day out with bestie;goodwoodpark

UHH HUHH! miss'd my presence everyone!? HAHA
yeaps. i know i know. nag at me if yew want. bahhhs
been pweetaye busy and at tha same time lazyy ta blogg. so yeaps. soo since it takes cwystal once in a bluee moon ta blogg. MAKE SURE yew tagg my blog more often and make it alive alright? =DD thanks lovelies.


day started out pweetaye alright. i woke up really late and kinda hadta rush my showering and dressing up. wenta sch looking totally mad. had that -just woke up- look. grrrr. i know i looked horrible but who cares? HAHA. my lecture hall's 98% gurls!. no gurl wld wanna look at me. like duuuh. =P
anyhows spotted yaya and her -just woke up- berms. whahaha didnt know she wanted ta be like me. how funny. teased her and all. (:
heres tha pic for laughs. dear yaya, i mean no harm k. jus jus making ppl happy thats all. HEEHEE. still luurve yew larhs k. UGHH. shall upload tmr k. tme bloggy still doesnt like me. waited for half an hr and photo still didnt appear. MEAN ASSS. ):

anyhows.went high tea at goodwood park with drea ytd [23/01/06]. HEEHEE.
omg. it was splendid pls. howw long has it been since we last sat down and put on FATS together huhh bestie? (: tha numerous photo shots we took, tha laughters we made that filled up tha entire hall, tha two kuku us walking into tha buffet hall making everyone stare at us wondering what are two kiddos doing at a high tea. LOL. wells, who cares boy?! (: we had our bit of fun, ourbit of attention and of course, our bit of sharing.

we updated ourselves with school life, guy probs, friends and family. yeahhs practically everything we sharedd. we made use of every single object that was there jus for our very own satisfaction. wahah yew'll soon know what i mean eh? -winks wells,the photos we took at goodwoodpark will be right below. enjoy sweethearts!. i guarantee yew'll have a boiling laughing time of yur life. =D


OKAY! guess who ate this? HAHA. ME of cus!! AND yeah this too. drea's tha messy one k! lols.

wells its pweetaye easy ta guess given our two diff personalities. look at tha mess pls. HAHA

ohh boyy! prate was soo finger lickin good. i almost wanted ta lick tha entire plate? gees. =P

eeek!. caught us in tha act huhh. i dont careee. im putting on weight and then i'll start losing tmr. uhhs i THINK? =DD

AHHHH. blogspot does drive me banana nuts at times. THESE are tha few pics of tha 999 pics we took can. like wth. uploaded tha rest. blogger said wait. and i waited. like finally when they said its ready. i see no pics added. AHHHHH

anyhows want anyupdate check friendster or smth. OR perhaps i'll upload tha rest tmr if i have tha time and mood. (:


anyhows cheerios! (: heyy drea, had a really fun and wild time with yew ytd. enjoyed myself tremondously.been ages huhh? -huugs. hope yew enjoyed yurself too and i made yur day i hope? things will turn for tha better yea bestie? dont worry too muchh. yew take care of yurself and of cus keeep on smiling. cus yew'll NEVER know whus gonna fall in luuurve with that pweetaey smile of yurs. -winks. LUURVE YEW GURL. always. <3

a real friend is someone,
yew can sit in complete silence with,
and walk away feeling yew just had,
the best conversation of yur life,
CWYSTAL.

i have completely no idea...

tha beginning of '06 hadnt been quite a blast after all.
much happened and i dont feel like saying. dont try asking cus yew know i wont tell.
anyhows. life seems alil different now. tha spirit of tha milk products aint as enthu as before. tha wantingness ta goo havoc and jus have fun together seemed to have disappeared. perhaps its tha amount of work thats buried us or simply tha lost of passion in this lil clique? i feel that it shldnt be about forcing yurself ta be with one another but more about wanting ta be there and jus purely thinking about tha fun tha clique has together makes one smile.(: so yeaps, dont force yurself yew dont want to yea. hahs. kinda kuku right this line. anyways. ta simplyfy it, i MISS yew gurls. wheres all tha simple cold jokes and pure happiness and no dislike-ness gone to? cwystal's putting it all away. guess its time for everyone to eh? -winks.

this clique of mine started out real strong. tha times we had were no doubt filled with smiles and laughters. even if it takes one ta tease me or suan me real bad, i'd jus smile and play along when i know i cant take it longer. whyies that so? cus i jus felt that if i were to lose my temper and pull a long face, i may jus spoil tha mood of nort jus one but all. i do treasure all 9 of my milk ones with all my heart but then again, have our internal conflicts been jus too much ta take?
didnt we say its about forgiving and letting it all go when tha new year arrives.

