FLOWER offf...

whyie's it so that i CANT win arguements or quarrels or whatsoever. does it even pay ta be nice. whyie's that each time i try being nyce ta sumone i get fcuk-ed off or smth. TELL MI PLS. whats wrong with being nyce?. and and. HELLOS?. its time ta like get mature peeps?. hais. i dunnoe larhs k. im BOILING WITH ANGER and flooded with freaking litres of tears. each time i tryy ta arguee and argue and jus ARGUE my wayy out. i'll jus burst into tears. wth?. whats that for. ahhhh whatever. yew can call mi a loseur or smth.. im giving upp. yeahs. jus fight yur wayy. i admit defeat cos i know whatever i SAY. yew'll jus bombb mi backk with sth else. or rather if i were ta shut my fcuking mouth. yew'll say im agree-ing to what yew jus said. HELLOS? yew dun even give mi ample space to breathe. how tha hell do i retaliate?. i wanna be stronger lord. i wanna. am jus too soft. sobs. i hate yewwwwwww. ): geees. so much for lurving sumone. im DUMBB.damnit.

you called me out

you stayed inside

one you love

is where you hide

shot me down as i flew by

crash and burn

i think sometimes you forget where the heart is

answer no to these questions

let her go,

learn a lesson

it's not me,

you're not listening now can't you see,

something's missing

you forget where the heart is

take you away from that empty apartment

you stay and forget where the heart is

someday, if ever you love me, you'd say it's okay

waking up from this nightmare

how's your life, what's it like there

is it all what you want it to be

does it hurt when you think about me

& how broken my heart isit's okay to be angry and never let go

it only gets harder,

the more that you knowwhen you get lonely,

if no one's aroundyou know that i'll catch you when you're falling down

we came together but you left alone

and i know how it feels to walk out on your own

maybe someday I will see you again

and you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

take you away from that empty apartment

you stay and forget where the heart is

someday,

if ever you love me,

you'd say its okayit's okay

broken deep down..

christabel.nicolette