes and -no expression- face are like soo sooo hilarious!. i've like heard him say tha exact same joke for like 18 times in a row and yets. i still laugh-ed to them. he's lucky he's gort mi as his assitant cos if it were a be tha others. they wldnt be laughing at his jokes for 18 times. blehhs.

our BUNK!!!!
yayy. bunk was like clean and comfy.
unlike tha ol' daes where we had ta actually slp in tents. yeahh. ayes we only managed ta like slp at abt 3 plus cos we had sanctuary duty and tha kids slp time was at 12.
so yeahh. ayes. its jus so kewl pls.
we were treated like adults.
total respect.
ooohlala. im luuurvin' it. hehs.
we did bunk inspection and stuff.
shouted at tha kids ta go ta bed.
HELLOS? this doesnt make sense. we instructors wanted ta like konk off and fall dead inta slpp whereas tha kids were complaining they cldnt slp? -growls.

ayes. whyiee DO ppl snore?!
irrritating can.
moreover there were like sooo many different kinda pitches?. HAHA.
this guyy beside mi was like snoring soo loudly that i wanted ta put my smelly socks inta his mouth. hees.=D
poor us.(wanny,drea and mi). we had ta bear with tha newly form-ed choir.lols

ayes dae 2 went quite well cos we had like mud fight and all. =x being tha mischievious mi, haha i told tha kids."heyy everyone raise up yur left hand, then put it under water and digg underground for mudd. then... smack it on yur fwen's face! -PIAK-". tha guyy beside mi suffered. sorry dude.=x hehs.
other then that. gene and mi were counting down ta tha number of kids left before we cld finally smell guud again. i've made ALOT of new fwens!! (chikini,,sy,jones,danny,cl,zombie,lily many many more!) luuurve them ta bits.

ayes.sy thought tha bunch of us were like 20+++ lorhs. -GLARES. cos i went like heyy howw ol are yew?
he replied.. 9teeen?.
my reaction was like ONLI?! hahs.
then he said. yew guys are 20 odd rytes?
dorts. gene looked at mi and i looked back we both fell onto tha grnd luffing our butts off.
we then whispered inta sy's ear.
we're 17 and 18. HAHA.
he went -blanked-.
yayy. (:

ayes. tha toilets stinkk pls.-.-"
foood was sumptuos and yummmifiedd.=x
i thinkk i grew fatter. ooops.

last daee...
we went arnd inspecting areas and stuff. hahs.
toook lotsa pics.tha gurls were like googoo-gaing over tha guys.
ewwwwwwww.like i've seeen them for like literally 4 lonnggg yrs?
im sorrry but i've nvr gone crzee over them? hahaa. gurls. get a life pretty pls? -grins. (:

followed tha coaches back ta de yi sec which is like in ang mo kio? -.-"
had lunch at j8. and tadaa! went home.
misss'd home sooo muchh.
myy bedd. myy mr.pynky(peegg).
ahhhhhh.

last but nort least. i misss-d yew. (:


nvr let tha fear of striking out keep yew frm playing tha game dearies.,
cryztaL.nicolette.