PERSONAL THOUGHTS.
say that i heck care or cant be too bothered with things or even get over things fast, i wont stop yew. but i myself too have my beliefs, frankly, yes i do get things over fast but nort that fast deep down. its jus like, i feel that being upset or irritated by one thing for a looong period of time aint gonna work. as though it'll change everything. yes for those close to my heart, i did take a pweetaye loong recovery time ta forget my ex but heyy!. did i pull a loong face in front of yew guys? did i like use yew guys as my punching bag?yew guys are jus soo dear that i cant bear to larhs eh? hahs all i told mself was that i'd get over soon and although tears were wasted and i thought i was pweetaye dumb, i still manged ta smile it off and joke around. hehs FRIENDS have played a major part of my life. and will always be playing that very important role. i do admit im one happy-go-lucky kinda person and luurve ta laugh alot.

i feel that having happiness makes tha world goes round and being jus soo ohh-serious and ohh-this cant be done that cant be done kinda person, whyie nort jus let loose for one instant? let yurself be like a 3 year old kidd once more? we may have grown up but that doesnt permit us from being lil kiddos once again yea? (: i miss tha good ol days where i had completely no worries. hahs. impossible it ta happen now i know. my purpose for blogging this right now's that jus wanna say ta all who have been upset these days or rather depressed. pls SMILE? it aint tha end ta everything yea.

come on... friendships can be mended. relationships can be patched. hearts can be plastered. what else? its way possible. and yeaps thanks ta all whos been showering lurve unto cwystal all these while and of cus for being suchha sweetheart bearing all my rants. HAHA. thanks babes! (: luurve everysingle one of yew. and i do miss yew milkies as well as chris,ethan,hongwee,max,zhihao,jiun,fiona...rem that very night we went mad in tha hotel room after dnd? yeahhs.(: fun lovelies! [ayes dont think otherwise ppl. we didnt nothing naughty] HAHA.


luurves <3 ALL and ALLL,
cwystal

______the rays bore into my skin`

______the rays bore into my skin`

jus dont know howta face obstacles anymore. i've became more introvate and nort very much tha cheerful self any longer. its funny how stress and pressure can bring one down. tha stress in me's soo intense i can jus break down and cry, drea knows it cus i've been spending these few days with her at bbqs and bday parties. realised im soo not ready for a relatonship once again. its cute ta know that drea and i share tha same philosophies and all. like, reasons of whyie we wanna stay singlehood and all. i suppose its because we jus dont wanna nglect each other when we et attached or rather get all tied down with our 'boyfriends' and prolly lose tha freedom we have now. in short, we're very much enjoying ourselves. We both believe that friendships aint supposed ta stress one out. although its about sharing one's probs and go through all obstacles tgt but then again. aint it more about having fun tgt? (: like... aint yur friends tha ones whom yew have REAL helluva fun with they go through shit with yew and make yew feel as though yur tha best joke book around?

expectations do cause unexpected consequences to become expected. wells after graduating from sec sch, drea and i came ta a conclusion that its not all about hanging out practically everyday that holds a friendship but its more of tha belonging and presence of another in the heart. it may seem as though we are having fun in two sepearate worlds but then again come ta think of it, our worlds are ONE. she often rant about me infront of her cj friends and tha same applies ta me. its like, although we may not meet often but we do speak about each other tha memorable times we share to other peeps. its like when we ever get ta meet up, we treasure each and every one of it by laughing it off with tha hysterical stuff we did in our own lives and reminisce tha past rather than always bringing up unhappy matters and get upset over silly and minor stuff. perhaps thats our good point. not making small matters big. we do have our own conflicts and jealousy but then again, she understands me deep down. like when she knows im nort happy about her certain doings. i'd prolly nort talk ta her and give her that -whatever- face and she'll soon realise and know what ta do. but then again its more of tha its yur life so yew can do what yew wanna do kinda thing[yur 17alrdy HELLO?] yeahhs. thanks drea! for tolerating all my -throw ups and pukes of unsatisfaction and unhappiness these few days. i was jus clueless and jus didnt know what ta do. i kow i've toned down quite abit and changed in a way that i no longer know howta speak up and fend for myself. hais. when i stood back ta take a clearer view, we've been through alot and i lurve god for giving me such wonderful bestie and friends. for tha friends i have now and tha friends i once had. ALL are equally amazing. these are tha many i wish ta thank for making my life oh-so-complete. MUCH luuurves!


