its just.
thanks drea.
helpped her realise smth.
smth which meant so much yet seen soo little in other's eyes.
like..just when needed a listening ear.
she was told that perhaps whyie she's so frustrated and upset thinking of all tha odds's because,
she actually doesnt luurve him deep enough ta luurve.
if she luurves him deep enough, wldnt she nort think of all tha odds.
as people say luurve's blind.
and whyie was she even thinking of all tha odds in tha first place.
she knows it herself.
clear and understood.
nort much needed ta say.

been restless lately.
dont know whats gotten into her.
gawd damnit. she aint emo-ing.
shes jus a lazybum eh.(:
she luurves singility and it'll last pretty long she guesses.
nort gonna make assumations but for tha time being. she wants ta lead a single life.
she doesnt see tha need of being attached.
perhaps shes turning crooked soon. HAH!
twinnie's so gonna kill her when twinnie actually reads this entry.
narhs just kidding twinnie. dont kill tha lil one. =D

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