why why why.

I've had enough. with yew tryingta rule my life. no one close actually questions about my whereabouts, not my family,my loved one nor my besties but why do yew hafta be tha one who gotta be the pain in the ass.

frankly, i've controlled for quite awhile. brainwashing myself that yur just like this, prolly dont know what to mention and what not. what to ask and what not. im tired of ansing all yur senseless qns babe. really. yew are old enough, smart enough to make decisions on yur own. dont yew find it real tiring to keep chasing people for ans-s when at the very last moment, yur tha one who makes the final decision.

i hate the fact i gotta give in ta yew all the time, i hate the fact im always having to face the emotional black mails yew unknowingly give. im tired babe. really. sometimes i just wish yew'd give me some space for my own personal life. theres no reason that i hafta tell yew every single thing. many a times, i almost lost it, wanted to scream and shout to ask yew ta grow up but i held back those 'wants' cus i know our friendship's too precious to be lost. PLEASE i beg yew, stop assuming and reaffirm if yew dont know... cus it creates friction between people close to yew without yew even realising.

if yew happen to read this post, i sincerely hope it'd set yew thinking and work things out for the better.

loves, crystal