pick me upp.

i've fallen once again.
cried my eyes till they swelled really badly and headd spinning like mad.
goshh. it was tha worst day of my life i reckon.
needed a shoulder ta cry on soooooo muchh.sumone ta hugg. hais.
slept at abt 4.30 thoughh. cried ta slpp.[its like WOWW? in my whole entire life? first time i cried till 4.30]
its jus too much for me ta take.


skipp'd lecture in tha morning. didnt have tha mood. went ta schh with swollen eyes. each time i see someone i know i'd jus start crying. -smacks crystal. this is bad. i know its gotta stopp.
my beautiful budds in schh kept reassuring me that everythang's gonna be alright but i know its gonna take lonng. i love those guys mann.i really do. thanks sweethearts.

deeeeply cut,
crystal.nic