[aint according ta rank]

ijbt.timah gurls
binny
scully
isabel
joanna goh
regina
xinyi
bambi
sophia
diana
rodelle
marianne
andrea loh
fionne
pandora
annie
le min
joy
charlene
ann gomaz and lim
lianne
so many more...


softballers.
->drea
grace
asha
dionne
sharania
umi
ainni
jesslin
pauline
meiyee
thali
paula
wan ting
agnes
carmen
sok wai
maddy
hui shi
coaches
wormie
mr koh

sec sch friends.
-> louis
timo
stef
joanna
lynette
meixi
vien
xiwen
jasmine
qingxiang
corinne
wanny
alvin
ms dancia tan
etc

NP
enn
yen
sasa
yaya
van
xiu
xuan
ching guan
edmund
sean
fukang
andy
jass
gu
phyoe
shush
teoxu
ben
zhou
alvin
shamm
shyam
cheehow
kristen
cheryl
purple
peacock
debbie
jiun
max
chris
zhihao
ethan
fiona
hongwee
rex
steph
huimin
shiyun
wawa
etc...

outside friends
zephan
abel
lindey
jack
gabey
glamis
hoe ann
jesslin
wen ling
wai aung
hazel
daniel-justin
siwei
jere
david
irvin
aloy
alex
zhiyi
natasha
mavis
aston
matilda
jason
jun jie
nathanael

MI friends
derek
juls
sawah
steph
cherm
regi
nadia
liyana
ash
MUCH MUCH more.<3s.

RACE
sy
jemie
abbe
eugene
luke
stewart
lichong
shannon
jones
danny
chuan lei
fushun
dennis
charmaine
libing
hafiz
ali
gerard
zac
ah niq
waheeda
gerri
MANY MANY MUCH more.

last of all.-drum rolls my beloved and most funkalicious FAMILY. (:

<3s,
cwystal

yew;

sch's started for 2 days alrdy and attachment's tmr.
not much has happened. jus sch and home cus everyone's busy with common test and me, assignments. pweetaye hectic though. didnt quite have time for hanging out. sorry beloveds. it'll be better next week eh? when common tests are over and training resumes. YAYY. miss'd all of yew.

darhh: heyy precious. know we hadnt been hanging out and all. kinda trying ta hold on ta all of my other friends before i start losing them. am so sorry darh. do miss yew loads eh? (: HEHE. tha absence of prezzies and chocs doesnt mean i've forgotten yew yea? yew still mean a hell lot ta me. remember my pt-suku? my sis? my budd? yeahhs. meet up soon! =DD i know we will. while yew concentrate on yur trainings and all ;while i complete my assignments and tha others are free again. next week! it'll be better. loads of misses. hehs. (: owhh and and do take good care of yur knee and all. i cant doo much but ta jus askk yew ta take care. bahhhhs. =/ heyy pls dont overwork yurself yea. if yew cant take it. then dont alright? cwystal cares! (: luurves. -FATHUGS [btw how was schh todayy sweetx? hope yew had fun. =D]

and ta my dear milkies, LUCKS on yur common tests!! heehee. LUURVE all of yew and much miss's. am sure yew'll do well yew smart gurls. see yew real soon. next week! =D


btw kor's going for operation tmr. ): hopefully he'll be fine. NONO. am sure he'll be. luurve yew kor. will be praying for yew yea. -HUUGS

<3,
cwystal

'05

goodbye YEAR 2005.

cwystal's year 2005 has been a pweetaye unique one. with tha appearance of new beautiful additions in my social circle and tha time spent on each individual gathering.

when i first gort my results in tha month of march, i hung my head low, tears started ta well up my eyes,my dreams were shattered i thought.results were pweetaye good until i scrolled way down tha slip and saw a D7 for my pathetic maths. i thought ta myself, i cant be a designer any longer. friends gave me huugs and teachers encouraged me. telling me i could prolly try out for other courses. frankly, i was more of a jc student. mentally i guess. i jus didnt like tha independence in poly life and i jus cldnt get outta uniforms. i loved them.oh wells, tha happy go lucky me gort over it soon with tha support of family and friends, applied for MI and tha limited courses in poly. weeks later, tha letter came and MI(toh tuck) it wrote, beeeg on tha piece of paper

though reluctant,i decided ta give it a try. perhaps ta make more friends?(: what added ta my excitement was that good friends jesslin and derek were posted ta MI too. YAYY. that was my reaction. hehs. we had soo much fun seriously. never had my life been soo fun and there were laughters practically every other day.

