miss's

as i scrolled through one of my used-to-be close friend's blog.
i cldnt help but break down into tears.
its scary how easy i tear.
and till now as i type this entry,tha tears just continue welling up my eyes.
it came as a shock to know that his closest kin isnt gonna stay for long.
i know i cant help but pray for god's blessings.
god has it all planned for us. but i feel tha pain and hurt.
i just hope that life cld turn for a twist where god cld prolong yur mama's life in this world. allowing yew ta spend and treasure yur mama even more. having a sis who's going through teenhood.pray that god wld guide yur sis ta understand that she gotta start treasuring before its too late.she cant stay with this mentality for long before she starts regretting for her own actions.
its funny how we used ta be close friends till we got seperated into different classes during sec 3. i felt that he changed at that point of time. we no longer hung out that often or that he no longer popped by my place ta hang out or study tgt.
in fact, i miss'd this close friend of mine. he was more like an older bro ta me who always made tha effort ta look out for me during those 2 years of friendship. though young but impactful. although at times i do bump into yew, do yearn ta give yew a big fat hug and tell yew how much i miss yew. our friendship. as i get info from other sec sch friends of ours. it does trigger me like why is it that we cant be like before. tha 2/3 chalet,movies,outings,blindmice at my place, studying grp. i miss yew, wx,timo,lou,stef.

as i look from afar, i wanna wish yew all tha very best to endure and stay strong till tha very end.cry and i'll still cry along with yew bro. take care. im crossing my fingers real hard for yew ta carry on this journey strong and determined.

<3s yur lil sis,
crystal

Ps:i know yew wldnt be reading this blog and if yew happen ta chance upon it,
I MISS YEW KOR! <3s