healingg a broken heart.

its sad with news splashed ALL over tha papers.
ppl dyingg.
struglling ta live on.
weepingg.
devastated.
emotionally unstable.
chaos practically everywhere.

its jus so sadd pls.): wads with tha gawd damn world. whyie cant there be like peace for jus ONE pathetic year. hais.

tha pain's grieving inside of me.
jus need sumone ta hold on ta mi before i fall.fall.im fallin'.
puttin on a brave front.
watchingg *** walk awayy with sumone else.
heck it crystal.live on.=/

WORKK WAS FUN FOR like ONCE? =x
crapped alot todaee.
business was stinky after xmas.
tha centre looked liked a ghost town.sad pls.
yeahh.coreen was like nyce for tha firs timee.
chated with her til aunty cath came.
woohoo!partyy time.
aunty cath's tha nicest of tha nicest mann.
she treated mi like her very own daughter.(:
went out for lunch for tha firs time.hahs with her of cos.
she treated mi ta desssert. yummy *licks. (:
went back ta work and coreen didnt appear too happy cos tha shop was kindaa crowded and she was tha onli one there. HAHS sorri coreen.):

wells.aunty cath bought tis kueh thang and teh si for herself.
we sat and chatted at tha staff lounge wil she was ready ta get back ta work and mi? set ta go home.our convers went like this.ohh wait. aunty cath's so gawd darn kewt pls. luurve her ta bits!(:

aunty:yew noe tt 4th floor guyy?
bel':yeap? that 16 yr ol' one?
aunty: hahs.yeahh!! (starts to chuckle)
bel':uh huhh? (starts to suspect)
aunty:i think he has a crushh on coreen.coreen claimed tt he was staringg at her duringg lunchh breakk.
bel':wadd?! LOL

den we left tha lounge. mi ta tha changing rm and she ta tha shopp.(:

went dwn tha escalator ta tha 4th floor. met HIM ( tha one coreen was mentioning). omigawdd. i tried ta avoid him but he kept lookin. feelin awkard, mi looked at him.n yeaa.he grinned at mi?! dorts. wanted ta dropped onta tha grnd luffin but yeahh escaped it by grinnin backk.=D
it was embarrassingg yet a funny experience thoughh..
cant waitt for workk tmr..yayy! (:

ohwels.on tha fone with kewt lil lynette noww.shes so kewt.tha wayy she exclaimed abt her date and stuff.awww.(:

im off-
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