THEY ARE THA ONES THAT MAKE ME SMILE WHENEVR IM SAD.(:
-miss yew loads besties.

ta drea: do take care admist tha heavy workload yew have yea. meet up real soon pls.

acie: HOII. make sure yew treat me when we meet up mann. tha 101 treats yew owe me since gawd knows when. whahaha. anyhows do take good care and muchh luurves.

asha: heyy gurl. been wondering how yew've been doing eh? dont stress yurself out pls yew poor lil thang.(: hope ta see yew back in s'pore before yew head ta UK alright? muchh much miss's.

FOC

APOLOGIES!! (: hadnt been updating lately.

wells wanna know what's been keep cwystal soo busy? HURHUR. foc recruitment, outings and bonding sessions. goshh. many many more ta come till tha actual camp arrives.

anyhows i've met lorryloads of beautiful people during trial camp and foc by which it also changed my mindset about certain people. good or bad? yew judge. shant go much into details thoughh cus im suchha lazybum. guess everyone knows that. HAHA.

titans was my group and will be my group this coming foc camp.
my sub groupies will be ray and jas who are totally nuts and insane. LOL.(: dont deny cus it wont work.
my dh's suchha dickhead but this dickhead's a nice and extremely caring one. LUURVES.
tha other gls are soo hyper and mad like cwystal.(:
a new family was founded. tha ball fam. [IT ALL STARTED FROM alvin. like wth. fancy saying i laugh like i've gort fishball stucked down my throat. -evil stares]
fishball,beefball,sotongball,meatball.=D they're soo darn wacky and deep down fun pls.
MEATY! yur voice's still stuck at tha back of my head mann. -smacks forehead.
BEEFY! yur cold jokes. pls ahh. im cold enough eh. hahs
SOTONG! i lurve sotong balls. (:

wells jus crossing my dear fingers that this camp would be a successful one cus of all tha effort each titanian has put into it. tha souveniers,attire,cheers and soo much more. cant luurve my group more eh? (:

thats about it... wanna know more jus drop me a msg or phonecall yea.(:

and ta tha milkies and besties:
im so sorry im packed with schedules right up my neck.
will tryta spend more time with yew gurls yea?
miss yew gurls soo bad. so so bad.
take care and those having attachment, endure dearies! it'll soon be over.=D

much luuurves,
cwystal

REPLIES ta tags:

rayew: HAHA sorry i took longg! (: aint yew happy yew've gort suchha nice and loving scandalii and fishy? whahaha

jh: HAHA zoo keeper indeed eh? yew look like one though. =x oooops!

jasper:HELLOS!! how did yew like find out about my bloggy huhh? tag more tag more!(:

vjm:HAHA my lovely! please ehh. jealous for whatts. whahaha yew know i've always luurved yew? sillyone..(:

ken: owhh hellos.(: HAHA

yaya:heyy sweetie. thanks yea. yew take care too. misss yew gurls eh and and and meet up real soon! =D

xiu: hahah. yew and yur lalalala. no ORIGINALITY!! cheyy! =x. hahaha. miss yew ehh.

yen: GURLFWEN!!! (: soo nice ta actually bump into yew that very day. that hugg. YUMMY! (: and yes im darker than yew. whahaha to think i've only been ta 3 camps and im this dark alrdy. geees. hang out real soon pls? -fathugs

enn: hahs. yeps. take care yea. (:

What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive
I can't keep up and I can't back down
I've been losing so much time

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you

All of the things that I want to say
Just aren't coming out right
I'm tripping on words, you got my head spinning
I don't know where to go from here

Cause it's you and me and all of the people
With nothing to do, nothing to prove
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off you

Something about you now
I can't quite figure out
Everything she does is beautiful
Everything she does is right
Cause it's you and me and all of the people

With nothing to do, nothing to lose
And it's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of
You and me and all of the people

With nothing to do, nothing to prove and
It's you and me and all of the people and
I don't know why I can't keep my eyes off of you

What day is it
And in what month
This clock never seemed so alive

18th march [drea's bday]

due ta tha busy schedule i have, could only blog noww. -after camp

MY LOVELY ONE.<3s>

happy bday bestie!(:

aint gonna say much cus whatever i want ta say's all in tha letter i've written.

hope yew've enjoyed yurself on this special day of yurs and tha surprise abbe and i gave yew.