tha 2 weeks of orientation was truely awesome. there came my new clique, [regi,cherm,yanna,ash etc]. we came from OG1 and being tha most enthu and bonded group, we clinched 1st. was soo proud of them can. hehs.too bad, good things hafta end, orientation ended and lessons resumed.my class was a blast and as time past, another clique of mine evolved.thats gotta be my favourites.[juls,sarah,steph] OHH MY. i luurve them ta bits and no other words can explain tha special bond we shared.day after day, there were more addictions and soon we called ourselves tha sun-tanning club. HAHA. with juls as tha president of cus! -winks. days cldnt be better and tha friendship i had was growing soo strongly that i didnt wanta leave MI. then again, i received news from np that i gort in ech. that really gort me thinking... like,what do i actually wanta be in near future? am i tha mugging sort? or do i wanna branch into being a teacher. i teared almost every other day, fearing that i'd make tha wrong choice. broke down in sch and friends were there for me practically every minute.-huugs thanks gurls. when i had no more time ta think through, i finally made tha decision of leaving MI. although i didnt wanta leave my friends over there and tha special affection i had for tha place, i packed my footprints and left. to ngee ann.

in late march, i registered myself in np and signed up for both foc and sports camp. ohh my. never have i regretted joining these camps. it really boosted my circle of friends in np. tha spirit of tha camp continued even AFTER tha camp. foc mates met up almost every day in tha atrium and sports camp mates during lunchoes. geees. then again, i felt belonged and slowly accustomed myself ta poly life. from there, my wonderful clique surfaced. we called ourself tha atrium slackers and these wonderfuls were [teoxu,shus,gu,phyoe,yen and me] we had soo much fun i tell yew. from roaming tha streets of town ta late nights out be it pooling or chilling. gosh.(: i miss yew guys SO MUCH. meet ups once again pls? yur existence aint forgotten yea. much luurves.

months later, after much consideration with grace, we decided ta join np's volley along with my gurlfwen.that was where our frienship blossomed. from yen and me became [ange,grace,xuan,sasa,yaya,van,ping,xiu]. called ourselves tha milkies. HAHA funny name i know. but it comes with an explanation.(: -winks at yen. anyhows,slowly, we grew soo attached ta each other, meeting up almost every other day and made time for each other. wells, guess thats tha milkies's spirit. we enjoyed each other's company soo much and there were outings AND outings. from bbqs to slmber parties ta jus simple roaming around in town. more and more pleasant memories stayed in my mind. soon, as what i had kinda expected. we slowly drifted. perhaps it was tha expectations and high hopes we had placed in this friendship at tha very beginning? does friendships stress people out? i know we, being as friends will be there for each other in bad times and good but does it mean that its a MUST ta do this and nort do that? guess everything started way too fast. perhaps it was our own will that everything happened. and wells everything happen for a reason aint it? -winks. be it tha unsatisfactions we had or tha havoc awesome times we had, i loved every single time i spent with each and every one of yew. perhaps we may have misunderstandings here and there but what stands through at tha end is tha incredible bond we share and tha happy times we have together. tha laughters? remember those? sitting back and think of tha times we had in tha year 05 jus sets me smiling ta myself for i hafta thank god for letting our paths cross. whyie issit soo grace,yen and i chose ta join volley? as what i had said earlier, everything happen for a reason i guess. thanks milk products, yew mean SOMETHING ta me. and for tha year 06, i shall wish us a blasting year ahead eh? -huugs.
forget all tha conflicts and discontentments we have for each other and jus enjoy yurself ta tha max yea? its tha new year mann. -cheerios =DD

wells, eversince we graduated from sec sch, drea and i hardly meet up. was pweetaye upset eh. kinda missed tha times where we'd jus rock town upside down and we'd jus keep towning until we get soo sick of it. i miss tha softballers soo friggin much. tha times where we did like 4000 over push ups and krunches as a TEAM. tha bond was soo unexplainable. our stamina was at tha peak and we were tha darkest peeps in sch. HAHA.(: all those had never left my heart and will continue ta stay right there whether yew like it or nort.
drea:although we met up for like less than 20 times this year, i still do cherish this friendship of ours VERY much. as i know this coming year 06 wld be a much hectic year for yew, i hereby wish yew all tha best in preparing for yur a's and no worries, i know we'll still have time for each other yea? luurve yew bestie. thanks for tha year 2005.

hmms what else? during my wait for tha o's results. i joined this company which organises camps and trains instructors. ohh. NONO. -shakes head. there were no regrets at all. i met people with tha same passion as me which is outdoor adventure,camping and leading younger ones. these people created an impact in my life and had me blossom into a more responsible person. thanks guys(:

wells, thats about it for tha year 2005. and to ALL whom i may have offended unknowingly, i soo sorry yea. and to those i didnt mention, heres a huge thank yew ta yew for taking a step into my life. my 2005 had been wayyy fantabulous and if ever sumone were ta ask me,"wld yew wanta change yur life if given a chance?" i would smile and say,"never cus this life's been too complete for one ta change it."(:

I LUURVE YEW ALL peeegoes!. <3s.

that hyperactive one with tha wierdest and most hysterical laughter,
cwystal.