tears

sobbing real bad right noww.
feeling myy heart sinkk each time my heart beats.
am i gonna move on?
those smiles on my face, are they for real?
deeep down inside im yearning for yew.
i admit i still do lurve yew but whyie am i behaving all differently and weird this time arnd.
i dunnoe. insecurity?toughness?bitchiness?
crapp.my eyes are swollen frm all tha crying.
gonna crash my bed now. will be in deep shit if daddy finds out im crying.-you

ps* <3 yen loads. thanks dear for trying all sorts of ways ta comfort me. ilu gurl! yeaps. my huneyypie.niteyy.