<3s,>

HANGOVER

had a mini house party last night at iggy's.
everything well pweetaye well.
actually nort really.
am really caught.its tough on me.
shant elaborate further.i need a breather.
anyhows went towning with jh,shamm and daph before heading ta iggy's.
watched pride and prejudice while tha others were ps2-ing. gawdd wheres tha party mann?
finally tha fun began.
they started tha games and all. people drinking. HAHA while daph,shamm and i were like tryingta finish our movie. HAHA. more like dont wanna drink.

thus, we had our real show when colinn jus started dropping on tha floor in front of us and tha teevee screen. OHH MY. scare tha hell outta me i swear. hahs! yew asswipe colinn. =.=
wells soo MUCH SO MUCH happened. he wanted ta off tha teevee cus it was extremely noisy according ta that drunk ass. yeps had no choice but ta head down ta tha porch and join tha rest.
alvin and mimi were like drunk too whereas a few were really really high. hahaha. i had soo much fun pls.

PROFESSOR ALVIN WHO HAD A1 ENGLISH CALLED ME betty blue! whahaha like how hilarious. it took me like a minute ta realise he meant betty boop. howw dumb!. tha nick naming continued.. anything yew wana know? ask me.bribe me. plead me. pweetaye lazy ta blog larhs. =D

wenta padang today. drea and i gort bluffed. -growls. my dream gort killed by LOVELY BESTIE of mine. thanks ahh. =.= called me ta tell me time for softball. hahs. eediot. was heading down when drea called again and told me match gort postponed ta 4. like wth eh. we were like grumbling and all BUT anyhows shopping solved it all. whahaha (:

we went shopping with stef. tried on everything we wanted ta. soo fun. =D tha mall jus seemed soo empty. OOOO I LIKE. =D bought a gween bikini. like finally. yayy! one wish off my wishlist. (: drea bought one for herself too. wanted ta get this sailor look alike tank top which's like soo soo cute? hahs. deicided nort ta cus i dont knoww. jus didnt have tha mood. drea bought tha navy blue one and i was supposed ta get tha red one. ohh wells. shall see how tmr. =/

padang jus looked like padang.
it brought back so many heartfelt memories.
tha days we' softballers went through sweat after sweat.
battling every obstacle as one without ANY complaints.
made our coach flare up and walk away without turning a head.
made coachie smile as though every single one of us had scored a home run.
drea's bday being celebrated there every single year.
tha cheers we yank that are soo impossible ta forget.
tha burger king lunchoes which made us nort wanta touch after src.
subway cookies that make us goo yummy bummy!
lectures and morale sole searching given by wormie,coachie and drea.
lovely pitcures taken along tha way.
laughters that fill tha air which can never be replaced.
reminiscent of tha ol' softballers' 04.-I MISS SO BAD.

some of tha ol gurls came back today like, drea,stef,meiyee,carmen,sokwai,wanting. it was awesome jus seeing tha faces i once cried,laughed and struglled with back at src ta support tha little ones who are taking over tha positions we were once in. (:

"The Trouble With Love Is"By Kelly Clarkson Lyrics
By Evan Rogers/Carl Sturken/Kelly Clarkson

Oooh oooh, ooooh yeah, mmmm...
Love can be a many splendored thing
Can't deny the joy it brings
A dozen roses, diamond rings
Dreams for sale and fairy tales
It'll make you hear a symphony
And you just want the world to see
But like a drug that makes you blind,
It'll fool ya every time

The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love is
It doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all
Now I was once a fool, it's true
I played the game by all the rules
But now my world's a deeper blue
I'm sadder, but I'm wiser tooI swore
I'd never love again
I swore my heart would never mend
Said love wasn't worth the pain
But then I hear it call my name

(The trouble with) The trouble with love is
It can tear you up inside
Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride
The trouble with love isIt doesn't care how fast you fall
And you can't refuse the call
See, you got no say at all
Every time I turn around
I think I've got it all figured out
My heart keeps callin' and I keep on fallin'
Over and over again
The sad story always ends the same
Me standin' in the pourin' rain
It seems no matter what I do
It tears my heart in two

(The trouble with love is) The trouble with love, yeah
(It can tear you up inside) It can tear you up inside
(Make your heart believe a lie) Make your heart believe a lie
It's stronger than your pride(The trouble with love is)
It's in your heart
It's in your soul (doesn't care how fast you fall)
You won't get no control(and you can't refuse the call)
See, you got no say at all
(The trouble with love is)
Ooooh, yeah(It can tear you up inside)
(Make your heart believe a lie)


fallen angel',
cwystal

stc camp

OKAY. tha guys jus need a breather. thats all. =P

a picture paints a thousand words.

HALF of tha whackiest insructors i work with.<3s.

ONE of tha toilets tha gurls had ta bathe in. BAHHHS.

INDIANA JONES.(: tha game tha bonds wonders.

MY BIMBOS.[baby monkeys] ahah




HELLOS ALL LOVELIES.(: jus gort back few days ago.
yeaps. i had a helluva fun but it was damnit tiring too.
no doubt it was enjoyable but it was pweetaye hard work as well.
tha days i had with my group was kinda memorable although tha bimbotic side of theirs wasnt vewry pleasant. hehs they made me smile and wanna tear when they gave me tha warmest hug ever after tha camp. sweet i reckon. those baby monkeys of mine were tha most hyperistic group, making me almost losing my voice and using up every single bit of my energy. geees. [ by tha way, tha baby monkeys refer to tha group of stc gurls i took during their sec 2 level campin kota]

we did loads of stuff in 3 days. hiked panti, flying fox, rock climbing,absiling, idiana jones, rafting, kayaking blahh blahh. indeed it was exhausting. nort physically but mentally. we only had about 3-4 hours of sleep a day and its likee, tha teacher's expectations and demands were too much. we had to at time and time again try to meet their demands. gawdd. i reckon its kinda one of tha most difficult schs ta handle. nort tha students but tha school.

SO MUCH HAPPENED during these 3 days. nort only have i made new friends, drea and i gort our own time together, ta revive ta past and all. i missed her soo much, MY BESTIE (:. lessons learnt along tha way, learnt ta cope with stress and ta get all 17 kiddos ta listen ta me. it was easy, trust me. I can proudly say that i've become more confident in leading and also in speaking in front of a group. theres soo much more ta learnt eh? -winks. i hope so.

cwystal's like really burnt now. askk all who have seen me recently. im like so BLACK and nort tanned lorhs. -growls.

anyhows, been really busy eversince i was back. soo much yet so little time. i neeeed a personal diary please! hurhur. was like made free labour today. LOL. did postage thingy with tha foc peeps today.my group's awesome!! YAYY luurve my group.(: had dinner, met up with jh after that at mambo. and tadaa! home i went. (: it was kinda nice and all. shant say anything else. for me ta know and for yew ta find out.(: TATAA! -waves

OWH OWHH before i forget, i've learnt alot of new bimbotic actions and exclaimations mann. wanna hear it? ASK ME. wahhaha gawdd i almost died when tha monkeys of mine kept repeating them larhs. =.=

<3s!!,
cwystal tha momma monkey

pssst:i think i think i think...<3

off ta kota again

OFF TA KOTA ONCE AGAIN. after 2 days of 'rest' which was obviously NORT rest for cwystal.
had like meeting for stc camp on mon, foc meeting today for gls. ohh my. flooded with activities. hurhur.

anyhows am gonna leave for kota tmr. ta all those having attachment. DO TAKE CARE AND ENDURE lovelies!!(: yew'll be fine. see yew really really soon alright? and ta those rotting at home. AHHA happy rotting. dont rot too much if nort there wont be any part of yew left when im back.=P and ta those having exams. ALL THA BEST sweetx!(: try yur best and am sure yew'll excel. and ta ALL: TATAA and MISS ME PLS cus i know i will.

back! [5/03/06]

HELLOS all! cwystal's back. actually yeahh was back like ytd but too exhausted ta blogg. anyhows heres howw my trip went.
abbe came ta pick drea and i up. which actually caused him ta be late. =x oops sorry abbe! met tha rest at kranji mrt. we reached and apparently there were like PLENTY of unfamiliar faces. this time around, i knew things werent gonna be tha same as before. their character and all dont seem ta be tha same. 3 guys in like striking PINK caps and gurls in... OHH MYY. was utterly speechless. looked at drea, she looked at me and almost instantly, we laughed real bad. whahaha. thats what i call telepathy.(: MY BESTIE.

wells reached kota and had alittle orientation. next day, for pt we did like 12km run. 6 km up and 6 km back. ohh my. my knees and thighs are still aching very much from tha run. it was a good run though. was pweetaye surprised i didnt stopp nort even once throughout tha run. even had tha stamina ta cheer while running. HAH! (: happy cwystal for that morning. an achievement. anyhows, we had water activities. wahaha. fun fun!! did water casketing and indiana jones. can still rem SO CLEARLY how i fell right into tha muddy stinky water while tryingta keep my balance on tha plank. my head PLUNGED in first pls?! ahhhhh. tha water tasted real good i must say. =.= wahha. wth pls. had a lil mudd fight. FUN it was.

last day, did flying fox.yayy! am like tha 3rd person in kota ta actually do a flying fox. drea was first. ohh my wa ssoo worried for her cus its like no one has ever tried tha fox and so shes like tha guinea pig ta see if tha ride works. haha was practically crossing my fingers. [MANN DREA!? yew know how fast my heart beat when yew were about ta fly tha fox?!] heehee.

afterwhich we had lunch took loads of pics. got ta know some people really well. disliked a few though. IMAGINE having ta seek attention ta get attention. im practially laughing my ass off. its like im nort boasting but, i dont even needa seek attention but alrdy getting tha attention? what a loser. geees. i despise those who behave soo loose and go around hugging guys and gluing themselves to them. how superficial they looked even when they're in a clique. 4 gurls yet all trying ta get tha same aim. nort a good one but ta actually seek attention from tha guys at camp and ta be in tha limelight. i could almost DIE i tell yew. what did me proud was my untolerance one night where one of tha gurls was whining at like 5AM?! wth. and assembly was 7am. =.= people wanta slpp alright. she whined and whined that she wanted a bed and dont wanna slp on tha matress. apparently, i had a bed ta myself. and she whined soo much, slept on abbe's bed nort wanting him ta slp so that she could slpp. abbe was like asking her ta come up ta tha matress ta oink but she refused and WHINED. mann! 19 years old?! still whining? get a life gurl. i gort soo fugging irritated. so did drea, i gort off tha bed, and said,"YEW CAN HAVE THA BED, I'LL slpp on tha matress." she went like nono! its alright. and then i said narhs its okay, let abbe have his bed, he needs slp, yew can have my matress, i 'll jus slp on tha floor and thus i plunged myself on tha floor." goshh. which gurl wouldnt get soo friggging irritated?=/

wells if im nort wrong, slept for like only 5 hours in total for two days. HAH! super woman i wanna be! (: had a nice talk with niven during tha nice night. talking about everything under tha moon from camps ta experiences ta love life. nice guy he was. APART from tha fagging part. -growls. no more sticks for yew hur! -smacks

anyhows, left kota at about 4 plus. had kenny rogers at city square, walked around and home sweet home it was.
i've learnt quite a bit during this 3 days two nights trainig camp. although tha 3 one. i've learnt much more and tha leanring cant stop.(: gonna start my next camp this wed. STC here i come! (: finally after tha very last bpgh camp i did before taking a break. really hope ta climb panti this time around eh.

ALRIGHTY! thats about it.(: gonna meet li chong now ta get camp stuff. laters! (:

and ta all, i've missed yew soo bad and was kinda hoping yew ppl could have joined me over ta kota. tha camping and outdoor lovers. =D

<3s,cwystal

KOTA

HEYY ALL!!(:

wells. am gonna depart for kota tinggi for this training camp. yayy. which MEANS losing FATS and FLABS. hurhur. no worries peegos! i'll sayy hie ta tha leeches and fat bloated mosquitoes for yew yea. -winks

meanwhile, while im in kota do take great care of yurself alright? i'll miss tha truckload of yewduring tha hols mann, [van,xiu,ya,yen,enn,sa,grace,ping,xuan,twinnie,shamm,lester,jh,zh,chris,jiun,fiona,ian,minmin,shiyun,
seowting,steph,daya,shushu,gongong,popo,daddy,my HAWT sissy zeph,my other bel + SO MANY MANY MANY MORE):]

owhh btw, cwystal jus cut her hair. HAH! luurve it or hate it. its totally up ta yew.



<3s,
cwystal

OHH! and heres tha continuation of tha mugging period.(: ENJOY lovelies!

OUR finest art of uhhhs waterbottles! (: guess who's whose!

mad mad MADNESS eh

exams are FINALLY over. wahhaha.
-looks at vanvan,xiu,twinnie. =x

shit. dont kill me! =DD

anyhows. been sleeping at like 3 plus 4 and waking up about 8 plus ta mugg. OMG. bad period it was. mind was nothing but theories and theories. goodness. had my litle fun yesterday thoughh! (: last paper and i rejoiced like a monkey being let out from a zoo. HEEHEE. met zh,jh and chris after my papers and we towned. yayy. (: watched big momma 2, walked around, pooled and chilled at coffee club. i had fun. bet yew guys did too. SO heres a lil something for all. tha horrandous days... but of cus, we fooled around as well. =x -guilty.





LAST DAY OF PAPER! =D)) we kinda had our bit of fun and celebration. nice nice.
<--- MY PWEETAYE baby.(: been filling my boredom with music.